Truth in Its Purest Form

By Xlibris US

The whole time I was writing our life was good I thought to be getting great. Sad to say we are not together anymore. It should seem as no surprise to me but it is. I have come this far I shall not turn back now, I will not give up even if I have already lost. Love is beautiful yet so painful. I have found that it is best that if I am alone with no man or woman that they cant hurt me. For every journey that begins one must end and this one has ended. Just because a man and or a woman does not love me does not mean my father Yahweh does not love me. My journey began with Father and shall end with father.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Oct 8, 2014
• ISBN: 9781499078046

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Copyright © 2014 by Yediydeyah.

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Scripture quotations marked KJV are from the Holy Bible, King James Version (Authorized Version). First published in 1611. Quoted from the KJV Classic Reference Bible, Copyright © 1983 by The Zondervan Corporation.

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The Book of Yahweh: The Holy Scriptures. House of Yahweh, 1987.

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Contents

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three: I Am Mother

Chapter Four: Thou Shalt Not Have Any

Chapter Five: Love Don’t Live Here

Chapter Six: Starting Over With Time

Through Father is He and His love given.

HEARTACHE AND PAIN

Shalome,

Today is May, the 6th day of the week, it is 5:50 p.m., on a lovely Sunday afternoon. I find myself confounded, as of and even most of the time. This too is true baffling to me.

I stand, when I stand, how, where and why I stand I am found standing on solid ground; head held high. Why would I be found any other way? I am a woman by rights earned, my stripes worn. I have nothing to be ashamed of.

We as women suffer for whatever reason, whatever cause, in this struggle I must say we are not alone….. Men suffer struggling as we do…. No one is to say that the man suffers more or the woman I have never known for suffrage to come in so many different labels for it is only one that is FOR ONE TO SUFFER. Tough, one pain a man has never known and that is birthing a child, may you never know the pain we endure.

I believe if we truly honestly love them that by their side we stand, these men of ours, we’re found standing by their side, for the greater good. Man or woman, it does not matter, in order to have survived, to get to where we are today, one had to struggle to make it. WHO IS T SAY WHO IS WRONG, WHO IS TO SAY WHO IS RIGHT IN A STRUGGLE WHERE ALL SUFFER ONE WAY OR ANOTHER? Neither man nor woman can speak on that subject to win.

Recent occurred events in my life has made me see a new light. It has caused a whole different perspective in all I do. When I see pain coming I approach it differently. Every attempt has made very little effect better than no affect.

He chooses in his head to do the things he do. In his mind he sees no wrong; none whatsoever.

I believe in my man, I love my man and with all that is in me I know he is worth fighting for. I see in him the man, that man, real, good, and an honest man found to be humble I have been searching for. Packaged deal as is the one we come with.

My name is Yediydeyah. In my 41 years I have had relationships considered serious: I, me, myne own eyes; if only. Dealing with a great deal of heartache and pain.

A good woman is spiritual, strong, loyal, humble, faithful and full of beauty: WOMAN. Someone, I need someone for my Plea, a true and faithful servant that will witness for me…..

I am only woman???

HEAR ME ROAR

CHAPTER ONE

I may not be the most beautiful woman there is, nor am I by far the nicest person to deal with. However, I shoot it from the hip like a straight shooter. Loyal to my husband and beyond faithful to our commitment. Life together has not been easy nor has our relationship faltered. WE love each other in the oddest of ways, and that’s fine he knows I am most faithful and most loyal to him. I know no other way to be when it comes to the man I love and our prosperity.

I am in a relationship that teaches me about the commandments written with-in Exodus. As of today, this day I believe; I understand words spoken and said to me, while in the process of building and making life better.

Ecclesiastes 5:1-2

Keep your foot; watch your step, when you go to the house of Yahweh, and more ready to listen, than to give sacrifice to fools, for they do not even know they do evil. Do not be rash; reckless, with your mouth; do not think of hastily uttering a word before Yahweh. Yahweh is in heaven and you are on earth so let your words be few

3:16-17

Another thing I saw about man’s life under the sun: where justice should be found wickedness was there. I said to myself: Yahweh will judge the righteous and the wicked for there is a time for every purpose and every work.

