The Unlearning
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If there is anything I know to be true, it is that the universe or god or whatever is out there is urging us to go through the wilderness and see where it takes us, and stay true to who we are, no matter what others may say.
As a young adult, Maddy Garrett started to question her religion. Previously a devout Christian
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The Unlearning - Maddy Garrett
Author’s Note
Letting go of a religion is completely earth-shattering yet nothing short of revolutionary. It takes a movement, an uprising of one’s soul, to leave what it has always known. And like any good revolution, it does not happen all at once, and you do not win every battle. But when you come out the other side—well, the victory is sweeter than I can tell you.
When I was a young girl, I was told that my body wasn’t mine to love, or give, or enjoy. I was taught that my lust was sin—as if lust was even a true concept to begin with, rather than simply a human feeling that people have tried to categorize and demonize. I carried the shame of my body and her desires with me my entire life. I wrecked romantic relationships with my holier-than-thou attitude and the shame I carried. I locked myself behind closed doors for years, hating who I was and what I desired. I hid my true self from the world and distrusted my own mind and heart.
The Christian church and its teachings made me wary of every thought I had, and I hated myself for it. You cannot trust your mind, you cannot trust your desires,
they would say. But I carried on, convincing myself that everything was okay—that these antiquated beliefs were okay. The belief that my body was a temple and I must be pure of heart and mind in order to protect her; the belief that sex was not fit for relationships outside of marriage; the belief that those who loved the same sex, or identified as a different gender, were somehow corrupted, and chose to be that way; the belief that trying to convince others of the truth I held was the main goal of life—my highest calling; the belief that I had to repent for my sins, for things that are human and natural and, quite frankly, core to my being.
I was so convinced of these ultimate truths, the infallibility of the Gospel, that I never questioned my faith. My entire reality was based on a feeling, built by several supernatural
experiences that I labeled God.
But when those feelings continuously fluxed and flowed like everything else in my life, I couldn’t help but wonder deep down if my belief in God was simply just that: a feeling.
I was caught in a battle between my beliefs and my doubts for several years, but I failed to ever truly question what I held as