Interim

By S. Walden

~A lot can change in the space between devising a plan and carrying it out. That space is called the INTERIM.~

High school seniors Jeremy Stahl and Regan Walters aren’t friends. Not even close. He’s a picked-on, picked-apart loser outcast. She’s a cool kid running with the popular crowd. It’s unlikely they’d ever speak to one another. Too bad he’s madly in love with her. But what does it matter anyway? He’s got no time for love. Only revenge.

Meticulously detailed in the pages of his battered red notebook is his master plan. He’s finally ready to answer every single taunt, jeer, and flying fist—unwarranted abuse that’s spanned six years of his lonely life. He’s justified. He’s ready. But he never readied himself for her.

Regan finds his journal. She reads it, and when he discovers her intrusion, he has to switch tactics. She’s a liability now.

Better fix that.

(This is a New Adult standalone that contains explicit language and graphic violence, including gun violence. If school shootings are a particularly sensitive topic for you, then I encourage you to refrain from reading this book.)

• Language: English
• Publisher: S. Walden
• Release date: Apr 14, 2015
• ISBN: 9781310667251

S. Walden

S. Walden used to teach English before making the best decision of her life by becoming a full-time writer. She lives in Georgia with her very supportive husband who prefers physics textbooks over fiction and has a difficult time understanding why her characters must have personality flaws. She is wary of small children, so she has a Westie instead. When she's not writing, she's thinking about it.She loves her fans and loves to hear from them. Email her at [e-mail] and visit her website at http://www.swaldenauthor.com for up-to-date information on her current projects.

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Interim

a novel

S. Walden

Penny Press

Interim

Copyright 2015, S. Walden

Publisher: Penny Press

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A special thanks to Stephanie, who is forever faithful in helping me promote my work. She believed in Interim from its conception and encouraged me to see it through to the end. She is so much more than a work colleague. She is a true friend.

To my Summertime Girls, who are my biggest cheerleaders. I never expected to be so blessed—to be surrounded by wonderful women who believe in my stories, believe in my vision, and want the best for my career. Thank you for our cocktail parties and for the fun you bring me in the book world.

And to Mrs. Loversky's 7th graders from Simmons Middle School in Aurora, IL, who set me straight on my teen slang. Totally epic. Thank you. Hope you enjoyed the grammar lessons!

This is a work of fiction. Any similarities to real persons or events are entirely coincidental. Any similarities to real places may or may not be.

Dear Reader,

Not many authors will discourage you from reading their work. After all, the goal of our stories is to grow our readership, not diminish it. I’m well aware of that, but when I first became inspired with Jeremy’s story, I knew I would have to go about promoting it in an entirely different way—something far removed from my past marketing campaigns. I knew I would have to hide the book, stamp disclaimers all over it, plant seeds of doubt in your minds, decline requests for advanced reviews—in essence, all the things an author SHOULD NOT do when marketing her book. That’s why it took me so long to write the damn thing—over a year of worrying, second-guessing, flip-flopping, arguing. Jeremy sat waiting patiently, and I stared back at him wondering just how much he would destroy my career.

Then I remembered that his story is exactly the type of controversial social issue I enjoy tackling. I knew I had to write it because I could. I could be sensitive to the subject matter without being PC. I could leave my political and moral opinions out of it. I could make it a human story, not a gun story. I could do all these things if I worked very hard—if I was diligent and faithful to my characters and their experiences. Once I realized these things, I stopped fretting and just started writing, careful to keep all the details private and sacred. That’s how writing should be: private and sacred.

Now Jeremy’s story is no longer private, but I hope you will find it sacred. I hope you will throw off your preconceptions and bury your social and political views, your moral judgments. It’s too easy to go into a story like this already angry, especially if you or someone you love has experienced gun violence. I urge you to think long and hard before starting Interim if you are especially sensitive to the topic of school shootings. There are extremely violent, descriptive scenes, and I do not wish for my book to be a trigger for you.

I am well aware of the social debate a book like this may provoke. I did not write it for debate. I did not write it to make a statement about guns, gun control, gun access, Constitutional rights, etc. I am not interested in comparing my story to the horrific school shootings that have taken place in the United States. I have no motive other than to tell a story about an abused boy who felt he deserved justice. What you take away from the novel is entirely up to you.

Love,

Summer

To the lonely and brokenhearted.

