Up All Night: The Walker Brothers, Book 3

By Amanda Adams

He knows instantly that she is dangerous.
Everything about her is wrong.

He's rich.
Successful.
Worked hard to get where he is...
Alone.

Alone is safer.
The heart is a fool.
He learned that the hard way.

But she's curious.
Tenacious.
She's a reporter -- and he has secrets.
She laughs at him when he's serious,
cries when he tries to be funny.

He should avoid her at all costs.
Should.
That's a dangerous word.
A word that can break your heart.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Tydbyts Media
• Release date: Jan 5, 2021
• ISBN: 9791220246002

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coincidental.

Prologue

Mitchell Walker pulled up behind his brother Derek’s four-wheel drive and put his cherry-red sports car in park. Jake, his baby brother, had parked his white truck on the street, his passenger tire riding the snowplow’s leftovers like driving was part of an obstacle course. The sight made him smile. December in the Colorado high country, if you couldn’t handle driving in snow, you needed to get the fuck out.

A few feet away, Derek opened the door of his SUV, stepped out and slammed it closed behind him. He was dressed, as usual, in black, a stark contrast to Mitchell’s dress pants and sport coat. Derek’s dark hair, dark eyes and bad boy attitude had broken dozens of women’s hearts, but Derek was all bark and no bite, as far as Mitchell was concerned. Derek grew up mean, but he would die for any one of his brothers without question. End of story. Before Derek had become his brother, Mitchell’s life had revolved around some pretty fucked-up shit. Hell, they both had survived hell before their mother adopted them. How they’d ended up being the responsible mentors for their two younger brothers was beyond him.

Mitchell nodded at Derek and, as always, his brother fell in step beside him as they made their way up the driveway to the front door. Neither of them spoke. They didn’t need to. They both knew why they were here, and it sucked.

Mrs. Klasky opened the door in a pair of navy-blue pants and an oversized, cream-colored sweater. She was pushing eighty, but had fire in her eyes and a no-nonsense way about her that Mitchell had always liked He liked to know where he stood with people. He hated playing games with anyone, young or old, in his bed or out of it.

Come in. Come in. Jake’s already here. She motioned them inside and Mitchell followed Derek into the hallway. When Derek looked over his shoulder at her, she smiled. Still handsome, I see. Straight on back to the kitchen, boys. I made lemonade. And I have cookies, Derek. Your favorite.

Derek’s cheeks turned pink and Mitchell stepped in to save his brother from embarrassment. Mrs. Klasky had always pampered Derek the most, had a sweet spot for him a mile wide. Mitchell would give him shit about it later. Thanks, Mrs. Klasky. We can’t wait to have some of your cookies.

Derek coughed into his hand and took the opportunity to hit Mitchell on the back of the head, hard, as they followed her past a wall filled with family photos and sepia-toned portraits of the Klasky family’s ancestors. The carpet was green shag, and the walls were lined with oak paneling that had probably been installed in the seventies. Jake was in his usual spot at the Klasky kitchen table, sitting in the hardwood oak chair closest to the twenty-year-old sofa covered with a hideous paisley print.

Mitchell hadn’t been in the house in years. Still looked the same. Felt the same. Smelled the same. Mitchell hit Jake on the back by way of greeting. His baby brother was the youngest, but the little fucker had outgrown them all by about five inches and a good fifty pounds. Put a pair of cowboy boots and a hat on the kid and he looked like a linebacker for the Dallas Cowboys. Except he was too pretty for that. And too damn soft-hearted. Jake still lived on their family ranch, taking care of horses and doing his cowboy shit. He threw around hundred-pound hay bales like they were cracker boxes. And as the baby, Jake never passed up an opportunity to rub their noses in the fact that he could kick every single one of his older brothers’ asses.

The thought of horse shit and dirt made Mitchell shudder and he sat down at the table. He loved his childhood on the ranch, but he needed the noise and bustle of a city. Being out there on the ranch was too damn quiet. There was too much space and too much time to think.

Now, give him a cliff face with a 5.10 or 5.11 rating to climb and he’d breathe mountain air all damn day. He loved the challenge of hanging by his fingertips off the side of a rock almost as much as he loved the adrenaline rush of working the E.R.

But today wasn’t going to be about fun. This little gathering was about losing his mom and the complete and total wreckage that followed.

He took a deep breath as the scents of cookies, lemonade and pine-scented cleaner surrounded him.

Here you go, boys. Mrs. Klasky set a glass of lemonade in front of him and Derek. Mitchell took a sip. Cold. Tart. Perfect.

Thanks. Fresh squeezed and real sugar, just like Mom used to make.

The doorbell chimed and Mrs. Klasky excused herself. That’ll be Chance. Mrs. Klasky disappeared again and came back with his brother Chance, the newly blooded attorney just a year out of law school. Chance was wearing a suit and tie, which helped Mitchell not feel like the uptight doctor at the table. Chance loved the city almost as much as Mitchell did, but for different reasons. Chance was practical. He liked the convenience of living close to restaurants and his office. Mitchell didn’t give a shit about any of that crap, he simply needed the noise so he could sleep at night.

