City on Our Knees
By TobyMac
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Through true stories of people who have stepped across lines--lines of discrimination, persecution, prejudice, bitterness, and despair--City on Our Knees challenges readers to take their own steps out of their comfort zones in order to be used by God.
TobyMac
TobyMac is a Grammy Award-winning artist, producer, and song writer. First known as part of the popular group dc Talk throughout the 1990s, he launched a solo career in 2001 and has since won numerous awards, earned three certified gold albums, and had six No. 1 CHR singles. "City on Our Knees," the inspiration for this book, spent thirteen weeks as Billboard's No. 1 Christian song. TobyMac's previous books include Jesus Freaks (with dc Talk) and Under God (with Michael Tait and WallBuilders). TobyMac is married, with five children, and makes his home near Nashville, Tennessee.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book was a great inspirational book. It had a lot of uplifting and motivating stories that made me want to work harder and become a better Christian. I like how at the beginning of every section, Toby waould put in his input, but the whole book wasn't about him. It was a bout people giving praise to God for miraculous things happening in their lives. I think my favorite story was where James King rescued Nadia, a girl with Asperger's, from a swamp. This book is a very powerful motivational book. I would recommend it to anyone needing some inspiration or faith boosting.
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City on Our Knees - TobyMac
CITY
ON OUR
KNEES
City on Our Kness
Copyright © 2010 by Bethany House Publishers
Art direction by Paul Higdon.
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E-book edition created 2011
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"City is about a MOMENT
A moment that we all
come TOGETHER
And our DIFFERENCES FALL
by the wayside
And LOVE fills in the cracks
And we turn our attention
on what UNITES us.
That’s what I envisioned
when I wrote this song.
CITY IS ABOUT
A MOMENT,
AND THAT MOMENT
COULD BE NOW."
CONTENTS
City on Our Knees
: Divided We Stand
The City of God: A City on Its Knees
SECTION ONE
IF WE GOTTA START SOMETIME, WHY NOT NOW? Step Across the Line
TobyMac Blog: Does Crossing the Line Mean Crossing the Globe?
The Bittersweet Story of Alexandra
Mysterious Ways
One Sunday Afternoon in Birmingham, Alabama
Keeping a Promise
Loose Change That Loosens Chains
Love From the Blind Side
Allyson Felix: A Runner Takes a Stand
A Pastor Undone
The Way of the Celt
Becoming a Living Martyr
SECTION TWO
TWO WORLDS COLLIDE: Out of the Comfort Zone . . . and Into the Light
TobyMac Blog: The Beautiful Collide
Of Poverty and Politics
What Love Looks Like
Through New Eyes
Chasing Little Miracles
From Comfort to Compassion: One Teen’s Story
Facing the Storms
Joined by Prayer
Searching for Nadia
Awakening
Give Me Souls, O God, or I Die!
SECTION THREE
WE ARE ONE CHOICE FROM TOGETHER: We Are Family
TobyMac Blog: A Family of Humanity
The Disarming Power of Peace
Charles Spurgeon’s Five Hundred Children
Prayer and Lightning
Prayers That Changed the Fate of Nations
A One-Way Ticket
From Small Beginnings
The Clapham Conspiracy
An Appointment With God
A Miracle on Fulton Street
The White Rose
SECTION FOUR
THROUGH THE FOG THERE IS HOPE IN THE DISTANCE: Hope Is Just a Prayer Away
TobyMac Blog: Jaded or Joyful?
Into the Jaws of Hell
When the End Is the Beginning
New Hope Academy: A City on Our Knees
Goes to School
Prayer and Faith Alone
Jean Driscoll: The Chairwoman of Defying the Odds
A Word of Hope
If I Can Do Nothing Else, I Will Pray
Hope Rises From the Rubble in Haiti
CITY ON OUR KNEES
:
DIVIDED WE STAND
It’s all love tonight
When we step across the line
We can sail across the sea
To a city with one King
A city on our knees
WHEN YOU LOOK AROUND THE WORLD TODAY, the division is overwhelming. We are divided along so many lines. Rich/poor, black/white, liberal/conservative, male/female—the list could go on and on. Sadly, within the church you will see the same thing. Baptism, spiritual gifts, and style of worship are just a few of the things we are divided over.
There are elements of society that seek to separate, divide, and demean people, and these forces are at work continually. You can see these forces during a divorce, through cyberbullying, or even in the national health care debate. The bottom line is we are divided. We live in such a self-focused society, continually encouraged to stand up for ourselves
and look out for number one,
when actually we need to think of others, see their perspective, and look out for those who may not be able to look out for themselves. Sometimes instead of trying to be understood, we need to try to understand.
That’s one reason that, throughout my career, God has continued to put certain songs on my heart. Songs like One World,
Diverse City,
Colored People,
and Walls
express my hope of seeing humanity putting aside differences and loving well—of seeing people realize that we are better together. We can accomplish so much more in life when we spend our time and energy working with one another, striving for a common good.
One of my secrets to staying sharpened spiritually is walking with inspiring people. People who are in hotter pursuit of holiness than I am. It’s built-in accountability or peer pressure turned upside down. They make me want to love God and others more passionately.
I have been very fortunate to see great things happening where I live, in Franklin, Tennessee. God has been doing something very special here. One example is the church I attend, Strong Tower Bible Church (www.strongtowerbiblechurch.com). It is a multiracial church pastored by my close friend Chris Williamson, who has written the book One But Not the Same. The congregation is truly a Diverse City, and each week Pastor Chris leads us onward as we learn to walk together in oneness while celebrating our differences.
