Her Renegade Wolf: Sawtooth Shifters, #3

By Kristen Strassel

When there was a she-wolf shortage in the Sawtooth pack, the elders decided it would be best to sell them to the highest bidder.
I was one of those she-wolves.
So I was a good little wolf and did the right thing. Now I'm stuck in a loveless marriage with a wicked wolf who considers me his property. But I daydream about what my life would've been like if I'd defied my pack and gone with Major Lowe, my fated mate.
Now Major's back after a mysterious disappearance, and claims my husband held him prisoner. He's determined to avenge what was done to him and his brothers. And he'll do whatever it takes to claim his fated mate. Me. He promises things will be different this time, and he can give me and my daughter a life full of love and security.
But I'm not sure which man poses the greatest threat—the man who owns my body, or the man who owns my heart.
Note from Kristen: Her Renegade Wolf was previously published as Conquer Me.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Kristen Strassel
• Release date: Dec 13, 2021
• ISBN: 9798201049461

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Chapter One

Major

Alphas didn’t follow the rules. Alphas broke the rules.

Try telling my brothers that.

You’re fucking crazy, dude, Shea scoffed. Like he should talk. He wore the souvenirs of his latest fight with the same pride a more civilized man would wear a tux; black eye, torn skin, and the satisfaction of walking away under his own power. Wounds healed a lot faster than pride. If you go through with this, they’ll kill you.

Yeah, Xavier added. Technically my second in command, he never spoke out of turn. It was my favorite thing about him. They won’t bother dragging out the torture next time. Your last meal will be your own ball sack.

Ryker’s dead, I reminded them with a growl. If these two weren’t my brothers, I’d never indulge them in this line of reasoning. I didn’t need to explain myself to anyone. Now’s the time for real change. You don’t like the way things are? You make them the way you want them. It’s that simple.

Ryker’s dead because Shadow killed him. Shea didn’t bother to hide his chuckle. He already sported a shiner, so I didn’t punch him. I needed him to have one good eye. No one in the forest cares what the circumstances were. He’s dead, and all they hear is you whining that you didn’t get to him first.

He’s building his new house on Ryker’s land, X said. If you go through with this suicide mission, it’ll look like a pissing contest. You’ve said it yourself a million times—you need to do your own thing.

This is my thing! I slammed my hand against the wall, barely stopping myself from kicking down a row of bikes. We’d finally been able to get the motorcycle shop up and running after six months of being in chains and a month of total human fuckery. Get out of here. Do something fucking useful with yourselves. There’s a bunch of half-built bikes out back that can’t put themselves together. While you work, think about how you’re going to help me, or go ask Shadow if he’s hiring.

X picked up a wrench and glowered at me.

I’m out of here. Shea put his arms up like he was under arrest. That was a drill he was familiar with. He didn’t work with us in the shop. My youngest brother didn’t have the patience required for the precision work the bikes demanded. Instead he’d worked on the ranches that surrounded Granger Falls. I need to find a job before you drag our name through the fucking mud.

What. The. Fuck.

Ryker had been gunning for me my whole life. When I was younger, I reveled in it. I was a giant middle finger fucking up his grand plan. The wealthy wolves didn’t have any contact with the working class wolves anymore, unless one of them gave birth to a baby girl. Then they’d line up with their fancy leather wallets open to claim her for their son; someone who would grow into a man without knowing what it was like to fight for anything. Including his mate.

No working class wolf ever had the balls to question this system. They were all too desperate for the payday to realize the ramifications of what they were doing. But even as a kid, I knew it was bullshit. Not because I was in love with a woman I could never have, but because I realized it meant I was going to die alone.

Ryker claimed Cass for his son, expecting the good little girl to later be a good little wife. There was a reason Cass and I were soulmates. She didn’t take anyone’s shit. But in the end, she still married Walter.

I was the one who got us captured. Ryker might’ve been older than dirt, but no one got that rich by being stupid. He was pissed that his son’s wife would never look at him the way she looked at me. Cass regretted her decision every day, but like my brothers, she couldn’t see that change started with her. Now Cass had a daughter of her own, promised away before she could talk. The woman I knew who used to stand up for herself might have been subdued, but she had to want something more for Emma.

Ryker didn’t give a fuck that I planned to sell his livestock out from under him. He captured us to keep me away from his daughter-in-law. My brothers and the goddamn Channings were collateral damage. With Ryker dead and Shadow taking control of his goons, anything could happen.

I couldn’t let Shadow get too much control. He was a fool; thinking with his dick now that he was in love with the woman who saved us from Ryker’s dog fighting ring, using it as an excuse to taint our bloodlines by mating with humans. They’d give birth to monsters, if they survived. A simple thank you would’ve sufficed. He needed to leave Trina alone.

Shadow wasn’t a leader. Channings had kept peace for generations, making sure everyone in the forest was happy. It wasn’t the time for that shit. We couldn’t placate these rich assholes anymore. There were no working class wolves under the age of ten anywhere in the forest. Soon, there’d be no one to fight their battles and like the Channings, they’d be relying on humans to survive.

It pissed me off.

X had done as he was told, wrenching a bolt into place on a new motorcycle. His work was meticulous, and someone would be damn lucky to get this bike, if they could afford it.

Hey, he said as I approached him, sinking to my knees and getting back to work. Six months in Hell and we had a backlog of orders.

Hey. It was as good as an apology in our family. You know this isn’t just about me and Cass.

Yeah. He sealed his work with a blowtorch, then lifted his goggles. And it’s not about Shadow, either.

Fuck him. His name made my blood run hot. I need you, man. We can’t count on Shea, you know that. I want to go to your mating ceremony, and not watch you hook up with some dipshit human who has no sense of our traditions. Who will never understand what it feels like to have an animal inside her. I want to watch your sons grow up to be stronger and fiercer than you. That’s why I’m doing this.

I know that. X smiled absentmindedly while he worked, daydreaming of pups playing on the lawn. I knew it because I’d had the same vision a million times. The rich rely on us for everything. We need their respect. It’s time for them to say thank you.

Chapter Two

Emma’s scream pierced the deepest recess of my brain. It was one of those high-pitched numbers that should’ve been reserved for an encounter with a serial killer. I’d spent my life surrounded by werewolves with chips on their shoulders, but Hell hath no fury like my five-year-old not getting her way.

Ride it out, I said warily to Connie, Emma’s nanny. I didn’t need a nanny, but Walter insisted I have help, and Emma loved her. I rubbed my temples, this tantrum was taking its toll. But I wasn’t giving into it, no matter how painful it was for all of us. She’s getting tired.

Emma, will you be a good girl for your Nini? Connie ignored me. Emma always ignored me, which is how we got into this mess in the first place. I’d asked her to stop flying the little remote control helicopter Daddy got her in the house. It was a rescue copter, complete with a migraine inducing siren, and five-year-olds didn’t know how to drive yet. She’d already broken a lamp and scared the shit out of Roscoe, our dog.

My daughter cozied up to the older woman, batting her eyelashes, playing her much more adeptly than she had her toy. She nodded and gave Connie a toothy grin that could grace magazine covers. I’d had enough offers for her to model, but I refused every one of them. Emma already believed she was a princess, and I