Sugar High Angels
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Sugar High Angels is one little soul's experience navigating mental illness, dreams, growing older, and finding and defining beliefs. This collection includes short stories, free verse poetry, journal entries, and haiku. Some of the poems are autobiographical, some of the
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Sugar High Angels - Aisling Black
Sugar High Angels
"Without contraries is no progression.
Attraction and repulsion, reason and energy, love and hate,
are necessary to human existence."
William Blake
Third Eye Blues
There is twisting and twirling in your mind
There is a burning hurt in the center of the forehead
The emergence of what can see, ghosts
And what none can perceive but what you can
You can see the ash in the atmosphere
You can see the blood in the water
You can see the flowers blooming in other souls
This world is savage and beautiful all at once
But when you can feel it all
You feel it all
You cannot concentrate on life itself
Only the vibrations all around you
Although you have the third-eye sight
You cannot help but become blind in a strange way
A lost and lonely soul too plugged in
Too connected and you find yourself drowning
Drowning in the gift you’ve been cursed with
Unfortunate child, my tears won’t darken your third eye
Only the mortal eyes become black and bleary
My Love to you, the Fae
Slipping daintly by
Pearlescent wings make a small twinkling sound
I can see your rings and flower homes
I love you all, even though you don’t want me
I tried to join you
I drank the nectar of that particular purple weed
I tried to let myself turn wilde,
I tried to let the earth encompass every inch of me
But all that became of me was rabies of the soul
I couldn’t handle the magick in my current form
All I can do is wish and dream of joining you
But your endless life moves slower than mine
I am merely a whisper to you
Your eyes can see everything
I was warned to stay away
But I became greedy to know you more
I suppose I deserve what I became
No sweet Fae-Folk am I
Even if I hear your voices
Even if I see you from time to time
I am never to be with you truly
M.M
As beautiful as can be
Treated like a sore by those who kept the words
All the coin, yet all the care
Washing away all doubt
A wilting relation
Green eyes stalk every move
Every breath is taken in splendor
The love of the holiest
In the end, she wishes
For her palms to bleed
For her death in place of his
But when he rises again she can see
Truly see
And after that everything is different
There is fire in her eyes
The fire of that which is honored
She knows it by name
She is its heart
Gift of the Forest
In the woods to the north
I tied white rope tightly around fir trees
I beat my knuckles against the rough trunks
I carved my own language into the pine needle floor
Distant power seeping from the runes
I climbed trees hiding from the water rising
The killer is in my lungs and brain
I escape to the north woods to forget
To feel life by weaving flowers into my hair
My dilated eyes trace the veins of leaves
Numb fingertips prod through my mouth
Deer stop and stare, beautiful little angels
The green gods are there
And they always listen
I consume the quiet rhythm of the forest
The ghostly ruins of my own life are still in that place
There I am the crowned ruler
There I am the bleary-eyed dreamweaver
I can lose my elder skin in those north woods still
Become a young tawny sapling again
It’s dangerous and a gift
Risen
I press the blood on my palm onto your forehead
You don’t even flinch
We find ourselves so high on a hill
We rise like wooden crosses
Made of the pieces of broken cities
I wish I could protect you from the afterglow
The sacred urn before us holds all of our fates ashes
I know that we’ll find nourishment in the flesh of flowers
Our hearts beat at the same rhythm, often too fast
We run through the darkness, and flit through daylight, blind
The feelings arise like the tides
Guided by the moon and gravity
We cannot deny our affection
Its the universe speaking through mutilated lips
Red strings tied tightly
Turns the flesh lily-white
Burns everything pure
I swear to god that my possession will not seep
Overflow the vessel and run blood into the seas
We sign our names with bone and black ink
Sacred \Geometry
All angles of a short quick breath
Running perfectly straight towards light
Feeling the love from above
And knowing that all you do is divine
Terrestrial love isn’t enough for you any longer
Dirt no longer nourishing
Perfect, Perfectly, and Perfection
A waltz defined through god’s math
Even when your wings melt you fall in such a heavenly pattern
You turned away from the shadow show
You cut every vertex like thick meat
Your instruments are sharper than the tongue
All the wars you imagine
Manifest in numbers and symbols
Your fingers are pointed like sewing needles
You point to the map and tell travelers where to begin
Love Maker
I raised my arm into the moonlight
It spilled into the room like a silver sea
My flesh melted away to reveal tiny delicate bones
This shared hallucination was in the first months
Two creatures of bones and flesh
Sleepy and romantic
I swore I could hear tiny chimes
And the message came through so clear
Stay here
they whisper
I make promises, to you and myself
Twirling my fingers around your hair
Cross my fingers as I wish
That you will cover these bones in gold and jewels
Keep me at this moment
Keep my mind like a saints body
And then the years pass
And I still feel the same as that night
The night my body crumbled before our eyes
Female
Your woman-ness might take a feral hue
You mustn’t ever dampen that vibration
No matter how high the worlds noose rides on your neck
The world will choke you as you feel
Feel the need to cut, burn or starve
But remember that you own yourself
And you don’t owe the executioner
Instead, turn that worry stone over in your hand
Lick the salt away from your wounds
Taste, Feel and Love as you wish
Take in sour and sweet
Remember you are always a child in this universe
And even when it is ugly it is beautiful
Embrace what may be seen as your dangerous traits
Wear your own photo in an invisible locket
Do not waste even a moment
With anyone who seeks to water you down
You deserve to be rabid
Shouldn’t Talk About
He wears marks of sin on his arm
Tells only falsehoods through ophidian tongue
I did not know how to walk away
If only I had known it was just as easy
As walking away
I thought it was all suitable and ignored ennui
Couldn’t hear the sad keys playing behind every interaction
Tried to bite my tongue rather than see stars
I was easy prey
I was so fragmented then
My eyes circled back in my head
After every strike, every touch
How could I stay when I loathed it so much?
You wonder how I ignored what was obvious?
It was harder than leaving
Though people often say otherwise
I was told tangling lies it took a while to decipher
I didn’t want to admit such things were possible in my life
Certainly, it couldn’t be true
I took the largest bite of the apple
Couldn’t seal the box once it was breached
I became the villain in my own fabrication
And that’s what I cannot forget
That’s what I cannot forgive
Medicated
My friends in my head are not in my head
They fade with fear
I can hear their pleas as they disappear
You’ll never know the truth again
they whisper
Death rattles of not just the wicked but also the heavenly ones
There’s so much static that I dread it’s true what they say
I’ll never be able to hear the messages from god again
What if I miss a warning?
What about my friends?
Those who have been there since I was so young
How can I turn my back on them?
I sense it’s greedy and unfair
Stability or ties lost to the only way of living I’ve