Midwife Wisdom, Mother Love
By Sarah James
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As a midwife, Sarah has delivered hundreds of babies; as a birthing educator, she has helped ease the uncertainty of an equal number of expectant mothers; and as a mother she has brought her own four children into the world. In Midwife Wisdom, Mother Love, she has written a pregnancy, childbirth and parenting book that fuses the valuable insights she has gained from both her personal and professional experiences.
"Sarah James offers oodles of common sense, practical tips and useful insights in a simple, down-to-earth style. This balanced approach is at once comforting and credible. I warmly invite every woman and every man to open their minds and their hearts to Midwife Wisdon, Mother Love." Dr Cindy Pan, Doctor, Writer and Media Presenter
Sarah James
Sarah James is a midwife, child health nurse and antenatal educator. Before she had children she thought she knew all there was to know about being pregnant and pushing a baby into the world... then she had four babies of her own. Life on the other side of the pregnancy fence was full of surprises and she now credits her four children with being her best teachers yet.
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Midwife Wisdom, Mother Love - Sarah James
Smashwords Edition 2011: published by Seahorse Publications, PO Box 3101, Currumbin, QLD 4223
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Author’s website: http://www.sarahjames.com.au
Copyright © Sarah James 2005. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted in any form by any means without the prior permission of the copyright owner. Enquiries should be made to the publisher.
National Library of Australia Cataloguing-in-Publication data: James, Sarah Anna. Midwife wisdom, mother love. ISBN 978 0 646 53400 8. 1. Childbirth. 2. Motherhood. I. Title. 618.2
2nd Edition cover design by Vicki Leigh. 2nd Edition cover illustration by Danielle James www.etsy.com/shop/DanielleDolev. Text design and typesetting by Mason Design Other illustrations by Anita Mertzlin. 1st Edition 2005 printed by: Hachette Australia, Level 17, 207 Kent Street, Sydney, 2000. Printed in Australia by Griffin Press
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For my four teachers,
Jack, Noah, Kai and Poppy,
and for Pete,
my fellow student
CONTENTS
FOREWORD
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
INTRODUCTION
PART 1 | PREGNANCY
THINGS BEGIN TO CHANGE
WHAT THEY’LL DO AND SAY
COPING AND PLANNING
PART 2 | WHAT DOCTORS AND MIDWIVES KNOW
ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY
JACK
PART 3 | LABOUR
FIRST THINGS FIRST
BUT HOW DOES IT FEEL?
AND HOW DO YOU COPE?
NOAH
PART 4 | THE WAY YOU PLANNED?
UNEXPECTED OUTCOMES
THE AFTERMATH
KAI
PART 5 | CAMPING OUT AT THE HOSPITAL
YOU
BABY
POPPY
EPILOGUE | FROM ME TO YOU
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
FOREWORD
Some mothers and mothers-to-be have many supporters and advisers; some have few. Some may feel at times that they are completely alone. Regardless of the size of their support team, the bottom line is that mothers need to be enduringly strong, independent and self-reliant. Most importantly, they need to have confidence in their own judgement, their ability to seek information and support and make wise, appropriate decisions.
Midwife Wisdom, Mother Love is a very easy-to-read, logical and informative yet friendly and intensely personal guide to pregnancy and delivery from an experienced midwife and mother of four. Sarah James offers oodles of common sense, practical tips and useful insights in a simple, down-to-earth style. She doesn’t hold back from sharing the honest truth about her own four pregnancies and deliveries — not just the highs, but also the lows. This balanced approach is at once comforting and credible.
After her first delivery, she whispers to her partner, ‘He’s so beautiful, we’ll have to have another one,’ but then takes a year to get over the disappointment and ‘emotional mess’ of not having had the ‘natural birth’ she had expected. After her second blissfully ‘orgasmic’ birth, she says, ‘You know we will have to have another one. That was too fantastic not to do again.’ After her third, when she says, ‘I don’t want to have any more. I don’t ever want to do that again,’ my heart went out to her. I thought, ‘This woman tells the truth.’ Despite her husband’s vasectomy, eighteen months later she realises she is pregnant again.