Chance. Derek got up from his seat at the end of the table and wrapped Chance up in a hug.

Hey, loser. After a quick hug, Chance patted Derek on the shoulder. Jake and Mitchell took their turns.

Late to the party, as usual. Jake grabbed Chance and lifted him off the floor as if his brother were a little girl. The two youngest, Jake and Chance, were close and Mitchell grinned at Jake’s antics. It was good to be together. Always good.

And you still smell like cow patties and hay bales. Chance chuckled but Jake wasn’t going to take the insult lying down.

Tough love, brother. But you smell like you had your ass wiped by a bathroom attendant with a perfumed moist towelette. You turning into one of those metrosexual city boys? Jake set Chance down and Mitchell answered for him.

Naw, man. That would be me. Mitchell grinned and grabbed Chance around the shoulders.

Chance stood there in his suit, and as usual, he was the only one in a tie. Even Mr. Klasky, their mother’s eighty-year-old attorney, was in khakis and a golf shirt.

Now that you’re all here, we can begin. Mr. Klasky rolled in a small television with the old-fashioned VCR combo. Jake kicked out a chair with his foot and Chance sat in it, tugging on his tie to loosen the noose around his neck. He’d just started working at a well-respected law firm in the city. Poor bastard worked almost as many hours as Mitchell did as a second-year surgical resident.

They all thanked Mrs. Klasky respectfully as she served them lemonade and a tray of chocolate chip cookies, just as she’d been doing since they were in grade school. She gave Derek an extra pat on the cheek as she passed him and Mitchell hid his grin behind his hand. Derek kicked him under the table.

Mrs. Klasky took the cookies back to the counter and stood, leaning against the wall. Jake offered her his seat, but she shooed him away. You boys are going to want to be sitting down for this.

All due respect, Mr. Klasky, but Mother’s estate was taken care of months ago when she first got sick. Chance spoke up, but Mitchell just leaned back in his chair and waited, his pulse kicked up a notch at her warning. What the hell was Mr. Klasky up to?

Yes. Yes. I know. The older man bent over, looking for an outlet in the wall so he could plug in the dinosaur of a television. They’d had an old rabbit-eared TV and VCR like that in the loft above the barn. He’d watched Jurassic Park and super-hero movies for hours on end, sipping Dr. Pepper and eating chocolate candy he’d stolen from his mother’s pantry. It was a damn miracle his teeth hadn’t rotted from his head by the time he was twelve.

Then why are we here? Chance’s gaze darted from Mr. Klasky, who had finally found an outlet and was shoving the electrical prongs into it, to his wife, who glowered at him with a raised eyebrow until he added, Sir.

Mr. Klasky stood up and rubbed his hands together like he couldn’t wait to spring a huge surprise on them. Derek shifted in his seat and thrummed his fingers on the table. Derek hated surprises.

Well, boys, I promised your momma that I would get you all together today, six weeks to the day after she passed. God rest her soul.

But why? Everything’s been handled. Chance leaned forward, in total lawyer mode.

Not everything. Mrs. Klasky pulled four envelopes from her apron pocket. Each looked like it would hold an oversized birthday card. She walked to the table and handed one to Mitchell and each of his brothers. Don’t open them yet. You have to watch the video first.

Chance’s card was green, no doubt due to his brother’s obsession with The Incredible Hulk. Jake’s was plain white. And Derek? Mr. black leather and tattoos held an envelope that was a bright, cheerful yellow.

Mitchell stared down at his card. The envelope was faded red, but his mother’s distinct handwriting was on the outside. He had no idea what was inside, but whatever it was made his chest hurt and his eyes burn. He blinked away the sensation and focused on the back of Derek’s head. Fuck. Leave it to their mother to pull this shit from beyond the grave. She always had been two or three steps ahead of her boys. Always. That was how she’d straightened them out. Their mother always knew what was going on with her sons, sometimes even before they knew themselves.

Holy hell. Jake leaned back in his seat and started tapping his cowboy hat against his knee, which was code for an impending volcanic eruption.

Mr. Klasky shoved an old VHS tape into the player and the fuzzy screen went black for a few seconds. The old tape began to make a whirring noise as it played.

Mitchell leaned forward with a grin on his face and his elbows on the table. This was getting interesting and his curiosity was definitely piqued. He was oddly proud of their mother for having the power and the love to get them all here for whatever this was…

His grin faded as his mom’s voice echoed through the crappy television speakers. The video feed made an odd knocking sound as the video image of his mother leaning forward to check the camera played. Satisfied, she nodded briskly then sat down in a chair positioned so her face would fill the small screen.

Holy shit. She was young. And healthy, the sick gray pallor of her cheeks nowhere to be seen. He remembered her like that, and it hurt almost as much as it made him happy.

Hello, my precious boys. I’m going to make this tape and give it to Mr. Klasky just in case something happens to me. I don’t plan on going anywhere, but if I do, I want you boys to know I loved you more than anything and I was always proud, every single day, to be your mother.