And to the ones who fight for them.

A lot can change in the space between devising a plan and carrying it out. That space is called the INTERIM.

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About the Author

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I don’t know who came up with the idea that humans are basically good at heart. I can only imagine it’s someone who never read the news—someone who lived in a cocoon all his life. Someone who thought he was good. Perhaps one of those nurture over nature guys. You know the ones who tout the belief that we are how we’re raised? Our goodness, our badness all develop from social experience, the company we keep, the things we’re taught when we’re young. We start with a clean slate. It’s everyone else who fucks us up.

I think that mentality gives society too much credit. Really, it gives others a massive amount of control over you. It can’t be the people around me who completely shape my character, my soul. No. I’m born with it—that something—deep within the recesses of my mind, my heart, already pulsing and growing with basic goodness and evil. I have both propensities. I’m smart enough to recognize both. And if I have both, others must, too.

So maybe experience grows one more than the other. I’ll buy that. But we’re born with both, and I don’t believe they’re fifty-fifty. I think evil has the upper hand from the get-go, and living is just an exercise in learning how to control wicked impulses. A lot of us do. A lot of us don’t. The ones who don’t deserve justice. But they don’t always get it. Not fair at all, but that’s what I’ve learned—that life’s not fair. People can be cruel, evil and sadistic. It happens all the time. It happens every day at my school. They’re vultures who prey on the weak, the lonely, the broken. They intimidate and humiliate, and they always seem to get away with it.

So far, anyway.

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It ain’t a hard thing to do! Mr. Stahl shouted.

Jeremy watched the spittle fly from his father’s lips—saliva mixed with whiskey—as he stood trapped on the opposite side of the bed. He glanced at the floor for his baseball bat, but it wasn’t there. Useless weapon tucked in the closet.

How hard is it to make your goddamn bed, Jer?!

He didn’t wait for a response, an explanation. He never did. He lunged for his son—his tried-and-true modus operandi—tackling him to the floor in a heap of flailing limbs and desperate grunts.

Get off! Jeremy yelled, pulling his body into a protective fetal position.

It was instinctual. He went for the position first, even in the last year after he started lifting weights. He knew he was stronger—not that spindly boy from two summers ago—but he still felt weak, and he was too afraid now to test the strength he’d been building. His father was larger, anyway—towering over most people at 6-foot-7. Thick as Paul Bunyan, but an embittered, alcoholic Paul Bunyan. A dangerous Paul Bunyan.

First blow to the gut. Jeremy expected it, but he kept his fists by his face. There was no way he’d expose his face again and give his father the opportunity to inflict more permanent damage. The unsightly scar he sported now resulted in years of teasing and bullying from his classmates.

Second punch to the ribs. He hissed and squirmed, trying to push his father off.

You wanna live here? Then make your goddamn bed!

News flash! I don’t wanna live here! Jeremy roared, feeling his father’s fingers wrap around his throat.

It was the surge of miraculous adrenaline one experiences when pinned beneath a car. It erupted from the force of determination—I won’t die today!—and exploded through his hands. He thought he lifted his father in the air and threw him clear across the room. In actuality, he punched his face hard enough to invite a few precious seconds for escape—Mr. Stahl rolling off him onto the floor.

One, two, three, four, Jeremy whispered. Five.

But he didn’t run. He sat up on his knees and glared at his dad.

Don’t ever touch me again, he warned.

Mr. Stahl snorted. Tough guy now, huh?

I mean it, Dad.

There was a long stretch of silence where both men studied their injuries. When Mr. Stahl sat up, Jeremy jumped to his feet, positioning his hands by his face for a fistfight.

I know you mean it. I’ve been watching you.

Watching me? Jeremy asked.

Pumping iron. I see you. I figured one day you’d beat me to death.

He struggled to his feet, clutching the side of his face that showed the first signs of bruising—deep purple flooding the surface of his thin, leathery skin.

You’d deserve it, Jeremy spat.

Mr. Stahl winced. The words stung, hurting far worse than the bruise.

I know, son, he whispered. He massaged his head, and Jeremy knew the hangover was fast approaching.

Just like that, the fight was over. Typical scenario: Mr. Stahl would fly into a rage, take it out on Jeremy in a matter of seconds, come to, and offer a pathetic apology. Until the next episode. It happened every time he drank.

