From Mason to Minister: Through the Lattice
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An adventurous, captivating and poetic memoir of the author's courageous and spiritual journey—from Scotland to Canada to Australia—in his quest to “find the Truth and know the living God.” Neither an apologetic nor a polemic, he corrects much misinterpretation and misunderstanding of Freemasonry. We learn how inspiration from Masonic teachings about Solomon's Temple, the arch, and keystone led him to a deep study of the revelation from the Bible of the “stone the builders rejected” which is Christ. Readers will be uplifted, inspired, and delighted as they follow along with him in the discovery of his calling to become a minister.
Neil Cullan McKinlay
Neil Cullan McKinlay was ordained as a minister of the Presbyterian Church of Australia in 1998. He became an Australian Army Chaplain in 2008. He is married to Dorothy, and they have three grown up daughters: Jennifer, Nina, and Fionna. Neil is Canadian born, but was raised in Scotland. Dorothy and he migrated to Canada from Scotland in 1980 and began a family. They moved to Australia’s sunny shores with their three daughters in 1990 and have resided there ever since.Neil writes for a monthly Australian writer’s magazine called FreeXpresSion. He self-published a collection of these writings in a book titled The Song of Creation and Other Contemplations.His big brother Fearghas MacFhionnlaigh is a constant encouragement to his faith and was instrumental in the writing of From Mason to Minister.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Written by a once high level mason this book chronicles his journey to discover the Living God. The hot and often debated topic of whether the Masonic Lodges are a cult or not is openly discussed in light of the scriptures. I was very interested in this book as I have a Great Grandfather that was a high level Mason and Shriner. On his death bed he accepted Christ and renounced the Lodges.
I found this book to be excellent as a resource for Pastors and others to show those wondering about the workings and truth of the Lodges. In these pages the reader follows the journey of Neil Cullan McKinlay as he wades the vague fog of the Lodges into the true and redeeming light of true Christianity.
McKinlay does a sound job at showing in an unbiased way the difference between what the Lodge proclaims and what it actually practice and how these very things contradict the teaching of the bible.
An intriguing journey into the shadowy secrets of the Lodges this book guides readers through the secret rites and teachings of a closed cult. I found it rather ironic that the bible presented to McKinlay upon his entrance into the Lodges was the very book that led to his acceptence of Christ.
A great easy read. Very informative and very biblically sound. If you are interested in understanding just how far off this lodge is from true christianity this book will clearly answer your questions.
Thank you Nordskog Publishing for this review copy. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5From Mason To Minister: Through The Lattice is a poetic memoir of author, Neil Cullan McKinlay's quest to find the truth while knowing God.Neil Cullan McKinlay was born in Canada, raised in Scotland and now lives in Australia. As a child, his family never mentioned anything about Jesus Christ, his childhood home was such that they didn't worship or live by the laws of God. He was disappointed to learn that his father was not a Freemason and Neil wondered and worked towards becoming one himself.After moving back to Canada in his young adulthood, Neil finds his way to the Mason meetings and the tenets that are required to climb through the degrees of masonry! With great detail given to the performance one is required to climb the ranks, such as, writing essays, performing plays and taking oaths of secrecy etc. Neil was sure he was at the top of his game, belonging to a prestigious club for men, he could reach his dreams and goals, however, he was left disheartened.With all the pageantry and analogies that make up Freemasonry, Neil feels like there is something missing from his life. The Masons explained religion in a textbook style with much hypocrisy, very few of the men who took the vows, actually lived by them. It was all pomp and circumstance and Neil's time with the Masons was short-lived when he came to truly know Jesus Christ and the Living God.Turning back on the dogma of the Masons, Neil becomes an ordained minister and preaches to the people the real truth. The decision to reveal all he knows about the Masons, came with much consternation and thought, and putting his faith in God, he choose to share all the secrets that the Free Masons hold so dear.I find the subject material fascinating, however, the prose itself is dry, with a lot of rehashing of thoughts from the author. I enjoyed watching the migration of Neil's religious patterns, his questions are solid and the answers he finds hold true to his self. I loved how he listened to the messages from God that he was receiving that his life could be better fulfilled, preaching, instead of being a lackey to a mega organization whose secrets run deeper than time itself.I really enjoyed all the historical references shared, as well as, the courage it took to write this book. After reading Neil's account of Free Mason initiations to the next degree or level, I have to wonder how grown men could behave in such a childish manner, then I shuddered thinking these