On the Verge to Higher Goals

By Fulani Shawnee

The story begins with Fulani-Shawnee meeting the love of his life and soulmate, but because he isn't experienced and strong enough to handle his ex-fiances associates and plots, she takes him on journey he will never forget and will learn what true loyalty means and the heart to never trust anyone and never let the grass grow up under your feet too long because there isn't any time to wait.

Fulani-Shawnee receives a call from his ex-fiance, and they made a deep connection so they decide to meet up that week. That is when they both find out that what matters the most between themknowing each other so well they forget what makes them laugh, cry, and their happy moments.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Sep 7, 2018
• ISBN: 9781984547972

Fulani Shawnee

I am the one my momma gave birth to the choosen one my blood is mixed with ancestors rising just like the sun. On the block I lose choose my brotherz tools on my hustle like uncle my poet book is what you should choose.

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ON THE VERGE TO HIGHER GOALS.

Fulani Shawnee

Copyright © 2018 by Fulani Shawnee.

ISBN:                  Softcover                     978-1-9845-4791-0

                            eBook                          978-1-9845-4797-2

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Rev. date: 08/15/2018

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CONTENTS

THE FULANI SHAWNEE’S POEMS

Devil’s Mask

She Has A Problem With Fulani Shawnee

God’s Child

I Rather See Him Mad

He Don’t Want To Hurt Me

Hated Niggas

He Needs To Use Himself

Long Distance Info Tracking

She Believes I Have Nothing Serious To Worry About

He Needs Time

Who Am I To Blame

Right @ Wrong

Brand New & Old&Broken

What I Wear

Caviar’s Observation

The First Time

Resistance Fighter

Jokes

Weird

She Needs A Man

Finding Baby-Daddy

Sex & Toys

Paranoia

The Hustle

Need To See

Men & Smiles

Come On Share

What’s On His Heart

Citizen

Get High & Maintain

She Wants To Get His Thoughts

She Has The Right

The Predator

Shit Talk

Game Play

She Says Fuck Him

He Has A Weak Spirit To Submit To Family Issues!

She Finds Someone Close To Him To Watch Him!

Things Men Do

Fake Niggas

Rapist

Sixteen

Her Friends

The Fight

Our Operation

The Lady

The Life Of A Woman

Felons

Focus

Memory

Living In Sin

He Chases

Associates

Weak

Their Fun Consists Of Talking Secret Plains!

Talking Down

Body Distraction

She Wants To Know

Being Watched

How We Work Him

Names

Trash

Associates

Big Leon! Jr Leon! Veto! Father! House Party! Not Invited Fulani Shawnee!

Friends

Ha Ha Ha Lots Of Lol!

Vdog!

Single Man’s Game

People I Know

Faith

His Thoughts

Her Motive Is To Help

Jealous Men & Jealous Women

Money

Weird Ego & Hate Him Revile Intentions

Single

Every Time He Sees’ Fulani Shawnee He Meets Someone New!

Being Sure

The Life Of Men

Family

What Works

Evil Life

Her Negative & Her Family Lives In The Game

Angry Face

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Prevalent

He Uses Her

Trouble

He Gossips

Crazy Mouth

The Truth

The Relationships

Feed On Thoughts

Gossip

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Ex-Boyfriend

Worry

Grow Up

Jump

She Talks

She Thinks About His Job

The People

Manipulates

Their Liars

Fulani Shawnee’s Thoughts

Suffering

Devil’s Tools

Attractive Females & Attractive Man

Retailed Men

Employers Gossip

Using X-Felonies

Every Mans Nightmare

Verbal Observation

Laugh At People

He Is Here To Destroy

Truth See’s Fulani Shawnee

She Agrees With The Employer’s!

It’s Ah Wrap

Pretty Women

People Perception Of Him Is Their Opinion!

She Reviles His Name To Him!

Family Talk

Attractive Couples

Comparing History

She Runs Her Mouth

They Live Together!

Mom

She Believes Power

She Is Tired

Good Lies

Other Familiar People

Strangers

Hate To Brag

Her Personality

She Likes Pissing Off Her Man

Hides Her Face

Stupid

The File

Partner

Compare Backgrounds

Work

Robbers

Lies

The Bible

They See Him!