Then there is New Hope Academy (www.nhafranklin.org), another community in Franklin that you will hear more about later on. It brings together the poor and the affluent, realizing that both will remain impoverished and underprivileged unless they come together and tear down the walls that constrain us.
In Franklin we also have one of the answers to the national health crisis. Dr. Tim Henschel from Vanderbilt Children’s Hospital felt called to provide pediatric care to children who could not afford it, so he worked with the community to open Mercy Children’s Clinic (www.mercytn.org). Today it is a thriving clinic that has seen over 9,500 children.
Other examples include The Red Road (www.theredroad.org), a much needed ministry to Native Americans, and Hard Bargain Mount Hope Redevelopment (www.hardbargain.org), which builds, repairs, and restores homes for those who otherwise could not afford it.
I could go on, but I think you get the idea. In this day and age when it always seems like somebody is against somebody else, people can lay their differences down, come together, and search for the answers.
The answers don’t always come easily, but one thing I do know is this: If we hope to find Truth, we will find it when we come together and fall on our knees.
This brings me to City on Our Knees.
Of the dozens and dozens of songs I’ve written over the years, this one is uniquely special to me. It says all I have wanted to say in a song in a passionate, artistic way. It sums up what my career, my life, have been about: People rising above their differences and coming together in God’s love. People letting down their guard and stepping across the lines that separate us. We become one people, worshiping one God. It’s a vision of a dream moment for me. I’ve been asked Why should we come together?
In response I always describe a life of diversity in one word—rich. Life is fuller when we are together. When I have embraced people who grew up differently than I did, who don’t look like me, or who don’t have the same financial resources I have, my life has been enriched. You’ll see this truth time and time again in the pages of this book.
It’s no accident that one of the sections in this book is We Are Family.
One line in City on Our Knees
says, We are one choice from together / We’re family.
I’m a husband and a father, and that word, family, means a lot to me. I have my own little Diverse City.
My Jamaican-born wife, Amanda, and I have five Jamerican children running around the house. Members of a family sometimes have their differences, but in a strong family, people are secure in each other’s love, even in the middle of conflict. That’s what holds everything together. That is the foundation. And that is the image of unity and love I wanted to portray in City on Our Knees.
Given how personal City on Our Knees
is to me, you might be surprised that it came to me while I was writing a song for another band. During a writing session in my studio with two friends I write with often, Cary Barlowe and Jamie Moore, I felt something special starting to take shape, but I told myself, No, this isn’t a TobyMac song.
I kept fighting what was happening.
But sometimes a song is bigger than you are. So I took a break from writing for the other band, made some coffee, grabbed a pen and paper, and got to work. It usually takes me a long time to write a song. (All together, I spent two and a half years working on the songs for my latest album, Tonight.) But this time I literally couldn’t stop my pen, and Jamie and Cary were right there with me. I quit wrestling with God and just let Him breathe through me. And the words started pouring out of me like crazy. It was a fast write. The whole process only took about twenty-five minutes. I was just a vessel, privileged to be a part of it.
This book in your hands reflects the heart of the song. The stories are not mine, but are stories of people who have stepped across their own lines—lines of discrimination, persecution, doubt, prejudice, pride, bitterness, self-isolation, and despair. As you read, I hope you’ll be inspired to see how just one person, or one small group, can be a mechanism for change.
This isn’t a book of philosophies. It’s a collection of powerful stories that show what life can look like when people step out in courage and in love, and strengthen the family of God. I hope these stories will inspire you to create a story of your own.
As we have heard, so have we seen in the city of the Lord Almighty, in the city of our God: God makes her secure forever.
—PSALM 48:8 NIV
THE CITY OF GOD:
A CITY ON
ITS KNEES
IN THE EARLY FIFTH CENTURY, as the Roman Empire was crumbling and Europe was fading into the shadows of the Dark Ages, Christianity was under attack, much as it is today. Many pointed to Christianity, which had become Rome’s official state religion under Constantine the Great roughly a century before, as the cause of Rome’s collapse. These critics contended that Christian bigotry undermined people’s freedom to practice other religions—or to be subject to the dictates of their consciences. They pointed to the Christian faith as divisive and claimed that its lack of widespread acceptance created the crack that divided the empire and made it vulnerable to barbarian attacks.
In response to this criticism, Christian leader Augustine of Hippo wrote The City of God. This book made two major main points:
(1) Immorality and corruption, not Christianity, led to Rome’s collapse.
(2) All the world was defined, in essence, by the laws and culture of two metaphorical cities,
the city of man and the city of God. Augustine explained how, from the time of Adam, the city of God had worked to rescue and prosper all humankind. It worked to transform selfishness, exploitation, and greed—itself ruled by its lust of rule
—into peace, justice, and joyful communion.
Augustine pointed to the city of God as a place that transcends time and space, culture, ethnicity, and nationality. It is not defined by adherence to a certain set of practices and regulations, a particular way of dressing, or even belonging to the right organization or hanging with the right crowd. Instead, Augustine wrote, the city was defined by an inner pursuit of goodness and outward demonstrations of generosity. The inhabitants of the city of God are those who bow their knees to Jesus and join hands with any others willing to do the same.
Further, Augustine proclaimed that citizens of this city would focus their prayers and actions on dismantling a world of sickness, exploitation, violence, abuse, and poverty—and replacing it with a world of freedom, peace, and dignity. The city of God is marked by pursuit of knowing God and living in His ways.
Augustine wrote,