same men hold many powerful positions in our society. Frankly, many of the situations the Free Masons practice are dangerously close to homosexual acts, in my honest opinion. Men getting together to dress up and act out plays is a very strange custom to have read about and lets not forget, it appears very "cultish" . I have never read some of the rites that Neil has shared with the reader and was most appalled to learn what I did. REALLY?? Men behave in such a manner, well, its no wonder our world is in such a desolate situation. I commend Neil Cullan McKinlay for stepping away from such barbaric and childish behaviour and walking the true path to enlightment!The book clearly emphasizes the differences between the God of the Freemasons and the True Living God. It explains the lip service of Freemasons with great depth and detail and supports the truth with passages from the bible and other historical references. If your looking to break from the lies and walk into the truth, this is a great read, or if your looking for help to turn someone off the wrong path (Freemasonry) and onto the goodly path of God, then this book will give you some ideas to help keep you focused and proof to back your claims.In all honesty, my dude was recently invited to become a Freemason, my moral tenets screamed..."NOOOO!!"...He was intrigued with how everyone is successful, while he struggles to put food on our table, the "golden" charm snaked around him and we fought. He believed me to be jealous because I was a woman and excluded, already the evil of the "cult" was changing who he was. I have since put this book in his hands and told him to read it. I don't think he is as willing to walk that path as he once was, thank you Neil for your gift, without this book our lives may have taken a path I would not have wished to travel!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Living God. The hot and often debated topic of whether the Masonic Lodges are a cult or not is openly discussed in light of the scriptures. I was very interested in this book as I have a Great Grandfather that was a high level Mason and Shriner. On his death bed he accepted Christ and renounced the Lodges.I found this book to be excellent as a resource for Pastors and others to show those wondering about the workings and truth of the Lodges. In these pages the reader follows the journey of Neil Cullan McKinlay as he wades the vague fog of the Lodges into the true and redeeming light of true Christianity.McKinlay does a sound job at showing in an unbiased way the difference between what the Lodge proclaims and what it actually practice and how these very things contradict the teaching of the bible.An intriguing journey into the shadowy secrets of the Lodges this book guides readers through the secret rites and teachings of a closed cult. I found it rather ironic that the bible presented to McKinlay upon his entrance into the Lodges was the very book that led to his acceptence of Christ.A great easy read. Very informative and very biblically sound. If you are interested in understanding just how far off this lodge is from true christianity this book will clearly answer your questions.Thank you Nordskog Publishing for this review copy.
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From Mason to Minister - Neil Cullan McKinlay
Praise for From Mason to Minister - Through the Lattice
From Mason to Minister – Through the Lattice is a captivating journey of courage through a world of secrets, soul-searching, and ultimate success. An intriguing and inspiring read from shadows to sunlight!
William J. Federer
Best-selling author, nationally known speaker,
and presenter of American Minute on radio and Internet at AmericanMinute.com
President, Amerisearch Inc., St. Louis, Missouri
Neil is an accomplished writer and poet and his gifts show up loud and clear in this autobiographical book of his journey through Freemasonry toward the solid rock of Calvinism. Having come there myself along a very different road, it truly amazes me to learn how God leads His elect in various ways back to the great Jehovah Elohim without Whom no one can come to God. I heartily recommend this readable book.
Rev. Professor Emeritus Dr. Francis Nigel Lee
Queensland Presbyterian Theological College
Brisbane, Queensland, Australia
By its very nature, Freemasonry is shrouded in mystery and cloaked in secrecy, which has led inevitably to much misunderstanding and misinformation. It is here Brother McKinlay’s book comes to the rescue. Neither an apologetic nor a polemic, it is the memoir of his conversion to Christ after his personal membership in Freemasonry, how he moved From Mason to Minister. His journey, seen Through the Lattice (Song of Solomon 2), is charming, engaging, informative, historical, and, most of all, Biblical. It is unique - as is typical of Nordskog Publishing - and answers some questions about a controversial subject. It is a book to be enjoyed.
Dr. J. D. Watson
Pastor-Teacher, Grace Bible Church, Meeker, Colorado
Author of A Word for the Day and A Hebrew Word for the Day
I read a lot of books. Many different kinds. Some just for entertainment. The ones I look out for most keenly, however, those that I seek like pearls without price, are books like this. Books that get me in touch with God. As a Christian (though not a Calvinist) I consider this to be treasure. Especially so given that I know the person whose experiences are related. There is a sense (it seems to me) that only literature of this kind is actually important.
