My Unchanging Chameleon

By Tanisha Williams

I searched for love for many year from various sites. I had several honors to love , but never had the pleasure of receiving it back. This wasn't only sought for from sexual relations, but from friends, family and strangers. I stumbled, fell, hit brick walls and got ran over time and time again. Through all these openings as I now know that they were. I met the love I have always needed In my life. The love I love and the love that loves me unconditionally in return. I now share my love story with you. To encourage and birth a new you for you. Meet the one I fell In love with who loves me endlessly. My unchanging Chameleon. I never envisioned being an author, songwriter, singer successful business woman or poet yet I've always wanted to tell my story in such a way that it strengthens, motivates, uplifts and encourages women and young girls to know their worth, to show them how struggles, downfall, and disappointment are all charging boulders to be used to keep us moving for'ward.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Tanisha Williams
• Release date: Oct 11, 2022
• ISBN: 9798215046456

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T a n i s h a  D. W i l l i a ms

MY UNCHANGING CHAMELEON

Copyright © 2022 Tanisha Dacia Williams

MY UNCHANGING CHAMELEON INCLUDES BIBLICALLY

REFERENCED QUOTES, INCLUDING SOME PARAPHRASES AND SOME DIRECTLY FROM THE BIBLE. DIFFERENT VERSIONS ARE USE THROUGHOUT THE BOOK.

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Unless otherwise stated, all scripture references are taken from the Holy Bible (KJV, Amplified, NLT versions).

This book was first published in the UK.

For further information contact:

Tanisha Dacia Williams

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENT

To the Holy Spirit, who gets all the credit for the understanding to accept and use my trials as the bridge to knowing and leading to kingdom life. To my mother, Mrs Beverley Howell, who gave me the zeal to dust off myself, pray, and move forward even with tears. 

To my children, Duvauwn, Tamoya, Alonso, and Alana, who were my reasons to never give up.

To my lessons, which gave me conquered testimonies.

DEDICATION

This book is dedicated to the women who have searched for their perfect love.

This is also for those who have been so badly beaten and crucified inwardly to the extent where you feel all hope is gone.

This book is for those who can hear and understand yet are still seeking shelter from this natural world. 

During this search, you have exhausted being hurt.

It's also for that woman or young lady who has done everything to make the current HIM love you for you.

But, instead, you received heartaches and pain. Again, and again, and again.

This book calls for the women/men who are still in search of that perfect love and each time you think that you have found the one, you soon find out how much you have been in denial. Because for him/her, it was all about the supine and prone positions.

For the women who have finally found Him (loving, unchanging Chameleon) and are experiencing the love you have desired your whole life. This beautiful, pure, kind, freely given agape love, that is unfailing, ever faithful, sincere, and true.

Without judgement, this book is for you my, queens! Thank you.

Isaiah 54:4, 5 & 6 tells us:

Fear not; you will no longer live in shame. Do not be afraid; there is no disgrace for you. You will no longer remember the shame of your youth and the sorrows of widowhood.

Psalms 18:2 tells us:

The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; My God, my strength, in whom I will trust; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

Romans 12:2 tells us:

And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

Psalms 34:8 tells us:

Oh, taste and see that the Lord is God, blessed is the man who takes refuge in him.

Romans 15:21 tells us this:

But as it is written, to whom he was not spoken of, they shall see: and they that have not heard shall understand.

TABLE OF CONTENTS

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT

DEDICATION

Favour relocated me through grace—————————————————————————1

My chameleon————————————————————————————————————-—1

CHAPTER 1: Obliterated mourning—————————————————————————7

CHAPTER 2: Knowing Him vs. knowing of Him——————————————-—26

CHAPTER 3: Bruised; thinking they are you———————————————————39

CHAPTER 4: Trusting in God all the way———————————————————-—44

CHAPTER 5: I found God through my hurt sites————————————————51

CHAPTER 6: Cry and pray, He still hears you——————————————————64

CHAPTER 7: Joy, peace, and HAPPINESS——————————————————-—92

CHAPTER 8: Expose you to God, not to men—————————————————103

A PAGE FROM TANISHA’s DIARY—————————————————————119

MY CHAMELEON

Someone might ask, why should I use a chameleon to juxtapose with God? I am pretty sure that many people will ask this question, especially religious people!

Let’s look at what a chameleon is:

Chameleons adapt to colors. They change (their appearance) their color to represent their feelings wherever they go. For example, they change their color to match whatever environment they encounter.

Well, chameleons also come in many different forms. They can copy the color of the current environment wherever they go. Their adaptation is impeccable, and even though we might see them as not very pretty animals, they adapt to some beautiful, God-created colors.

Therefore, I have used this transforming creature to depict the title and contents of my book. The truth is that our God never changes. In season or out of season, He remains the same. 

He is never hidden from us. He’s always present and readily available to be our guide, and strength, and carry us whenever we faint.

He is willing and able to meet you and loves you right where you are without changing who He is, allowing you to know that He is always with you in every situation.

UNCHANGING means wherever, whenever, whatever; always the same.

CHAMELEONS can change or transform their appearance to their environment wherever they go.

GOD can understand with us, through us, and in us at whatever stage, wherever, or whenever we call on Him through his spirit.

He is always present, willing, and readily available to be with us in sickness, sadness, heartaches, or when we’re feeling abandoned by partners.

The chameleon’s color depicts all that I have mentioned above and so much more in the situations in which God almighty meets us. He abides there with us, yet He remains unchanged—the same in all our situations in this life.

Are you sick today? God is with you always!

Are you lonely today? God is with you always!

Are you depressed? God is with you always!

Feeling disappointed and disadvantaged, God is with you always!

Things seem so unfair; God is with you always!

If you are feeling overwhelmed or overloaded, God is with you always!

Right there with you, without judgment.

Be encouraged, be blessed, and embrace the corrections of our father, God.

Romans 15:4 & 21 tells us this:

"For whatever was written in former days was written for our instruction, that through endurance and through the encouragement of the Scriptures we

might have hope."

Romans 15:4 ESV

But as it is written, Those who have never been told of him will see, and those who have never heard

will understand."

Romans 15:21 ESV

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HIM AND ME

Come sit with me and let me tell you how I WON!

My cape/my strength/my faith/my empowerment/my victories!!!

Always the same in all our

Situations: Grace right

There where you are...

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TO TELL THE UNTOLD

Once I Was Lost Now I Am Found.

OBLITERATED MOURNING

The luckiest girl

Today, I stand amazed at how merciful and gracious our God is to us. As a child, I often heard scriptures quoted.

One, love them that hurt you, love them that demean and use you, and love them that say all manner of evil against you, for my (God’s) name’s sake.

Two, fret not yourselves because of evildoers.

Three, trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not to your understanding, but in all your ways acknowledge him (God), and he will direct your path.

What I said above was well-known back in my Sunday school days. It was well memorized and quoted so beautifully. It sounded very good.

Now I can see presently that God’s spoken words are a lamp (a clearcut path) to my life and direct me daily.

Yes, all those memorized