7 Days in Heaven
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When Hillsborough County Sheriff's Deputy Lance Knotts' wife, Tampa Police Officer Kasey Knotts, dies in the line of duty, he loses not only the love of his life but also the mother to their two-year-old son Jacob.
But like all law enforcement officers, Kasey wrote her, "Open When" letter. The last words of love that a fallen officer leaves behind, for their grieving loved ones. But instead of one heartfelt letter, Kasey wrote seven.
Knowing how hard Lance will take her death, Kasey plans ahead. Beginning the day before her funeral, she leaves a series of letters to her husband, designed to ease his grief over the first seven days following her funeral.
As each day passes, each new message fills him with heart-wrenching memories and of smiles and laughter from years gone by.
With Kasey's words to comfort him, Lance slowly learns the true meaning of the words, "True love never dies."
And through their journey, we will discover why, the three words "I love you" are words that are meant to be shared, experienced, and felt, before it is our time to say our final goodbye.
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7 Days in Heaven - David Kennedy
7 Days in Heaven
David Kennedy
Copyright © 2018 by David Kennedy
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I dedicate this book to Christina and Jason Batchelor
Thank you for taking this journey with us.
And a special dedication to the memory of
Holly Ann Hol
Butcher
9/6/1990 – 1/4/2018
"And in the end when I wrote the death of Kasey, and my fingers could type no more, I left from my keyboard into the night and wept – for myself, for the tragedy of death’s coming. Then I rose and walking back to the computer, and forgot again my own tears, for the sake of creating theirs."
7 Days in Heaven
Part One: a New Love
Part Two: a New Beginning
Part Three: New Journeys
Part Four: Shattered Dreams
Part Five: Another Coffee Shop
Part Six: 7 Days in Heaven
DAY ONE THE JOURNEY BEGINS
DAY TWO TEARS AND REMEMBRANCE
DAY THREE DENIAL
DAY FOUR ANGER
DAY FIVE BARGAINING
DAY SIX DEPRESSION & ACCEPTANCE
DAY SEVEN THE FINAL GOODBYE
EPILOGUE FIVE YEARS LATER
IN CLOSING
THE GREATEST GIFT OF ALL
A Special Dedication
Holly and her brother Dean Butcher
A special message from David Kennedy author of 7 Days in Heaven
During my writing career, I have written over 100 books. With each one, I try to tell a story. Either fiction or non-fiction, I strive to bring the story to life throughout the pages that I write.
When I decided to write my latest book, 7 Days in Heaven, my goal was to get the message out that we need to write that final letter to our loved ones that we leave behind.
We need to realize that a couple of hours of our time now can bring years of comfort to our loved ones after we are gone.
The story that I wrote was fiction and even though the characters and the stories are from my head the message comes from the heart.
And I want to share the story of Holly Butcher with you all.
Holly was a beautiful 27-year-old woman from Grafton in New South Wales, Australia, who lost her battle with a rare form of cancer known as Ewing’s Sarcoma.
On October 31st, 2016, Holly's world was turned upside down when she was diagnosed with Ewing sarcoma, a rare but aggressive form of cancer that affects the bones.
According to her brother, Dean Butcher, Holly began experiencing symptoms in the months leading up to her diagnosis.
She had an aching knee,
he says, whenever she exercised or drank alcohol at all. While Holly did seek medical attention initially, there was a period of months between when they first appeared and when she was diagnosed because her symptoms always seemed to resolve themselves.
When Holly insisted on more testing, she got the news that rocked her to the core. Holly was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, meaning it has already spread throughout her body - and the prognosis was grim.
But she didn't let it get the best of her,
her brother Dean Butcher said. Despite the immense pain she was in, there was always something she looked forward to ... throughout the whole ordeal, she was just so tough and resilient.
In the weeks leading up to her death, Holly began to face her own mortality. She grieved for all the milestones she’d never get to experience in her life, the kids she’d never get to have, and the future she’d never get to build with the love of her life.
She also spent hours reflecting on her life so far and thinking about what really matters in the grand scheme of things.
Holly then penned an open letter to all of us, which her family shared on her Facebook page.
And just like the character in my story she left behind a letter to share with her loved ones and she had asked her family to share the last letter she wrote on her deathbed.
And if you read only one thing this week – make sure it’s this letter.
A bit of life advice from Hol:
It’s a strange thing to realise and accept your mortality at 26 years young. It’s just one of those things you ignore. The days tick by and you just expect they will keep on coming; Until the unexpected happens. I always imagined myself growing old, wrinkled and grey- most likely caused by the beautiful family (lots of kiddies) I planned on building with the love of my life. I want that so bad it hurts.
That’s the thing about life; It is fragile, precious and unpredictable and each day is a gift, not a given right.
I’m 27 now. I don’t want to go. I love my life. I am happy.. I owe that to my loved ones. But the control is out of my hands.