Billy Scobie
aka Alexander Tait, Author of Whisky in the Jar and The Cup,
and the upcoming novel Upon This Rock
Alexandria, Dunbartonshire, Scotland
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From Mason to Minister
Through the Lattice
by Neil Cullan McKinlay
Copyright © 2011 by Neil Cullan McKinlay
Published 2019 by Nordskog Publishing Inc. at Smashwords
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Dedication
To my father and my mother,
Stuart McKinlay and Catherine McKinlay (nee Nugent),
with grateful thanks to the Triune God.
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About the Author
Neil Cullan McKinlay was ordained as a minister of the Presbyterian Church of Australia in 1998. He became an Australian Army Chaplain in 2008.
He is married to Dorothy, and they have three grown up daughters: Jennifer, Nina, and Fionna.
Neil is Canadian born, but was raised in Scotland. Dorothy and he migrated to Canada from Scotland in 1980 and began a family. They moved to Australia’s sunny shores with their three daughters in 1990 and have resided there ever since.
Neil writes for a monthly Australian writer’s magazine called FreeXpresSion. He self-published a collection of these writings in a book titled The Song of Creation and Other Contemplations (ISBN 0-9757588-7-X).
His big brother Fearghas MacFhionnlaigh is a constant encouragement to his faith and was instrumental in the writing of From Mason to Minister.
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Author’s Preface
There are many books, tracts, and pamphlets that have been written by Christians that seek to illustrate the incompatibility of Christianity with Freemasonry. Indeed there have been books and articles written by Christians who are Freemasons attempting to demonstrate the opposite! Though I am a Christian, this book is not an attempt to sway the reader either way. I simply wish to tell the story of how I, by the grace of God, was converted to Christianity after joining, and then regularly attending, Masonic lodges in Manitoba, Canada.
Are the pillars of Masonic morality the same as those that undergird Christianity? Again, the purpose of my book is not to spell out the answer to this. Therefore, rather than attempt to answer that question here, I’ll simply let you, the reader, make up your own mind. I hope you will be pleased to come on a journey with me as I recall events in my life, some of which were life-transforming. I’ll engage you in a little history, adventure, geography, theology, some humour, and philosophical musings. Sure, you might not always agree with everything I say, but that doesn’t mean we can’t still be friends on the journey. All I ask is that you come with me. I’ll try to anticipate questions and comments you might like to make, but you will have to pardon me if I do all the talking!
It’s not my intention to expose Freemasonry to criticism, ridicule, or scorn. There are exposés aplenty dating back hundreds of years. There is no need for another! However, for the purpose of relating my story I will need to mention in a general way something of the lodge workings. Please forgive me if you think I’ve gone too far. A quote from a book, that helped me early on to understand the inner workings of Freemasonry (in Canada) should suffice to allay any fears Freemasons may have that my book is yet another in the long list of Masonic exposés. I apply the following quote to what I also have written:
Does the writing of a book such as this violate the obligation of secrecy? No. Freemasonry is not a secret society; it is a society with secrets. The secrets which a Mason pledges himself never to write or to see written consist of certain of the ceremonies and modes of recognition. They do not include Masonic truths, which are accessible to all. They may be found in the VOSL [Volume of the Sacred Law, i.e., the Bible], but their discovery and their interpretation are left to each man. The prime object of Masonry is to assist our brethren in discovering these tenets and principles.
(Beyond the Pillars, Grand Lodge of A.F. and A.M. of Canada in the Province of Ontario, 1973, 99)
I am a Christian, a Calvinist, Reformed in my theology, and an ordained minister in the Presbyterian Church of Australia. My story begins in Scotland, moves to Canada, and finishes in Australia. I didn’t plan it that way - I’m not that good at planning things - it’s just the way it happened in the Providence of God. For the record, I cut my ties with Freemasonry in 1990 when, with my young family, I left Canada for Australia.
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Table of Contents
Praise for From Mason to Minister
About the Author
Author’s Preface
Introduction
Part One: Pre-Masonry
Geographical, Philosophical, and Religious Background
Gateway to the World
A Sense of Adventure
Solomonic Insight
An Expanding Life and Worldview
Going Round in Circles
Hudson’s Bay Company
Entered Apprenticeships
Fangs of Conscience
Further Solomonic Insight
The Centre of the Universe
The Braes o’ My Childhood
Colliding Universes
Part Two: Masonry
Three Questions
Punishing Vice and Rewarding Virtue
The Water of Pappert Well
I Don My Apron
The Book!
