Interlude
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Interlude is a collection of poetry and prose inspired by all the things I find poetic. A memoir of 2020 from the eyes of a sixteen year old - of love, loss and grief - inspired by the books I've read, people I've known, places I've called home and the poetry that exists in the world, indefinitely.
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Interlude - Rajshri Bhardwaj
In John Green’s book The Fault in Our Stars, Augustus Waters, like many of the 8 billion of us, fears oblivion. Being forgotten.
We will all fade, till we are nothing but dust mixed with the soil and the only remnants of us are the ones in history books.
We will fade till the only things that are left of us are the ones we loved, and ours only because we loved them.
But what matters is not the fact that oblivion is inevitable, it is how we live our life.
How we spend the time we have, that leads up to this inevitability.
How we decide to make the most of this existential interlude.
Time is not a measure of whether or not you will be remembered.
We are nothing but interludes to an infinity, and what matters is, in the end when we are nothing but dust and the things we loved and a collection of remnants that will fit into a box, or memories in people’s minds, will we have lived, and if we have, will we ever possibly have lived enough?
I wrote this book inspired by the poetry around me, by the poems we find everywhere, but might not pay attention to, or the ones that are more obvious and infinitely appreciated - like Pablo Neruda or Shakespeare’s sonnets or collections of Virginia Woolf’s poetry, or maybe the Starry Night.
I like to believe there is a sense of infiniteness to everything, that even the idea is hopeful, and maybe that is why we hold on to it,
I hope you find a sense of infiniteness in the pages of this book.
With Love,
Rajshri
ii.
1.
memories of you
are an open flame
burning. flaring.
and fire can be beautiful;
but i
have a paper heart.
2.
life mimics art
more than we think it does.
i believe living
is an art.
maybe that is why existences
are so poetic.
3.
Sixteen.
you are thirteen
when you
feel the adrenaline rush
of childhood crushes:
the kind you’d laugh about in five years
at fifteen you fall in love
for the first time.
for the first time you realise
what it is the love songs are about
you realise why love
is incomparable
why all the poems
wouldn’t be enough
to define the thing
even infinity cannot define.
for the first time you
write a thousand poems
a thousand symphonies to the words
that simply do not suffice.
you are sixteen
the first time you realise
there is more to love
than fragile hearts
that will shatter like glass - any given second.
the first time you realise there is love
in falling stars and midnight skies and
flowers that bloom every spring - without fail
and in the butterflies that fly around them.
you realise there is love
in the way you’d wake up
to watch the sunrise and stay up late
to watch the stars
in the way you notice the beauty in how the sun hits your irises
and splits them into a million little fragments.
you are sixteen
the first time you realise
the reason love
is infinite
is because it exists
indefinitely
4.
we think we know
how the story goes.
it is a Sunday morning and you
sit by your window
painting a picture.
in it there is an ocean
and there is a cliff
waves crash against the cliff and
the sky you’ve painted
is a stormy gray.
i can almost hear the waves breaking against the rocks.
almost.
you tell me you want to call it
End of the world
and i ask why.
Because it looks like the world is falling into itself.
but what if the end of the world
is not chaos
but calm.
what if
at the end of it all
the world decides to crumble
into itself
in monotone silence
and we watch
as all we know
falls down on us.
what if the cliffs
remain unfazed
but we turn to the waves
breaking against the rocks
until we are calm oceans.
it is a Sunday morning
in the middle of April.
you go back to painting a picture by your windowsill and now
you have got me contemplating
how we would turn to dust.
right then it starts to drizzle;
starts to rain -
like it always does
and i treasure the way the raindrops fall
and the smell of earth after the rain
like i always do.
like i always do.
5.
Fear.
i say i am afraid of
depths
of strange unknowns that feel like
falling into an ocean
and not knowing how to swim.
Concurrently,
i write poems about falling into oceans and
existing as the voids we are
about oceans and storms
i string my epiphanies together into
words that make me wonder
it fair to be afraid to crumble
but write poems about the pieces
but what is fear
compared to the expanse of us.
6.
gratitude will hug you
like a child
on a warm Sunday afternoon.
it is a Sunday morning and i
sit by a windowsill.
through the spaces between trees
i see bougainvillea behind a white wall
and an empty road
that always looks the same.
a child walks onto the street
i see black hair and brown eyes
and a face covered in a thin layer of dust.
another child walks with him
hand in hand along a pavement.
one of the two children picks out a flower:
pink mixed with a tinge of orange
and smiles at it, then smiles at the shapes his shadow makes
his friend picks out a daisy &
smiles at the white petals - the way they look in his hand.
they look nearly eight and i do not get a chance to talk to them
but the wind blows on my face and
i think it is a bit more gentle.
i look at the shadows the afternoon sun makes on my white walls and
gratitude hugs me
like a small child
on a warm Sunday afternoon.
7.
on museums as havens.
golden walls with
intricate patterns that we
trace with our fingers
a thousand times.
stained glass windows and
ceilings painted with skies
we walk alongside meadows and seas and storms
all at once.
there are
angels holding hands and
people in love
as if they would wrap themselves in an infinite embrace
if they could.
isn't that what love is supposed to be?
we are surrounded by
a thousand sunsets
in hues of pink and blue.
the walls wrap around us as if keeping us safe and we
make playlists and play songs on repeat.
we trace the same patterns
like they are the paths of a house we have built
near the sea.
until it is time to go.
the wind blows my hair into my face.
one last time
before we say goodbye.
8.
Trigger Warning: Anxiety
Anatomy of an anxiety attack.
(based on responses from people)
i.
i crumble.
like a puzzle with a million pieces
till everything is numb
i am
much too familiar with the darkness:
i’ve traced enough shadows in the light that comes in through broken windows
at intervals i measure with a broken clock.
until time comes to a standstill.
ii.
i am
a mind filled with