After the Point of No Return
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"Wagoner's words are a living link to the world, enacting it so vitally that they feel like natural facts."The Seattle Times
In his twenty-fourth book of poetry, David Wagoner reflects on youth, love, regret, and expectation versus reality. Here a master writes at top form, back-dropped by life's curious moments and imagining Jesus as an untidy roommate or considering our final destination in "Beginner's Guide to Death."
"After the Point of No Return"
After that moment when you've lost all reason
for going back where you started, when going ahead
is no longer a Yes or No, but a matter of fact,
you'll need to weigh, on the one hand, what will seem,
on the other, almost nothing against something
slightly more than nothing and must choose
again and again, at points of fewer and fewer
chances to guess, when and which way to turn.
That's when you might stop thinking about stars
and storm clouds, the direction of wind,
the difference between rain and snow, the time
of day or the lay of the land, about which trees
mean water, which birds know what you need
to know before it's too late, or what's right here
under your feet, no longer able to tell you
where it was you thought you had to go.
David Wagoner is the author of two dozen books of poetry and ten novels. A longtime teacher at University of Washington, he was the editor at Poetry Northwest. He lives in Seattle, Washington.
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After the Point of No Return - David Wagoner
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After the Point of No Return
After that moment when you’ve lost all reason
for going back where you started, when going ahead
is no longer a yes or no but a matter of fact,
you’ll need to weigh, on the one hand, what will seem
on the other, almost nothing against something
slightly more than nothing and must choose
again and again, at points of fewer and fewer
chances to guess, when and which way to turn.
That’s when you might stop thinking about stars
and storm clouds, the direction of wind,
the difference between rain and snow, the time
of day or the lay of the land, about which trees
mean water, which birds know what you need
to know before it’s too late, or what’s right here
under your feet, no longer able to tell you
where it was you thought you had to go.
A Brief History
A poet writes the history of his body.
HENRY DAVID THOREAU, THE JOURNAL
Where it went, what it came back to,
where and why it laid itself down
and tried to sleep, what happened to it
without advice or consent,
what it failed at, how it disobeyed
its own commands to no purpose,
what it held in its hands when it was told
and told to let go, what it neglected
to open its arms for, how it wouldn’t
stand still, not even when it might as well
have had no legs at all
to be running away with, or the times
when it would sit and wait
without knowing what it was waiting for
in places where it didn’t belong,
how it broke down, how
but not why it made marks again
and again on pieces of paper.
The Ends of My Fingers
I was listening to the man
on the radio plucking strings
with his fingers and fingernails
and telling us how to play.
I was holding the open doors
of our upright cabinet
and feeling so full of music
I lift ed my whole body,
and the radio toppled toward me
and slammed me to the floor.
The edge cut off the ends
of two of my right fingers.
My mother, who could sing
and play on the piano,
carried me in her arms
through the bleeding living room,
through the front door and down
the steps while we both sang
a song I’d never heard,
across our yard to the house
where the old doctor lived,
where I sat in his lap, where my mother
gave him the two red ends,
and then we went on singing
while he clamped them on again
and wrapped them out of sight.
He told me not to look
inside or try to find out
what color they might be.
He said he’d open them
like a present with his fingers
next week when I was three.
The Fun House
You’re supposed to go inside. They’re showing you
how to get up the steps and through the door
into a narrow hallway where it’s dark,
where someone’s laughing over a loudspeaker.
Whoever’s holding your hand lets go of it.
You put one shoe ahead of another shoe
to show you remember how. What looks like a window
has a doorknob on it that turns and turns and turns
when you turn it, but doesn’t work. You see somebody
scary in front of you. You both open
your mouths at the same time, and it’s you
in a mirror. The floor goes crooked. It’s jiggling.
You have to go but there’s nowhere to go.
Too many lights go on, and suddenly
go back off before you can shut your eyes.
Somebody ugly’s under a white sheet.
You’re being sick on a rug that cost good money.
Convivium
In memoriam Emily Carlson
After we’d redivided
Gaul into twenty-three parts,
our seventh-grade Latin class
in sandals and off-white togas
threw a convivium.
Over the fried chicken
our haruspex announced the signs
as bene, bene, bene,
so we pitched and proved
we could conjugate, decline,
and define some verbs and nouns
sometimes almost as well
as Miss Emily Carlson.
All fall she’d listened to us
mumble and mispronounce
with a set smile on her face
and at least one eye half closed
behind thick horn-rim glasses.
We failed her, and she passed us.
She believed we were carrying on
some semiclassical
tradition, if not for her sake,
for our own, that at least a few
of the radices she’d watered
in our poor soil wouldn’t shrivel
but would finally rise and shine.
When all our games were over
and after she’d handed out
the small edulis prizes,
wrapped and trimmed and inscribed
with her own neat, careful digits,
she shouted toward the ceiling
an exclamatio
and fell down on the floor
and began to shake, shudder,
and jitter the whole length
of her gray dress, her mouth
uttering through white foam
untranslatable words,
then died post meridiem.
Oh sunt lacrimae rerum.
Driving
You were behind