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Murder in a Time Before Google

In 1973 my father was killed by his best friend, but according to the Internet he never even existed.
Source: Photo courtesy of Nichole Beaudry

I don’t recall ever being told that my father had been murdered. I have no memory of a day when my mother sat me down and slowly and carefully unwound the story of how he had been reckless with his life and that he had been murdered as a result of it. I don’t recall her telling me about the other woman … about that woman’s husband shooting my father.

His death … his murder, which occurred in 1973, long before the invention of the Internet, has been as much my story, in some ways, as it was his own.

Being the daughter of a man embroiled in scandal, infidelity and ultimately life-ending violence defines you in ways beyond comprehension.

As a young girl, when introduced to a friend’s parents, there was no mistaking that faraway look in their eyes

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