Beyond the Egg Timer: A Companion Guide for Having Babies in Your Mid-Thirties and Older
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This is an inspirational and motivational book for women who are trying to conceive at age 35 or older. It was written by two good friends—Emma, a public health researcher, and Sharon, a mental health nurse practitioner and Buddhist lay meditation teacher. They have both struggled with this issue themselves, knew a need existed for this kind of book, and wanted to write it to help other women.
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Beyond the Egg Timer - Sharon Fisher
Beyond the Egg Timer
A Companion Guide for Having Babies
in Your Mid-Thirties and Older
Sharon Praissman Fisher
& Emma Williams
Copyright © Sharon Praissman Fisher and Emma Williams, 2018
ISBN, print 978-0-9991958-7-1
ISBN, ebook 978-0-9991958-8-8
Library of Congress Control Number 2018936390
All rights reserved. The contents of this book are the intellectual property of Sharon Praissman Fisher and Emma Williams. Except for brief excerpts for reviews of the work, no portion of the text can be reproduced in any form without written permission of the publisher. Please contact Lystra Books at the address given below.
Published by Lystra Books & Literary Services, LLC
391 Lystra Estates Drive, Chapel Hill, NC 27517
lystrabooks@gmail.com
Authors’ photo by Mark Poole
Cover design by Silke Stein
Ebook formatting by www.ebooklaunch.com
This book is for inspirational and motivational purposes only. Please discuss your medical and mental health issues with a qualified professional.
For you dear reader.
This is the book we wanted you to have
and we needed to write.
Contents
Foreword by Jodilyn Owen
Introduction
Section 1. Indecision
Chapter 1. How Did We Get Here?
• Emma’s Story (Part 1)
• Sharon’s Story (Part 1)
• Choice Fatigue
Chapter 2. The Realist
• Erin’s Story
• Pregtiquette: Handling Intrusive Questions
• WRAP: A Helpful Device for Making Up Your Mind
Chapter 3. The House Hunt
• Charlotte’s Story
• The Speaker-Listener Technique
• Widening the Conversation
• Ten Minutes, Ten Days, Ten Years
Chapter 4. Smart Enough
• Nicole’s Story
• Can I Afford to Have a Child?
• How a Baby Will Affect Your Career
• Coping Technique#1: Connect with Others
• Pregtiquette: Responding to Someone Else’s Pregnancy Announcement
Section 2. Infertility
Chapter 5. Fertile Enough
• Sharon’s Story (Part 2)
• The Truth About Fertility
• Importance of a Fertility Evaluation
• Male Fertility
Chapter 6. Staying Pregnant
• Emma’s Story (Part 2)
• Pregtiquette: Your Pregnant Friend or Colleague Complains Non-Stop About Her Pregnancy
• Hopeful Eggspectations
Chapter 7. Crossing the Red Line
• Robin’s Story
• Pregtiquette: When You Need to Cancel Plans for Timed Sex or Fertility Treatments
• Common Fertility-Related Terms
• Fertility Treatments and Conception Rates
• Coping Technique #2: Enjoying Life in the Meantime
Chapter 8. Just Keep Swimming
• Ashley’s Story
• Is Stress Part of the Problem?
• Coping Technique #3: Maintaining Flexibility and Humor
• Coping Technique #4: Navigating Your Own Course
Chapter 9. Invitation and Surrender
• Elizabeth’s Story
• Coping Technique #5: Mindfulness Practices
• How to Meditate
Section 3: In Due Time
Chapter 10. Managing Your Mind While Waiting for Baby
• Coping Technique #6: Cognitive Behavioral Therapy
Chapter 11. The Right Time
• Monica’s Story
• How Hard to Try
Chapter 12. We Like Life
• Renee and Tracey’s Story
• Staying Connected
• More Thoughts on Timing
• Coping Technique #7: Protecting Yourself
• More on Pregtiquette
Chapter 13. All the Time in the World
• Sarah’s Story
• Grief and Other Unsettling Emotions
• Coping Technique #8: Acceptance
Epilogue
• Emma’s Story (Part 3)
• Sharon’s Story (Part 3)
Recommended Resources
Acknowledgments
About the authors
Endnotes
Foreword
By Jodilyn Owen, LM,CPM
As I write this I have just completed a clinic day—sitting for hours in the company of women who are engaged in the profound work of womanhood. That is to say, they are struggling with learning to create meaning from events in their lives that are hard on the heart and seeking to understand who and how they will be as parents in the near future. They each have their own journey into pregnancy, yet they all share the work of growing a baby while gearing up for parenthood within the complex social, political, and cultural layers of their lives.
As a midwife, I spend an hour or more at each prenatal visit. Over the course of this hour I hear the stories of the families I serve—their fears and longings, expectations and hopes, past hurts in the healthcare system, and intentions for their pregnancy and birth. I am treated to a glimpse of the path that brought these families to my door. As the years of conversations accumulate, I have learned to recognize the patterns, process, and progression of these conversations. I am gifted with a profession that trained me to listen, and not to lecture. When we create space for feeling heard, felt, and understood in healthcare, the patient becomes a partner and a leader, showing us when and which skills to use for her benefit. When we look a patient in the eye and tell her, You will be OK, this will change and lift and get better. You can do this and I will be with you,
we are a platform for people to reach their own potential. I like to think that midwifery care is the confluence of love, justice, and healthcare. It is certainly the lens I have come to see my work through.
Sharon and Emma have created a holding space where we can finally discuss and dig into the pursuit of parenthood after the age of 35 from this model. They have found a way to share what they’ve learned, to bring to the front the words and experiences of women just like you who have worried, struggled, and tried to find their way through the maze of daunting fertility options. They demonstrate on page after page that the only truth that matters is that you will find what is right for you, even when it does not line up with what is right for others or fall in line with what one might call normal.
