Blind of the Mansion Book Four: Trying to Make Do with Other Men
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Joanna’s worst fears have been realized. Is everything over? Does anything come next for her? With her characteristic combination of courage, stubbornness, and denial, Joanna sets out to pick up the pieces and try to find in the outside world what she did not know she wanted before she went to work in the Armistead mansion. Can it truly be found again? Or is the answer to set her sights and standards lower and try to make do? The journey before her is long, rough, and she has only the slightest expectation that it will take her where she wants to go, but there is nowhere to go but forward.
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Once you see through the armor of a man like that, it begins to seem a little bit pathetic. All the show was there with none of the substance, like a bluff in a poker game. It had never been that way with Armistead. What had he said? 'I am not made uncomfortable by your resistence. I admire it,' is what he had told me. I had believed him absolutely, when he had said that. It was absolutely true. I knew him well enough to appreciate the total honesty of that attitude. He never felt challenged. He never put on airs. He was simply ... in control.
And compared to a man like that, Chandler was just a guy approaching middle age who didn't have very much figured out. He was successful, I suppose, at least in the context of a little town like Delano, but hardly a world-beater. Sometimes I hated him for it, and sometimes I hated myself for it. I hated myself for being so entitled, for thinking I deserved a better man than Chandler, for thinking that some small-town nobody like me deserved the rare kind of man who walks through life without mis-step or hesitation and can take anyone he wants along for the ride. And in the end, it all became too much. It didn't matter who was to blame, him or me. I had to end it.
He shrugged when I told him, kissed me on the forehead, and went off into the world. "Well, it was fun," he said as he left. "Don't throw out my number." I felt a little guilty as I got the sense that it was something he said a lot. He wasn't such a bad guy, just not the answer to my problem.
But then again, was there an answer to my problem? At least one not named Ewan? Sometimes I felt like a moth flitting around the foot of a lamp post. For the second time I drove up to the hill that looks across the small valley to the Armistead mansion. Again it was dark and the lights were in the windows and I could even make out a couple shapes moving around behind the thin shades. Lord help me, I thought as I drove back into town.
Jessica Whitethread
Jessica Whitethread likes to think that the passing glances she catches from the other patrons of her favorite coffee shop don't determine just exactly the kind of things she writes, no matter how urgently she might be typing away. But then again, even if they do, Jessica's never been one to let a little humiliation get in the way of a good time. She has always loved reading and writing all kinds of fiction, but it's when her mind and body are free to run wild that she really has her fun. Whether getting knuckle-deep into the emotions and sensations of a good BDSM scene, flirting around with her country roots, or skinny-dipping in the ocean of love and romance, she will always feel blessed to live in a day and age that can appreciate a good fantasy and a deviant like her who loves to write them.
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Blind of the Mansion Book Four - Jessica Whitethread
Blind in the Mansion
Book Four
Trying to Make Do with Other Men
By Jessica Whitethread
Copyright 2013 Jessica Whitethread
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Chapter 14
It was perhaps twenty minutes that I sat on the landing, reading the terse notice over and over, my mind slipping further into numbness each time through. It didn't make sense. Maybe it made sense. What did I know? Maybe I should have known this would happen if I got too ahead of myself. God damnit! Frustration and impotent fury and disgust flooded through me. I restrained myself from putting a fist through the delicate white supports of the balustrade. Instead, I hammered on the door. I slammed my hands against it until my palms were raw, but it didn't make any difference.
I was right about you,
I shouted at the door. You're the worst kind of coward. I'm better off fired, if that's the way this was all going to play out.
He was probably not even in the room, but yelling felt very good. This doesn't cost me anything! I'm going to go walk out that door into the world where I have a life. You can rot in here until you die alone, if that's really what you want.
When my anger was slow in dissipating, I devolved into empty threats. Maybe I'll sue,
I shouted. I've probably got the strongest case for sexual harassment this state's ever heard of. Did you think about that, Ewan?
I emphasized his name, which he had never allowed me to utter in his presence. "Did you think about the reputation that's so precious to you getting dragged through the mud, Ewan? You think you