Entertained

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I Told Him He Don’t Listen

Not Interested, Use Me & We Care 4 U

Women Like Me & Men Like Me

GIVE AWAY INFO WITHOUT PAYING FOR IT

Blind, Stupid, Retarded

Fulani Shawnee’s Credentials

Stable Gossipers

Speaking His Name

Texts

Life

Paying For Help

Comfortable

Men’s Money

Boyfriend

Men Don’t Like Me

Hate Crime

Autumn

My Day

Clear Headed

Dedecated

Fulani Shawnee Isn’t Allowed

Sense Of Humor

Talking To Fulani Shawnee

Handle Speech Group

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Real Action Real Words & Fake Action Fake Words

She’s Ready

Plain For The Worst Too Happen

Remembers Me

Action Speak Louder & Words Speak Softer

Trust

Abusive

Ask Him Dumb Questions

Wisdom

Stoker

Wondering

Stockton, Ca All I Did For!

Devil Plays

Old English

Gossip

No Good

Negativity

Information

Confused

The Mined

The X

Lies

Wife Would Think * & Fulani Shawnee!

Smile For The Haters & Cry For The Sick Or Weak

He Can’t Due & She Can’t Deal With You

See Thru

Set Up

Lean On

Talking

Feedback

The Past

Haters

Info

What We Learn

Locked Up

What He Knows

Drama

They Look Out For Her Best Interest!

Married Couples Hang Together & Comments End Up Lost

She Don’t Like His Bk & He Don’t Like

Devils Mask & God’s Child

Men Hate God & Women Hate Judgment

Eyes Understand

Feed

Looking Up

On The Low

Messing With Minds

Jealousy

Two Face

Robbed

Played

Sides

Guilt

Grow Up

Mental

Cries

Secrets

Up Close

Anger

Blessings

Prejudice

Wife

Respect

Watching

Job Hunt

The Game

Influence

Advice

Habits

Rules

Body Feelings

Trash Talk

Babysitter

Close Friends

Couples

Back Stab

My Where Abouts

There Laughing At Me

Freakedout

Negative Energy

Brand New

Happiness

Lie Book

She Treats Fulani Shawnee Like A Broke Loser!

Money

The Truth

Mind

The Date

Daily Living

Important

THE FULANI SHAWNEE’S POEMS

DEVIL’S MASK

She gets her hands dirty.

She takes the wrap for all the actions. She was confused to do dirty work To build a dirty family, with clean faces.

She’s waiting for the right man,

To take all the blame for her dirty problems. She sounds like she’s Defending Herself over gods respect.

She has to prove she deserves

Too be loyal to the dirty work.

She has to lay down spending her

Husband’s money around dirty labors.

He’s confusing, he’s a liar, he’s’ judging my family, He’s disrespecting my friend, and he Doesn’t know he’s on speaker phone. God’s children are ear hustling. He has to prove he is loyal to god’s labors.

He has to maintain his labor job to win victory labors.

SHE HAS A PROBLEM WITH FULANI SHAWNEE

Critical!

He has a problem with Fulani Shawnee’s truck

Not exciting on helping employers think

How can we think of someone else?

We don’t see Fulani Shawnee in the streets

In South Africa driving around

Making employers think, how Fulani Shawnee does it.

Employers gossip about Fulani Shawnee’s mood

In the community of South Africa in interesting to watch

He not knows we are closer then he thinks.

We all want him to suffer from his own mistakes. We are trying to make him our slave.

We want him to do all our dirty work.

We would like to hire him to work the streets for us as. Usually we see his truck coming around the corner.

He isn’t trying to associate with us in public.

Did he see my wife that isn’t paying any attention to him? She sees only cruel judgmental friends

That will rob you blind, socialize about somebody else To enable that you don’t recognize you’ve just been Robbed later I will cover up what I have done

To you while you’re sleeping.

We brain storm in the store to survive the year. She socializes about Fulani Shawnee humbly with patience.

She know all his business, his history, his associates, Comments and opinions.

She know when to call for help, inform her associates

When to come out in his presents.

He is steal acting like the same old Fulani Shawnee.

He doesn’t pay me a mind.

Show him how much fun I have had without him. He doesn’t pay me a mind.

Show him how much fun I have had without him.

GOD’S CHILD

He’s confusing, he’s a liar, he’s’ judging my family, He’s disrespecting my friend, and he Doesn’t know he’s on speaker phone. God’s children are ear hustling.

He has to prove he is loyal to god’s labors.

He has to maintain his labor job to win victory labors.

I RATHER SEE HIM MAD

I wouldn’t want to see him smiling in the next nigga shit. She hates her father because,

He wasn’t there for her while she was growing up.

How can you care for a man that’s dead weight already? He screwed up his life for us all to watch him struggle

In our broken relationships with our ex-boyfriends. He broke us up because he wanted to act right

So he felt he had to disrespect, judge, embarrass the new nigga

So bad he didn’t want any drama with him or his family.