As I read their work, I am reminded of all the women who sat on the couch in our clinic and cried because they were labeled high risk
or of advanced maternal age
and given stern warnings about genetic anomalies and the hardships of raising children after they had passed their prime.
It is hard enough to conceive, but they move right from joy over the positive pregnancy test to absolute terror. This book changes that narrative. What comes with this journey is certainly trial, error, retrial, adjustments, pain, love, humor, and lots of hormones. But your strength and abilities also come roaring along and will carry you through.
Here is the truth: I have met many women in the past ten years who are over 35 who are healthy, vibrant, energized by their lives, and ready to parent. They often present in better physical health, with fewer underlying conditions, than women in their twenties. When and how we choose to birth and parent has become a social justice issue on many fronts. But for this work, we can focus on the rights of women to self-actualize. For many of us this means finishing college or developing a career or traveling or (don’t be scared) getting to know ourselves or heal ourselves from painful experiences before we look for a partner or consider having children. For many, the idea of growing up together in a partnership is unappealing—we want to find mature and established people to date, partner, and parent with. Many women want to parent without a second parent. This is life! We are full of diversity and possibility. Whether or not our biology wants to come along for the ride can come into question when trying to conceive into our mid-thirties and beyond. This book helps illuminate the importance of the process of becoming a parent as one of coming further into oneself, of growth, of grief, of healing.
Women over 35 who are investigating the possibility of parenthood tend to be business owners, high-level executives, or accomplished professionals. Now is not the time to relinquish the skills you have developed that have helped you achieve these successes. It is a time to leverage them to help you learn, move through a system, ask a lot of questions, and find providers you trust to partner with you. At the same time, pregnancy and birth are where we are primed to let go of our chronos-bound ideas: all the charts and graphs, expectations for performance and assessments of efficiency and production. In trying to conceive, you will both call on the skills that you have from your life thus far and embrace the feeling of letting everything go and accepting the moments you find yourself in. This is no small task. Beyond the Egg Timer offers suggestions and creative solutions for existing in this time-bound and time-out-of-time experience. It is yours to take the suggestions and mold them into workable and meaningful practices for you.
I often wonder about the science of epigenetics and today’s older
mothers. We know that environment, mental health, behaviors, and exposure to the myriad of external and internal influences in our lives change how our DNA expresses itself. Studies of separated twins and twins at different ages have shown that nature does not trump nurture. Indeed, nature needs nurture to reach its potential. How we treat ourselves—emotionally and physically—can suppress or bring forth our biological reality. We are resilient overall and can heal from difficult childhood experiences, disease, or trauma in our adult lives. Modern medicine is looking at how to use epigenetic triggers to reverse disease and improve immune response.
You will find in the pages of this book multiple references to the important influence you can have over your reproductive health through nutrition, rest, stress-recovery tools, and adjunctive therapies that all nourish the body and soul. By the time you are 30 you have probably found what gives you joy in your life and what gives you energy. Move into those activities as you navigate this process. You don’t have to be the perfect patient and parent—you just have to be perfect at being you and remain open to the possibilities that each day might bring.
Two hundred years ago women had a life expectancy of 40 years. At the age of 40 today, most of us are just hitting our stride and gearing up to take on the world! Our bodies are strong and most of us reading this book will have access to nutrition, shelter, and opportunities for education and growth. All of these factors lend to the ways our bodies function. And sometimes, we do everything we can and we are not able to realize our goals. Through months and years of trying to conceive or conceiving and experiencing pregnancy loss, we cannot know all of the whys, either positive or negative. The stories in this book, along with Sharon and Emma’s evaluation and suggestions, demonstrate that finding the goodness in our lives separate from conception is paramount to your mental health on this journey. Be kind to yourself, and take heart that your truth will rise and you will recognize it when it does.
There are women who will read this book as they explore their interest in childbearing and decide not to become parents. There are women who will read this book and try absolutely everything and be unable to conceive. I want to be sure that you are recognized. I want to tell you what is very rarely said out loud to women at any point in our lives, and especially to those who cannot or choose not to have children. Your value is not reduced to the few square inches where your uterus resides. Your uterus is not society’s commodity to value or devalue as the politics may dictate. Your value is the creative energy you put into the world, the way you walk through your life and create meaning in each day for yourself and those you encounter along the way. The link between the health, education, and success of women to the health, education, and success of all of society is clear. With or without children, our value is realized when we find a place to pour our creative energy that generates feelings of wholeness and satisfaction within. Let this book be one step in the process of actualizing your deepest self and fulfilling your potential as a human.
I will leave you with parting words borrowed from a dear client who came to me at the age of 40. After over a dozen years of trying to conceive, she sat across from me in my office and introduced her children, ages 2, 3, and 5. She explained that she had a 14-year-old who was in school. None of them were her biological children; they all found their way to her through family members who could not care for them or through her church. She looked me straight in the eye and said, I have come to understand through my life as a barren woman that we do not know how we are to be made mothers in this world. I own my own business and I nourish that and fret over it like a newborn. I have a brother who could not care for his children and here they are, with me until he can bring them home. They call me mama. I was nearby when a distraught teen faced a foster system that would let him down. I create art using a medium that I love to explore. My creative self, my uterus, my heart, my mind have manifested in all these ways and more, and I have a great peace about the events in my life. I am not barren, I am replete with nutrients that grow these surprising and fulfilling sprouts.
She thought she had hit menopause but had, in fact, conceived. She went on to have an incredibly joyful and healthy pregnancy, though it was remarkable for the emotional retooling she did to see herself as a biological mother and to understand what that