I, uh . . .

Jeremy lowered his fists and pushed past his father.

I’m sorry, Jer.

I know, Jeremy replied, searching the room for his book bag.

Mr. Stahl cleared his throat. Lemme take a look at your stomach.

No way. He found the bag, shoved in a few notebooks, and headed for the front door.

School today? he heard his father call.

Yeah.

Oh, I’d forgot, Mr. Stahl mumbled.

Jeremy rolled his eyes as he made his way out the door. So his father wouldn’t have punched him like a piñata had he remembered today was the first day of school? Gee, Dad, you’re so thoughtful.

He hopped on his bike and turned the street corner toward Ridgeview High. It was the only high school in the tiny town of Mountainview, Utah. Nestled at the base of the Wasatch Range, the town boasted a much larger population until T.A.C.—the largest tactical rifle accessories manufacturing company in the state—closed its doors on the heels of a corporate tax hike. Thousands of workers were laid off. Jeremy’s dad would have been among them had he not broken his back on the job a few weeks before. No need to find work. He stayed put. On his couch. Collecting beer bottles and disability checks.

The south side of the school came into view, and Jeremy hit the brakes, his heart twisting in paralyzing confliction. He hated that school and all the people in it. Except for her. He didn’t want to go in, and yet he couldn’t wait. Just to see her. She made it better, though he still felt mildly ashamed to walk the halls.

He was nineteen—too old for high school—but it wasn’t by choice. He repeated second grade, and that changed everything. At first it was cool to be older than his classmates, but that didn’t last long. The notion disappeared altogether with his unsightly scar. He thought it amazingly ordinary how children operated—scared of anything different. Scared to be different. Many followers. Few, if any, leaders. They had no legitimate reason to dislike him. They were just assholes. And nothing changed when they grew older.

He felt his mouth form the word—her name—and swallowed it whole. He didn’t want anyone to hear he loved her. It meant nothing, anyway. Love didn’t count when it was one-sided. He learned that early on. He loved a mother who abandoned him. Didn’t count. He loved a father who hit him. Didn’t count.

He parked his bike at the racks near the east entrance, locked it, and headed inside. That sterile public school smell wafted in his face as he yanked open the door. For most, the smell offered the hope of a do-over. Fresh start. Clean slate. For Jeremy, the smell suggested a chance to make right all the wrongs he’d experienced. This was the year to make right.

Ready for another super duper year?

He smiled at her facial expression. If anyone could show him the humor in his dire straits, Hannah could. She was as bad off as he was—just another bullied kid desperate to get out of high school.

Is it weird that when I walked through that door, I couldn’t stop saying ‘fuck’ over and over? I mean, it was like Tourette’s. That’s weird, right? she asked, falling in pace with Jeremy as they moved down the nearly empty hallway.

No, he replied. What’s weird is that we got here early. What’s up with that? Are we trying to punish ourselves? He paused, thinking. We’re like those priests who beat themselves.

Flagellants, Hannah said.

How do you even remember that? Jeremy asked.

Because I’m a star student. Hello.

Hey, as long as you’ve got something going for you, he teased.

Hannah snickered. She leaned against the locker and watched Jeremy put away his notebooks.

I got here early so I didn’t have to listen to my parents, she explained.

Listen to them say what? he asked.

Just anything.

Jeremy snorted with laughter.

Now you, Hannah said. What’s your excuse?

Jeremy hesitated. I . . . I didn’t wanna listen to my dad either, he mumbled.

Hannah narrowed her eyes. Total bullshit, but she didn’t pry.

Like my hair? she asked.

It’s spikey.

I meant the blue tips, she said. They’re new.

He studied her—super short spikes of blond, blue-tipped hair cradling a round head.

You look like a medieval weapon, he said.

She chuckled. You’re an asshole.

Jeremy nudged her. You know I’m messin’. And yeah. I like the blue. Nice upgrade from last year.

I see you still wear your hair like a shaggy dog, Hannah noted.

Well, I try to look as insecure as possible, Jeremy replied.

Hannah cracked up. Dude, I missed you.

I was around this summer. Where were you? Jeremy asked.

In Connecticut.

What?

Just don’t ask, she muttered.