The two people that he cares about are sleeping with each other. He cares about him, he cares about her, he don’t care about him, But likes the issues he wants to bring over to

Help us fight our lustful pleasurable bodies.

We know he wants to know how it is possible

He always never win the pleasure to have a

Real women to hold every night he’s satisfied bye.

He speaks on her eyes, he watches her body,

He separates her carnal bullshit, he uplifts her godly independence. She disrespects his mind, she disrespects his opinions,

She disrespects his humorous godliness.

He feels ashamed to face him, she feels impatient to

Wait for him t grow up and be a man.

She places the blame on the man not reminding

Her to have sex with the same guy.

He does not know she’s a fast pussy cat That likes talking about pussy.

He was trying to get to know her, but she wouldn’t let him

Without her other half, so he can feel confused.

HE DON’T WANT TO HURT ME

He wants to create more kids

To become financially able to work

Bitches to work for him.

He stays in the middle of a bitch

Baby momma.

He likes bastard’s actions to help him sounds mature

enough for any women with kids. She sees me invisible because

she doesn’t associate with me unless

he’s involved with someone in her family. She doesn’t waste her time

with outside gossiping drama

like him because he don’t know,

don’t care, don’t listen, and don’t have the money the power or respect.

He deeds his hunger throw feeding

into boastful men’s dreams.

She got the info from a stranger. She pass her info too her dad. She listen to him direct her path on the phone with tent windows for the impatient stockers.

He gathers all her info names pass them to the anonymous threats to compare his name, size, weight, character

and professional criminal habits.

She ruins men’s dreams to remember who was trying to take over?

her blessing worth hard labor.

I’m tell you like my daddy told me,

don’t ever let anyone take anything from you if they due then they appreciate you more if you choose one to help save it out. Everyone isn’t your friend to spread your love. Sometimes they just want to take a give play games, making simple mistakes because they heard

someone name was being slutty all over the city. They van feel the real him.

They ant interested in hearing the real him.

HATED NIGGAS

Hating niggas aren’t trying to see me ball through info from a likeable women to see his mind opinion and not notice who is behind the scenes to hate a niggas intention to revile him as not the one, not the serious one, not the funny one,

and not the important one to waste his time on. From jail seeing if he can reach his work from jail. Rules won’t allow me to become aware.

Laughing the flaws to relax on the shit he hasn’t controlled.

Their job is to not bother the customer

but to bother the employee to receive what she want in her bed life body head mind future overall.

He’s manipulated in the streets to see his actions.

Listen to his action on whose going to be next on his list. His name list strong, His name is funny, and

His name can be joked about comparing fags to him.

HE NEEDS TO USE HIMSELF

He needs to use himself to be in the way

to use himself to help others he chases to help

for himself to feel more better about what he wants, and needs can handle to relay with the power,

to do anything, to anyone for his own reason to use himself to get in position, to be next, to be attended too,

or maintain attractive men or women’s attention. The serious associates have enough problems to lie about who their with because they have told serious lies to get out of the lie there in now.

We told him to stop calling her so you call

and have us on three ways so we could listen to your conversation and know what’s on his mind.

The whole city wants to know what’s on Fulani Shawnee’s mind.

When he gets to your house it’s all yours We’re here to help you sister get on your feet. We all can handle lying to one person that doesn’t make sense that’s easy.

Employer’s associates with families

in the community with more family less value.

Employers need to create jobs, employer’s need to make stocking legalso they can watch the guilty continues create a job from all his/her ideas that will grow no fruit.

The idea is to get his mind t run for us.

Get his name voice and body to stand beside us.

We need him to take a hit for the words

I am going to use on these disrespectful families. Lying is a form of control.

Threats are a form or tool to use against another to control. Judging another form of control.

Thinking out loud form of control.

Speaking your business in his ear form of control.

LONG DISTANCE INFO TRACKING

She wants to observe your friends & family for locating you as comments about you before dwelling around you, she has a lot of family directing her traffic to control her anger.

Employers show their comments online for

the whole world to watch their dumb thoughts.

SHE BELIEVES I HAVE NOTHING SERIOUS TO WORRY ABOUT

I am getting help from my dad.

I got her believing her family problems are small to me. She believes my problems are small to her.

She motivates me to stay stress free

because I don’t have much to worry about.

She manipulates her associates to say don’t worry

about his advice he doesn’t have what you got.

Don’t worry about his problems his daddy paying for his bills.

She wants me not to worry about a job because,

I got one that helps me waste time not being serious.

HE NEEDS TIME

I heard them complain to her family about his reason why he needs to wait it’s not his time.

She is fighting his serious position in her family.

I just want you to know you’re going to be a father.