The One and Many
Problem
National Anthems
Old and New Testaments, Red and Blue Lodges
The Masonic Temple
Post Tenebras Lux (After Darkness Light)
The Letter G
Circling God
Solomonic Insight
Who Is the Supreme Being?
The Trinity
A New Chapter
A Dog, a Bird, and a Donkey
Christianity and Freemasonry
Quatuor Coronati
The Architect of the Universe
Something to Crow About
Three in One
Lost in Space
Lonely Journey
The Stone the Builders Rejected
The Ineffable Name
God’s Mercy
Armchair Conversion
Further Solomonic Insight
Welding Pen (Sheep Pen)
My Mum’s Passing
Postcards from Australia
Part Three: Ministry
Australia
Pacific Roar
Best Laid Schemes o’ Mice and Men
The Day the Universe Changed
Which Church?
By Road and By Sea
Being Reformed
Dorothy’s Conversion
Sawing Logs
Called to the Ministry
Christ Honoured at Australia’s Centre
Innisfail and Babinda
Seeing through New Eyes
Compassionate Nature
Christian Liberty
They Builded Better Than They Knew
Minister Meets Mason
Dad’s Funeral
God’s Covenant of Peace
Eden’s Garden
Turning Fifty
Solomon’s Temple
Freddy
Christ’s Kingdom
Wee Jamie
True Peace and Harmony
Reflection
Nina and Popeye
Reconciliation
Fionna and the Chipmunks
Christ Moments
New Life and Worldview
The Chief End
Glossary
Confession of Faith
Publisher’s Word by Gerald Christian Nordskog
Invitation from the Publisher
Other Quality Books by Nordskog Publishing
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Introduction
A mason is one who builds edifices of stone. A minister is one who edifies or builds up people. Freemasonry is that which seeks to build up its members by using analogies from the building (and the destruction and rebuilding) of Solomon’s Temple. Solomon’s Temple was a magnificent work of art. The specifics for the construction of the Temple were given by revelation of God. Though perfectly functional, everything to do with the Temple symbolized something greater. King Solomon himself is a type; Jesus Christ is the greater. Christ is the anti-type. It is to Him that the Temple and everything in it pointed. And every animal sacrifice made at the Temple pointed to the Ultimate Sacrifice.
Solomon’s father, King David, the sweet psalmist of Israel, was a man of war. Solomon was a man of peace. The glory and splendour of his kingdom was not just the magnificent Temple in the great City of Jerusalem. Rather Solomon’s reign was a time of peace like there had never been on earth since mankind rebelled against God in Adam in the Garden of Eden. This peace typified the peace that God had promised the Prince of Peace Himself would bring.
Before Solomon started building the Temple, God invited him to ask of Him anything he wanted:
Now the king went to Gibeon to sacrifice there, for that was the great high place: Solomon offered a thousand burnt offerings on that altar. At Gibeon the Lord appeared to Solomon in a dream by night; and God said, Ask! What shall I give you?
And Solomon said: "You have shown great mercy to Your servant David my father, because he walked before You in truth, in righteousness, and in uprightness of heart with You; You have continued this great kindness for him, and You have given him a son to sit on his throne, as it is this day. Now, O Lord my God, You have made Your servant king instead of my father David, but I am a little child; I do not know how to go out or come in. And Your servant is in the midst of Your people whom You have chosen, a great people, too numerous to be numbered or counted. Therefore give to Your servant an understanding heart to judge Your people, that I may discern between good and evil. For who is able to judge this great people of Yours? (1 Kings 3:4-9)
The Lord God granted Solomon’s petition and also promised him things he didn’t request; things such as riches and honor. But even the wisdom God granted Solomon was a type of one greater than Solomon: Jesus Christ, who is Wisdom incarnate.
And God gave Solomon wisdom and exceedingly great understanding, and largeness of heart like the sand on the seashore. Thus Solomon’s wisdom excelled the wisdom of all the men of the East and all the wisdom of Egypt. For he was wiser than all men - than Ethan the Ezrahite, and Heman, Chalcol, and Darda, the sons of Mahol; and his fame was in the surrounding nations. He spoke three thousand proverbs, and his songs were one thousand and five. Also he spoke of trees, from the cedar tree of Lebanon even to the hyssop that springs out of the wall; he spoke also of animals, of birds, of creeping things, and of fish. And men of all nations, from all the kings of the earth who had heard of his wisdom, came to hear the wisdom of Solomon. (1 Kings 4:29-34)
As a lost sinner, dead in my trespasses and my sins, as a leafless tree on the frozen wasteland of a severe winter, I asked, nay, I begged God to let me know Him, to let me have a deep and intimate relationship with Him. He replied by giving me His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ.