It wasn’t the deepest connection, but it was a connection. Hannah could be considered a friend—not a close one—but definitely someone he could hang with at school. It meant he wasn’t completely alone. Some time in tenth grade they found each other, formed a loose bond. They shared enough and left out the intimate details. For the most part, they witnessed each other’s abuse at school, anyway. There wasn’t a need to talk about it.

The hallway flooded with students, and he knew she’d be there at any second. He wanted to be alone when he saw her for the first time, just to be certain nothing in his expression betrayed his true feelings. He didn’t want Hannah asking.

Introverts were good at recognizing the subtle, nonverbal signs. Hannah knew Jeremy was done talking and needed space. She lightly punched his arm.

I’m out, she said, and walked off.

He steeled himself and waited.

***

Regan stood in front of the full-length mirror assessing her first-day-of-school outfit.

I pretty much hate everything that’s going on here, she said aloud. She fingered the fabric of her conservative blouse and crinkled her nose. Boring.

She looked like a Brooks Brothers advertisement: not her style. Somehow, in the space of becoming a popular boy’s girlfriend, she morphed into a preppy girl—boat shoes, salmon-color button-ups, even shorts featuring embroidered sailboats.

I have anchors on my shorts, she said to the mirror.

She paused and waited for her reflection to reply. Nothing. Just staring.

I have anchors on my shorts! she screamed.

True, her mom said, standing in the doorway to her room. The tiniest bit of amusement danced around her lips. Is there something wrong with that?

Why did you and dad buy me these clothes? Regan demanded.

Because you asked us to, Mrs. Walters replied.

Why didn’t you say no?

Mrs. Walters was silent for a moment.

Honey, I don’t know what’s going on here, she confessed finally. Is this a first-day-of-school freak-out moment? Should I have expected it? What do you need me to do? What can I do? How do we fix this?

Regan grinned in spite of her agitation. "I’m not freaking out. It’s just, Mom, you know me. You know this isn’t me," she said, grabbing a handful of shirt.

It’s not?

Are you for real right now? Regan asked. You know it’s not! She picked up her mother’s vintage Jem and the Holograms T slung over her desk chair and thrust it under her mother’s nose. "This is me."

Jem? You’re Jem?

You know I’m totally Jem! I’ve been Jem since fifth grade. I was Jem before the ’80s even came back into style!

Truth.

Mom, don’t say ‘truth’. You’re too old.

Man, I keep forgetting that, Mrs. Walters teased.

Regan turned back to the mirror. I don’t wear button-up shirts and pink Sperrys. Sperrys don’t go with fishnets.

Please don’t wear fishnets on your first day of school.

Dang it, Mom.

Okay, I’m really listening. I promise. Mrs. Walters plopped onto Regan’s bed and studied her eldest daughter.

Regan ran her fingers through her thick brown hair. By now, it had grown to the middle of her back. She kept it simple: long, sweeping bangs with a few layers. Identical to every popular girl’s hairstyle.

I should chop it, she said. I’m sick of it. I should chop it all off.

Mrs. Walters pursed her lips. Are we talking a bob or a pixie cut?

Sinead O’Connor, Regan replied, her eyes big and glossy—physical signs of a not-so-well-thought-out resolution.

Oh, dear. First, how do you even know who she is? Second, please don’t do that.

Regan laughed.

It’s obvious you’re having an identity crisis, Mrs. Walters said.

For real.

Here’s what I’m thinking: You liked how you expressed yourself in the past, but somewhere along the way, for whatever reason, you suppressed it, and now you don’t know who you are.

Regan gawked. Did you study psychology in college?

Nope. I had a baby.

Regan chuckled. I hope I’m that insightful when I’m a mom.

What was the issue with the old Regan? Mrs. Walters asked.

Regan scowled. She was too loud.

I liked her loud. I liked when she wore those plastic, yellow star earrings, Mrs. Walters said, pointing to a wall filled with colorful accessories. They hadn’t been touched in three years.

Silence.

Mom, you know why I changed, Regan whispered. It’s hard enough going through puberty. It’s doubly worse going through it alone.

You had your father and me. And Caroline.

Not the same thing.

I know.

More silence, thick with private meditations. Mrs. Walters wanted so badly to pick apart her daughter’s brain, but she learned to ask only the right questions at the right time, to give only a bit of advice when she was certain advice was wanted. Even now, she knew she was about to push the boundary, but her words needed to be said.