I haven’t started this ‘note before I die’ so that death is feared - I like the fact that we are mostly ignorant to it’s inevitability.. Except when I want to talk about it and it is treated like a ‘taboo’ topic that will never happen to any of us.. That’s been a bit tough. I just want people to stop worrying so much about the small, meaningless stresses in life and try to remember that we all have the same fate after it all so do what you can to make your time feel worthy and great, minus the bullshit.
I have dropped lots of my thoughts below as I have had a lot of time to ponder life these last few months. Of course it’s the middle of the night when these random things pop in my head most!
Those times you are whinging about ridiculous things (something I have noticed so much these past few months), just think about someone who is really facing a problem. Be grateful for your minor issue and get over it. It’s okay to acknowledge that something is annoying but try not to carry on about it and negatively effect other people’s days.
Once you do that, get out there and take a freaking big breath of that fresh Aussie air deep in your lungs, look at how blue the sky is and how green the trees are; It is so beautiful. Think how lucky you are to be able to do just that - breathe.
You might have got caught in bad traffic today, or had a bad sleep because your beautiful babies kept you awake, or your hairdresser cut your hair too short. Your new fake nails might have got a chip, your boobs are too small, or you have cellulite on your arse and your belly is wobbling.
Let all that shit go.. I swear you will not be thinking of those things when it is your turn to go. It is all SO insignificant when you look at life as a whole. I’m watching my body waste away right before my eyes with nothing I can do about it and all I wish for now is that I could have just one more Birthday or Christmas with my family, or just one more day with my partner and dog. Just one more.
I hear people complaining about how terrible work is or about how hard it is to exercise - Be grateful you are physically able to. Work and exercise may seem like such trivial things ... until your body doesn’t allow you to do either of them.
I tried to live a healthy life, in fact, that was probably my major passion. Appreciate your good health and functioning body- even if it isn’t your ideal size. Look after it and embrace how amazing it is. Move it and nourish it with fresh food. Don’t obsess over it.
Remember there are more aspects to good health than the physical body.. work just as hard on finding your mental, emotional and spiritual happiness too. That way you might realise just how insignificant and unimportant having this stupidly portrayed perfect social media body really is.. While on this topic, delete any account that pops up on your news feeds that gives you any sense of feeling shit about yourself. Friend or not.. Be ruthless for your own well-being.
Be grateful for each day you don’t have pain and even the days where you are unwell with man flu, a sore back or a sprained ankle, accept it is shit but be thankful it isn’t life threatening and will go away.
Whinge less, people! .. And help each other more.
Give, give, give. It is true that you gain more happiness doing things for others than doing them for yourself. I wish I did this more. Since I have been sick, I have met the most incredibly giving and kind people and been the receiver of the most thoughtful and loving words and support from my family, friends and strangers; More than I could I ever give in return. I will never forget this and will be forever grateful to all of these people.
It is a weird thing having money to spend at the end.. when you’re dying. It’s not a time you go out and buy material things that you usually would, like a new dress. It makes you think how silly it is that we think it is worth spending so much money on new clothes and ‘things’ in our lives.
Buy your friend something kind instead of another dress, beauty product or jewellery for that next wedding. 1. No-one cares if you wear the same thing twice 2. It feels good. Take them out for a meal, or better yet, cook them a meal. Shout their coffee. Give/ buy them a plant, a massage or a candle and tell them you love them when you give it to them.
Value other people’s time. Don’t keep them waiting because you are shit at being on time. Get ready earlier if you are one of those people and appreciate that your friends want to share their time with you, not sit by themselves, waiting on a mate. You will gain respect too! Amen sister.
This year, our family agreed to do no presents and despite the tree looking rather sad and empty (I nearly cracked Christmas Eve!), it was so nice because people didn’t have the pressure of shopping and the effort went into writing a nice card for each other. Plus imagine my family trying to buy me a present knowing they would probably end up with it themselves.. strange! It might seem lame but those cards mean more to me than any impulse purchase could. Mind you, it was also easier to do in our house because we had no little kiddies there. Anyway, moral of the story- presents are not needed for a meaningful Christmas. Moving on.
Use your money on experiences.. Or at least don’t miss out on experiences because you spent all your money on material shit.
Put in the effort to do that day trip to the beach you keep putting off. Dip your feet in the water and dig your toes in the sand. Wet your face with salt water.
Get amongst nature.
Try just enjoying and being in moments rather than capturing them through the screen of your phone. Life isn’t meant to be lived through a screen nor is it about getting the perfect photo.. enjoy the bloody moment, people! Stop trying to capture it for everyone else.
Random rhetorical question. Are those several hours you spend doing your hair and make up each day or to go out for one night really worth it? I’ve never understood this about females .
Get up early sometimes and listen to the birds while you watch the beautiful colours the sun makes as it rises.
Listen to music.. really listen. Music is therapy. Old is best.
Cuddle your dog. Far out, I will miss that.
Talk to your friends. Put down your phone. Are they doing okay?
Travel if it’s your desire, don’t if it’s not.
Work to live, don’t live to work.
Seriously, do what makes your heart feel happy.
Eat the cake. Zero guilt.
Say no to things you really don’t want to do.
Don’t feel pressured to