I Only Speak Catharsis
By Abi Nosrati
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Completely content to have only
the warmth from the blanket of stars
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and in my side-pocket,
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I Only Speak Catharsis - Abi Nosrati
I Only Speak Catharsis
Abi Nosrati
New Degree Press
Copyright © 2022 Abi Nosrati
All rights reserved.
I Only Speak Catharsis
ISBN 979-8-88504-918-4 Paperback
979-8-88504-601-5 Kindle Ebook
979-8-88504-150-8 Ebook
This book is dedicated to:
Every friend I ever showed a poem to through the many years.
To a couple I saw once in 2016.
To my friends in high school who’d stay up with me
on endless calls,
who taught me to feel how I feel and not be sorry for it.
To my friend who turned to me in 2012 and said I
should be a writer, after there was one lyric I couldn’t get out of my head for months. Thank you for believing in me.
Thank you to my friends in college who have stood by me, who have shaped me.
You know who you are and I am
forever empowered by having known you.
To those who betrayed me,
thanks for the lessons and inspiration. I know you are reading this and
I hope you are doing better today.
To the superstars and authors who I wish to call up, your words have given me reason to open my eyes.
To my school and university teachers, thank you for letting me speak my mind in rooms of people. You have given me the space to believe in myself as a person and as a writer.
And to my family, thank you.
I am grateful for my parents who taught me sacrifice—
You have given everything for me. To speak English at all is a gift, let alone write poetry.
I am forever grateful.
I hope you all know how your words have deeply affected me.
Each of you, whether you know it or not, has given life meaning to me.
And for that, I love you.
Contents
IOSC- AUTHOR’S NOTE
1. Carousel (of ‘Carousel’ Trio)
2. Finally / The Song Went Like This (of ‘Carousel’ Trio)
3. Meet Me (of ‘Carousel’ trio)
4. Hey, I’m Abi
5. A Children’s Swimming Pool
6. The Human Heart
7. Beverly Hills
8. Wilt
9. Red Lipstick
10. Wishing Well
11. Child Bride
12. Holden
13. Like I Am
14. Middle of Three
15. Erosion
16. December
17. Trust
18. Humanity
19. Pinball Machine
20. Peace
21. Whiskey Kills
22. Friends
23. That Little Flame I Begged to Be
24. Rust
25. Scar Like Mine
26. Grow
27. The Visit
28. Undone
29. To Be Loved by a Poet
30. Promise Me Now
31. The Maggots Will Know Me Better Than You Do
32. Planets
33. Tatted
34. Eardrums
35. My Organs Know I’m About to Lose Something
36. Letters Lie
37. One Hundred Three
38. Selfish
39. There was an alliance within our war.
40. A Revolving Door of Begging Eyes
41. Choose To
42. Tie the Knot
43. Free Her
44. Fractured Eyes
45. Under Covers
46. Why They Always Saw More to Us
47. Poisoned (I’d Probably Get You Soap)
48. Honest and Real
49. Marrow Song
50. Phantom Pain
51. To: Every Girl from School
52. I Bleed
53. Abandoned
54. Secondhand
55. Stitch Words into My Right Side
56. Unreliable
57. I Think My Scars Speak to Yours
58. I Am Sitting in a Room of 100 People Writing This
59. Confetti
60. Made of Fire
61. Five, 6
Headlights
62. A Writer
FUTHER READING AND RESOURCES
Acknowledgements
I held hands with her all the time, for instance. That doesn’t sound like much, I realize, but she was terrific to hold hands with… Jane was different. We’d get into a gddam movie or something, and right away we’d start holding hands, and we wouldn’t quit till the movie was over. And without changing the position or making a big deal out of it. You never even worried, with Jane, whether your hand was sweaty or not. All you knew was, you were happy. You really were.
-J.D. Salinger’s The Catcher in the Rye, page 103
IOSC- AUTHOR’S NOTE
For those who don’t know me and those who think they do, hey, I’m Abi. I was born Avigail, then became Abigail. I grew up in a Jewish household raised by foreigners in Los Angeles. My parents were born in Iran and grew up in Israel. I’m everything a middle child is and more.
I started writing at twelve or thirteen years old, under other names. Words were always too real to me. They gave permanence to thoughts that otherwise swam in my head. Make no mistake, writers write because they are inherently lonely. They live always alone in their own minds—no matter how extroverted and happy they may be.
I was the