ASK AND YE SHALL RECEIVE

All my life I have been loyal. Loyal not only to those I have loved, my children and myself as well. Father Yahweh says ask and ye shall receive….. I AM ASKING.

EXODUS 20:20,22

Mosheh (Moses) said to the people do not fear for Yahweh has come to test and prove you, so that the reverence of Yahweh will be with you, so that you do not commit sin. Yahweh said to Mosheh: This is what you shall say to the children of Israel; you have seen me talk to you from heaven:

{PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT ALL THAT IS WRITTEN OF ME IS OF MYNE OWN UNDERSTANDING. I SHARE THIS WITH YOU MYNE OWN WAY THAT HAS GOTTEN ME THUS FAR, BIBLE VERSES ARE FROM DIFFERENT BIBLES}

EXODUS: 20

4. Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness or any likeness of anything that is in heaven or above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is the water under the earth:—

In a relationship, whether it be with man or our heavenly father, do we step outside of our relationship in even our thoughts? Even if our intentions are for the best it is wrong either way??? Though if you are not sure what to do it never hurts to ask, for communication is the key to, for and in any form of success.– THAT WHICH IS NOT OF THE FATHER SHOULD NOT EXIST FOR A GRAVEN IMAGE IS ALSO WHAT YOU IN YOUR HEAD IMAGINE SOMETHING TO BE…. To create something to idol and or worship it is a wrong.

3. Thou shalt have no other god before me.—

For man to live a prosperous life he must know that he is creation not the creator. I can’t find the verse but I am pretty sure of it, these wordz are close enough.

A WOMAN’S HAIR IS HER GLORY FOR HER ADORNING; MAN IS THE HEAD OF WOMAN;CHRIST IS THE HEAD OF MAN AND YAHWEH IS THE HEAD OF CHRIST.

Our Father is called by many names answering to them all now even when we shall need him most through our faith that has held us: he is there as he is here now. A woman’s hair and head dressings is not only her glory, as self portrays her worth, honor, glory, value and image. A man being the head of woman is not him ruling her, for she rules at his side. It does not mean that he is more than, from the rib of man came woman. Man is not to place his foot nor hand on us because that is not love. Neither man nor woman is creator of all that exist and should not act so. Our creator provides all, we receive only. Father loves us.

7. Thou shalt not take the name of Yahweh thy Father in vain; for Yahweh will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.—

Who ever you believe in as long as you follow his laws, commandments, statutes, judgments and that which he ask of you. As long as no wrong within you and your soul, you are good. Do not disrespect another’s Father for in the same you disobey and defile and disrespect your own; which is the same as sin, therefore it is sin.

5. Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: For I Yahweh thy Father am a jealous god, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children of the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;—

When we shall visit there shall be little faith, ye shall not know the good from the bad and your faith will be tested. However you are a chosen spiritual set of souls. Among us shall they walk when and where idols are high and sin fills the soul, where many are lost and the wicked are in control. Amongst the lies lies the truth and the truth shall set you free.

In any relationship you are in you follow the laws of the land:

6. And showing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.—

Our Father seeks out the lost, a blessing in disguise. Found worthy are we for he is kind and understanding. OUR FATHER LOVES US SO MUCH HE SEEKS US DILIGENTLY and SERIOUSLY; no matter what we do we are loved accepted and more than welcome. his mercy; we will never understand though we shall receive it unconditionally. Father Loves us.

11. For in six days Yahweh made heaven and earth, the sea and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day; wherefore Yahweh blessed the Sabbath day, and hallowed it.—

The Sabbath is a day unlike any other. In it we are to remember Yahweh and what he has given us as he continually gives, even this day.

9. Six days shalt thy labour, and do all thy work.—

ONLY SIX DAYS

10. But the seventh day is the Sabbath of Yahweh our Father: IN IT THOU SHALT NOT DO ANY WORK, thou nor thy son, nor thyne daughter, nor thy