The voice of my beloved!
Behold, he comes
Leaping upon the mountains,
Skipping upon the hills.
My beloved is like a gazelle
or a young stag.
Behold, he stands behind our wall;
He is looking through the windows,
Gazing through the lattice.
My beloved spoke, and said to me:
"Rise up, my love, my fair one, And come away.
For lo, the winter is past,
The rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth;
The time of singing has come,
And the voice of the turtle dove
Is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth her green figs,
And the vines with the tender grapes
Give a good smell.
Rise up, my love, my fair one,
And come away!
O my dove, in the clefts of the rock,
In the secret places of the cliff,
Let me see your face,
Let me hear your voice;
For your voice is sweet,
And your face is lovely."
- Song of Solomon 2:8-14
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Geographical, Philosophical, and Religious Background
For me, growing up in Scotland meant varying amounts of exposure to Christianity and its teachings. That’s just the way it was. At home we never had any of those plaques on the wall saying that Jesus was the head of our house or anything like that. In fact, I can’t say I heard anything of Jesus Christ in my home when I was growing up.
My father was a communist who worked in the shipyards on the Red Clydeside. He would often recite poetry from memory - even in the course of conversation. My mother taught me to love nature. She had a beautiful singing voice that brought comfort to her five children. My parents instilled in me a deep appreciation of Scottish flora and fauna, and taught me the art of contemplation.
My mother would feed the blackbirds pieces of cheese as they came to the kitchen window for handouts. One of her favourite birds was the little robin who would appear from his travels at a certain time each year. She seemed to have some sort of mystical rapport with the birds. A red-breasted robin entered through her bedroom window and perched on the foot of her bed the day she died. I penned the following while living in Canada:
Blackbird’s on the telegraph pole,
Singing songs of love,
Songs that elevate the soul,
Tunes from up above,
My mother’s in the kitchen cooking,
Singing harmony,
The music drifts across the miles to me.
Though they were from Scotland, my mum and dad spent most of the 1950s in Ontario, Canada, where I was born. They returned to Scotland with my two older brothers and me when I was two or three. I know that my mum and dad weren’t hostile to the idea of the various public schools I attended in the Vale of Leven herding me, along with the rest of the pupils, to church at Christmas and Easter. And I’m pleased to add that, in God’s good time, both my parents also eventually came to embrace Christ and His claims.
Since all Protestant or public schools in our area were attached to a church (e.g., the Church of Scotland), it was inevitable that one of their ministers would visit the school. I remember one minister awarding sweets to any pupil who could recite from memory the Apostles’ Creed.* I don’t remember receiving any sweets, but I did commit the Creed to memory.
For a few months when I was in my late teens, I attended the Jamestown Parish church with my schoolmate, Jim. The timing of the service was very handy as its closing coincided with the opening of the Rowan Tree Bar on the opposite side of the street. Ordinarily, we were happier when we left the pub than when we left the church!
The only conscious memory I have of anything the preacher talked about in his Sunday morning sermons was related to pubs. One Sunday, he talked about an astronaut who was back on earth telling some of his mates about the time he had landed on the moon. What was it like?
the astronaut’s friends inquired. Well,
said the astronaut, There is a pub on the moon.
A pub?
they repeated. Yes, a pub,
he replied. And what is this pub like?
asked his mates. To which the astronaut replied, It isn’t very good. It has no atmosphere!
I wonder, did the Happy Padre
mention this to get my attention and Jim’s?
I suppose when all these things are added together, along with the few years I spent in the Boys’ Brigade,** it could be assumed that my young life had been shot through with a wide-spread buckshot of Christianity. These holes
let in light. Back then, Christianity would rattle around in one of my brain-hemispheres, like the ball bearing in a shaken can of spray-paint, whilst the other hemisphere had the moss-covered rolling stone of evolution bumping around in it - an epistemological brain imbalance
if there ever was one!
I suppose like everyone else who has been taught two competing worldviews, I tried to leap the synapse gaps by having faith that the missing link
would eventually be found. So, at the time, I thought