Thank you, Sarah, for sharing your secrets and giving such a frank, up-close-and-personal account of your very varied birth experiences. Your stories clearly illustrate just how unique, unpredictable, juicy, gory, orgasmic and excruciating motherhood can be. You have given us not so much a ‘how to’ guide as a ‘how I did it’ account and you give us all encouragement to make our own choices, listening to everyone but finally trusting in ourselves.
Pregnancy and childbirth are indeed miraculous, mindblowing experiences that change our lives forever. While reading this book may not change your life, it may open your mind. I warmly invite every woman and every man to open their minds and their hearts to Midwife Wisdom, Mother Love.
Dr Cindy Pan, Doctor, writer, media presenter and author of Pandora’s Box: Lifting the Lid on Life’s Little Nasties
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
People who give of themselves asking for nothing in return are rare and for this, much gratitude is owed to Denise Hartley, both my boss and friend and a constant source of inspiration, knowledge and reassurance.
Teaching antenatal classes has given me a new insight into the pregnant mind. Warm thanks to Pindara Private Hospital for the opportunity to teach and to the midwives who take antenatal classes and work in the maternity unit.
Early readers who hold you in their heart while they read and are able to give advice without cutting you down at the knees are like a warm glass of milk on a cold stormy night. They offer comfort and the knowledge that everything will turn out all right. For this I am truly grateful to Anna Lamberton, who has been there since I first put pen to paper with the word ‘book’ hidden somewhere deep in my sub- conscious; Paula Ellery, whose enthusiasm kept me writing when I felt like a klutz; and Vicki Chester, who told me the truth when I was ready to hear it.
To those in the writing industry who have helped clear the way when it seemed like there was no path to be found — I am extremely grateful; The Queensland Writers’ Centre, for its support and professionalism; Judith Lukin-Amundsen, for helping me to believe I had something to say and offering a referral to an agent; Belinda Castles, for the first positive feedback the manuscript received in the writing industry; Anna Kassulke for helping me edit before facing the big scary publishing world; Margaret Kennedy, my agent, who took the time to read the pages I sent, told me what the second half of the book needed to be about, and without whom this book would never have found a home; Cathy Smith for believing in Midwife Wisdom, Mother Love and taking a risk on a first timer, and Rebecca Roberts for knowing where my voice was and making it so much stronger.
Without family everything would be harder. For your constant love and encouragement, for letting me be who I am — thanks to Edith, Marcia, Fred, Melissa and Danny James.
To those who are part of my heart, who live my every day and help me breathe, Jack, Noah, Kai and Poppy, and Pete who always said, ‘Of course you can’; you are my constant inspiration — without you there would be nothing to write.
INTRODUCTION
When I first started teaching antenatal classes I was amazed by how many expectant parents had never held a baby. The idea of bathing a tiny baby, or changing a nappy scared the pants off a lot of them. These people were on a collision course with reality. Their babies — snuggled and warm inside bulging bellies — were coming, ready or not.
I had expected a lack of knowledge about the birthing process itself. I knew that in today’s world most people’s first exposure to childbirth was the birth of their first child. This in itself saddened me; it highlighted the breakdown in the passing of treasured stories and much needed information from generation to generation. I knew that most people didn’t get the chance to look after their sister’s baby, or their cousin’s, or the baby of the girl-who-used-to-live-across-the-road, experiences that would make bringing a baby home for the first time that much easier. Many women I teach can’t remember the last time they held a baby — some never have.
I was inspired to fill the knowledge gap with this book. More than just another book by an expert, it’s also a book by a mother of four. I know what it’s like to be pregnant and so tired that you can’t lift your head off the pillow. I know the pure amazement of those first movements, as you feel your baby’s feet brush against the inside of your uterus. I know how much it hurts to push a baby out. And I know the feeling of complete rapture when you stare into your newborn’s big, wide eyes. Being a mother has given me more insight into the birth process and parenthood than any of my qualifications.
This is a book of sharing and honesty — I will let you know how I survived and kept my sense of humour while bringing four children into the world. I share the stories of friends and some of the women I have helped during pregnancy and childbirth over the last twelve years.
My mother always said you should be able to recycle your first child — she is the one you conduct all your experiments on. You should be able to send her back and start again once you have everything worked out. Jack, Pete’s and my first- born, was our experiment and he continues to be to this day. That is why you will find a lot of the stories in this book are about him.
In an effort to be fair to both sexes (I have three sons and a daughter), I have used ‘he’ and ‘she’ at random when talking about the unknown baby.