I really hate high school for you, Regan. Always have.

Was it hard for you?

Mrs. Walters brightened. An invitation!

"Well, it was no Breakfast Club. I can tell you that, she replied. I dealt with the same cliques and social tiers as you do."

But you were popular, Regan pointed out.

Like you.

But it was effortless for you.

Perhaps.

You liked it, Regan went on.

That’s true.

I don’t like it.

I know.

Then why’d you let me do it? Regan cried.

Do what?

Be popular!

Because it’s not my place to decide who you’ll be. You’ve gotta figure that out on your own.

"God, you’re one of those parents," Regan muttered.

And proud of it, Mrs. Walters replied.

Regan hopped into her walk-in closet and closed the door.

Just stay right there, okay? she called.

Not going anywhere.

Mrs. Walters waited patiently for her daughter to emerge. She suspected the fishnets would make an appearance, and Regan didn’t disappoint.

Don’t say anything. Just take it in first, okay? Regan asked, palms pressed against the door jamb.

Mrs. Walters nodded and narrowed her eyes. She scanned Regan from top to bottom, trying hard to suppress a sudden urge to cry. It seemed silly, but she saw a glimpse of her loud daughter—the one from long ago who was expressive, bright, and fun. Confident.

I like the purple hair extension, she said finally.

Thanks.

In fifth grade, that outfit was radical, Mrs. Walters went on.

I know, right? Not so radical now, Regan replied.

Well, maybe not in other circles. But I suspect if you show up today in that, you’ll turn some heads. Have your friends asking what happened to you overnight, Mrs. Walters said.

Regan nodded. They’re, like, Ivy League.

"That’s not Ivy League," Mrs. Walters said, running her forefinger from the top of Regan’s head to her feet.

Regan chuckled and shook her head.

And is that why you stopped dressing however you wanted? Regan’s mom asked.

You don’t get to make many choices for yourself when you’re running with the popular crowd.

Hmm, Mrs. Walters said. Makes you wonder if it’s worth it.

Regan was quiet.

What’s that thing in your ear? Mrs. Walters asked.

Regan turned to give her mom a better look.

Isn’t it awesome? It’s an ear crawler. She strolled over to her mom, kneeled in front of her, and pulled her ear forward. See? Goes in like a regular earring and attaches at the top.

Mrs. Walters fingered the spikey rhinestones that climbed the outer edge of her daughter’s ear.

Interesting. And you just wear it in the one ear?

Yep.

Very punk.

Yep.

You think I could rock that?

Nope.

Mrs. Walters laughed. Stand back. Let me see something.

Regan obeyed, moving her hands to her waist wrapped in a thin silver belt. Yeah, she belted her Jem T, and it did nothing but accentuate her already ample chest. It remained a mystery to Mrs. Walters how her twiggy daughter developed size DD breasts.

Honey, Mrs. Walters said tentatively. Jem’s looking . . . oh, I don’t know. A little bloated, maybe?

Regan looked down. Huh?

Like maybe thirty pounds overweight.

What? Because of my boobs?

Mrs. Walters nodded.

Regan immediately went on the defensive. Mom! What do you want me to do about them? It’s not my fault!

Baby, I know it’s not your fault. I’m just saying that maybe you don’t need a belt. The belt just emphasizes them.

Are you for real right now? Regan asked. I totally have to have a belt!

But the boys, Regan . . .

Regan waved her hand dismissively. The boys don’t even look at me.

Yeah, right.

Regan changed tactics. Mom, she pleaded sweetly, it’s nothing without a belt. You know that. It’ll be a half outfit without the belt. You can’t let me go to school in a half outfit. That’s just asking for a bad day.

Mrs. Walters sighed and nodded reluctantly. She continued her assessment, noting Regan’s completely unacceptable-for-school mini jean skirt. The purple fishnets helped, though. At least there were no bare legs to accentuate her hemline.

Shoes? her mother asked.

I’ve got two options, Regan said. I could go casual with flip flops or make a bold statement with pumps.

Hmm, Mrs. Walters replied, aware that pumps would only make the skirt look shorter.

Honey, isn’t there a dress code at school?

How do you mean?

Length of things, Mrs. Walters said, eyebrows raised.

My skirt?

Uh huh.

It’s short?

Uh, you could measure it in millimeters.

Mom.

I’m serious.