Jake sniffed and turned his head away. Derek sat like a stone statue and Chance was holding his breath. Mitchell strained to listen. He didn’t want to miss a single word, or smile, or sigh. He missed her so much, seeing her there was like having her back again, even if it was only for a minute.

"You boys know how much I always pushed you to follow your own hearts. Follow your dreams, I say. Well, I’ve been thinking about this a lot this past year. Derek is fourteen now, and I see it happening already.

"Life is going to get ahold of you boys, and drain your dreams right out of you. I know. The real world is hard and unforgiving. Boys don’t get to have dreams anymore. They have to be men. The world is going to expect you to be hard. And I know you can be hard as nails. All of you. I know where you came from. You were born into a hard world. I tried to show you a different life, but I’m afraid. I’m afraid you’re going to grow up and forget who you really are. I don’t want you to forget your dreams.

So, I did something a little crazy. Maybe you’ll remember, maybe you won’t, but on my birthday this year, I asked each of you to write a very special card—

His mother’s laughter filled the quiet kitchen and Mitchell smiled back at her. God, he missed her. That laugh. No matter how messed up he’d get in his head, that laugh had always made him feel like everything was going to be okay.

"I’m going to ask Mr. Klasky to hold on to these cards for a while. Someday, I’ll die. Maybe I’ll be ninety, maybe not, but if I’m gone and you need reminding, he’s going to remind you of who you really are."

Her expression changed from mischievous and full of herself to solemn and serious. She leaned forward until her face filled the entire screen.

I love you. Each and every one. And you each made a promise to me, all those years ago. And dead or not, I expect you to keep it.

She threw her head back and laughed, the sparkle back in her eye. Oh, she knew she’d won. She was gone and her boys couldn’t even argue with her now. No push back, no whining, no denial. She had them all by the shorthairs and she’d known it, all those years ago when she made the recording, she’d known her boys would keep their promises, because that was how she’d raised them.

Dead or not. How’s that for a good one? I love you. Don’t forget who you were born to be. Open your cards now. Read them. And above all, remember why you wrote them. Keep your promises. I love you, and you know I’ll be watching.

They all sat in stunned silence and Mitchell traced the ink his mother had used to write his name with shaking fingertips.

What was he going to do? He’d never broken a promise he made to his mother or his brothers. Never. And he didn’t want to start now. The fact that she was dead made his simple denial feel ten times worse. That one thing shouldn’t matter, but somehow it did. Heaviness settled over his heart, the ache like a bucket of ice dumped directly inside his rib cage.

He didn’t need a wish list, not anymore. The die had been cast. He’s already accomplished everything he’d written in the card. He was a surgeon. He had a life, and responsibilities, and a shit-ton of student debt to pay off. He had the car, or close enough. And the dog? Well that just didn’t fit into his life. The naïve desire of a young teenage boy to have a pet didn’t fit into the adult equation. He was never home to take care of a dog. He worked fifty or sixty hours a week.

But he could hear his mother’s voice telling him to change things, telling him to live a different life, to find a way. To stop and smell the roses. But he just didn’t see how that was possible. Not right now. Maybe not ever.

1

Six months later

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Jessica Finley tapped the edge of her cell phone against her forehead and tried not to drown in the worry that made her chest tight and her head ache. Something was wrong, she could feel it. She could always feel it when her twin brother was in trouble. She couldn’t explain the hows or whys, but she just knew.

Didn’t help that she was strutting around in her pink boyshorts panties, a five-year-old tank top, and no shoes. Hell, an hour ago she’d been asleep. An hour ago, she hadn’t been fighting to keep her takeout egg rolls and kung pao chicken in her stomach either.

She flipped her phone over and texted him again. He told her he’d be home at midnight. He had an interview with a local radio station at six o’clock in the morning. And if her brother was one thing, it was professional. He’d worked his ass off for the band’s success, and he swore he’d not do anything to jeopardize that. Three years of tours and parties and crazy, and he’d never fucked up yet. Until now.

2:03 am This isn’t funny. Call me.

No answer. Her heart pounded in her chest and beside her Eddie whimpered. The hundred-and-thirty-pound Great Dane-Pit Bull mix was spotted black and white, like a Dalmatian who’d had his black spots smudged like chalk across a canvas. Eddie’s sister, Bella, was panting and jogging along behind them. She was a twelve-pound Peek-a-Poo with curly white hair, an innocent face, and the temperament of a Doberman. She ran the house, and the giant teddy-bear, Eddie, let her.

I know, boy, I’m worried, too. Jessica reached down and rubbed Eddie on the head, which didn’t take much since she was five-five and his head was nearly even with her waistline.

One more try, then she was going to start blowing up phones. Tyler was out with Gabriel and the boys from the band. Somebody had to have their phone on. And someone better fucking answer her.

2:06 am Are you drunk? Stoned? Dead in a gutter? Stop screwing around with me, little brother. You’re starting to scare me—which you know makes me mad.

Tyler didn’t play practical jokes. He wouldn’t scare her for no reason. He was her younger brother by seven minutes, and she’s held it over his head their entire lives. He was basically the only sane family member she had, and even that was