I hope Midwife Wisdom, Mother Love both inspires and comforts you and, if knowledge has been lost between the generations in your family, I hope it acts as a good substitute. But remember — you know what is best for your baby and what is best for you. Listen to your heart first before you listen to anyone else.
MY BIRTH STORIES
When I teach antenatal classes, people constantly ask me about my own birth experiences. ‘How did you cope?’ ‘What did you find gave you the best pain relief when the contractions were really biting?’ ‘How would you do it differently if you were having another baby?’
I use my own birth stories a lot when I am teaching. Couples always comment on how my personal stories have given them reassurance and a deeper understanding of the birth process. I hope my four different birth stories, scattered throughout the book (Jack, Noah, Kai and Poppy), can offer you the same inspiration and comfort.
THINGS BEGIN TO CHANGE
MURMURS OF PREGNANCY
My pregnancy with Jack was unexpected. The week before we found out I was pregnant, Pete and I had decided we were going to spend the year saving and then go travelling in Europe for a year or two. When we came back we would save for a house and then maybe five years down the track decide to have children. So when we were running along the beach a week after this momentous decision to go travelling and I found I couldn’t keep up and that all my thoughts were of bed, it didn’t occur to me that I might be pregnant. That was not part of the plan. I thought I had some sort of bug, hence the lethargy.
My bug theory was helped along by the fact that I started to feel sick in the stomach and could detect very powerful, sometimes off-putting smells. It was a strange stomach bug. The nausea would fade when I was lying down, and I had the ability to read in the car. Normally I couldn’t go around one corner in a car reading a book without feeling like I was going to hurl. I read a whole novel on a twelve-hour car trip without once having to stick my head out the window for air.
I put down the extreme irritability I had been feeling to my period being ten days overdue. I had patience for nobody and would cry watching a Brady Bunch episode on TV. Part of me thought I was just being paranoid doing a pregnancy test, but the other part seemed to know something I didn’t want to admit. My hand was shaking as I peed onto the thin pregnancy test strip. I rested the strip on a piece of toilet paper and handed it to Pete. I ran into the kitchen to hide while he watched for the stripe to appear in the window.
He came into the kitchen, a big smile on his face. A wave of relief washed over me: Europe was still on the agenda, this pregnancy stuff had been paranoia after all. Pete gave me a big hug and squeezed me tight, ‘We’re going to have a baby! Sar, we’re going to be parents!’ Pete was so excited, I wanted to be happy with him but I knew too much about the real world of having a baby. I knew that Europe was now a distant dream. I didn’t stop crying for six hours.
I was at the start of a brand new life. Jack, hidden deep inside the dark warmth of my uterus, was already telling me loudly that he was there and that I needed to look after him.
The tiredness that followed felt like I had been drugged with a sleeping pill. No matter how much I slept — I never had enough. Every morning, I struggled to get my head off the pillow. I had never felt tiredness like it. At first I rallied against it, annoyed that my life had to slow down but the struggle only made it worse.
One afternoon, after an early work shift at the hospital, I collapsed into bed under the warm blankets. Part of me wanted to be out doing my afternoon run, but a much larger part wanted to stay curled up where I was until Pete arrived home from work. I thought about my body while I was lying there and all the work it was doing to help this tiny new life grow. I thought about how much growing that tiny life had to do during the first three months of pregnancy and I was amazed. Look at the pictures in any of the pregnancy books and see how a tiny dot becomes a developed foetus. When I think about all this growing and developing, I am amazed that women can find the strength to even get out of bed in the early stages of pregnancy.
Listen to your body and all that it is trying to tell you. Have respect and awe for the new life it is nurturing and enjoy the peace that rest can bring.
MORNING SICKNESS
Before I was pregnant I thought morning sickness was exactly that. You woke up in the morning, felt a bit queasy until lunch- time, then the day moved into the afternoon and morning sickness wasn’t an issue again until the next day. I knew that for some unfortunate women it meant having a chuck in the toilet before breakfast. Of course, they were in the minority. Then I fell pregnant with Jack.
Morning sickness (or should we call it ‘all day, all night’ sickness?) started for me when I was about four to five weeks pregnant and then continued until fourteen weeks. The nauseous feeling I had in my stomach had