You’re not gonna let me wear it?

Just a second ago you wanted me to make every decision for your life, Mrs. Walters pointed out.

Regan huffed.

How about skinnies and pumps? her mom offered.

Bleh.

Do you have a longer skirt?

Regan stared, confused.

You realize the position you’re putting me in?

Regan’s full lips curled into a grin. Oh, she knew all right. And she didn’t feel a tad bit guilty for placing her mother there.

Regan, Mrs. Walters said, the exasperation evident in her voice.

I’m short. And I’ll wear flip flops, Regan said. See? Instantly makes anything I wear look longer.

Oh, it does, huh? her mother asked, unconvinced.

Regan nodded.

And I’ll still get a call from the office, Mrs. Walters pointed out.

Maybe. But, Mom, I mean, isn’t it worth it?

Regan’s phone buzzed—the five minute warning she set every school day. Five minutes to brush her teeth. Five minutes to find her books. Five minutes to make a quick change if needed.

Don’t make me change, Mom, she thought, eyes wide and pleading.

Mrs. Walters sighed. Yeah. It’s worth it.

Regan squealed and planted a quick kiss on her mother’s cheek. Mrs. Walters watched her rush out of the bedroom and listened as the front door slammed behind her.

She grinned. Completely worth it.

***

He stared. Hard. His brain yelled at him to turn away, but he couldn’t. He started at her feet, moving his eyes up her purple fishnets—cut off around her ankles—to the tiny skirt hugging her hips and ass. He didn’t understand the belt over the pink T-shirt thing, but whatever. He didn’t give a shit about the belt, anyway. The T-shirt was a completely different story, though. He loved that T-shirt—thought he could easily become obsessed with it—the way it stretched over her ample breasts. The most amazing rack he’d ever seen on a girl. Ever.

She pulled her stick-straight hair in a ponytail high atop her head—a few crinkled purple strands spilling out. He didn’t know what that was about, but he liked it. She looked like a punk rock chick, the way she dressed up her chocolate eyes with purple hues. They were so dark that they looked almost black—big, round cave pools. He thought if he got close to them, they wouldn’t reflect his image but show him, instead, the fantasy of what if. What if she let him hold her hand? Kiss her lips?

Pretty eyes. Pretty face. Full lips. Unfair lips, really. No teenage guy could look at those lips and not think the basest thoughts. It was impossible. Typically, he’d feel like a skeeze for ogling her like a piece of meat. After all, Regan usually stood on a pedestal, but today, with that outfit and that weird, badass earring thing curving up and around her ear, he couldn’t help forcing her into the dirtiest part of his mind, down on her knees, and coaxing her to do the most obscene things to him.

You like that?

He jerked his head in the direction of the voice.

You like that, don’t you? Brandon asked, draping his arm casually over Jeremy’s shoulder, like the two were best buds.

Jeremy tensed but didn’t pull away.

Even if she does look ridiculous, Brandon added.

Jeremy grew bold. I think she looks cool.

Brandon tightened his grip, threatening a full-on headlock.

Oh, I know you do, he growled. You probably wish you could get a peek at what’s under that shirt.

Jeremy said nothing.

It’s a handful, man. A handful, Brandon chuckled, lifting his palm. He popped the side of Jeremy’s face in fast succession—a mock friendly gesture—then leaned in. Look all you want, Scarface, he cooed in Jeremy’s ear, as long as you don’t touch.

He sauntered away in no particular hurry. Jeremy watched him sidle up to Regan and slip his slimy arm around her waist. She let him kiss her cheek, but when he tried for her mouth, she resisted. Ouch. Rejected hard.

Jeremy smirked and turned his head.

What a fucking douchebag, he snickered.

The episode provided him a measure of satisfaction, but he couldn’t help touching the scar, anyway. As always, even after years of the same insults, they hurt. They hurt less now, but they still hurt.

The humor in watching Brandon

Reviews for Interim

[nikkit24 · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

Wow. Amazingly well-written book that tackles major issues - bullying, gun control - in a high school environment. Jeremy has been bullied by his father and kids for most of his life. Regan used to be teased by the same kids until she changed to be accepted by the popular kids. Anyone that has been in middle school and high school can relate and understand these high school dynamics. I couldn't stop reading this book. Yes, if you're sensitive to school violence, this definitely is not the book for you.