Chemistry 101

By Lorana Hoopes

Have you ever had to pack all your belongings in a trash bag?

 

No? Just me then. Trust me, it's not glamorous, so I can't help hoping this is my last home. After all, I'll be graduating soon and then I can be on my own.

 

Unfortunately, fate has something else planned which is how star quarterback, Aaron Richards ends up in my life.

 

If only he didn't have a snarky ex-girlfriend who's determined to ruin my life. I never thought I would be the one to stand up to her, but I can't just let her walk all over me. Can I?

 

Looking for a clean romance that's safe for the whole family? USA Today Best-selling author Lorana Hoopes has you covered with this heart-warming romance.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lorana Hoopes
• Release date: Dec 15, 2022
• ISBN: 9798215077603

Lorana Hoopes

Lorana Hoopes is an inspirational romance writer originally from Texas. She now lives in the Pacific Northwest with her husband and three children where she works full time as a teacher. When not working or writing, she can be found kickboxing in her gym or singing at her church.

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Chapter 1

Sloane

Awhite trash bag. That’s what they hand you when you’re a foster kid and it’s time to move from one home to the next. Not a backpack, not a tote bag, or even a pillowcase. A white trash bag. Sometimes a black one as if the color matters. It doesn’t. It could be purple zebra print and it still wouldn’t be anything more than a trash bag. A depressing symbol of my broken life.

I used to wonder why we only got trash bags. I mean, I know the state doesn’t spend a lot on us but I’ve seen some inexpensive bags that are a little less humiliating than trash bags. One time, I even got up the nerve to ask why. The social worker I had at the time, the one before Rhonda, who was meaner and always smelled of cigarettes and depression, told me it was because kids come from homes with bedbugs and lice and those bugs can live in regular bags or suitcases that are hard to wash.

The thought process she said, waving her hands in the air like she was some sort of symphony conductor, was that a suitcase might just sit for a while, allowing the bug infestation to grow and eventually take over the house. With a trash bag, you can simply throw the washable contents into the washer and dryer and throw away the bag, thus removing any bugs that might be there. It made sense at the time, I guess. Now that I’ve had time to really process her explanation, it no longer does because if you don’t burn the bag or you throw it away in the house, wouldn’t the bugs still infest the house? I have to assume she meant they threw it away in the dumpsters outside, but regardless, I wasn’t moving from a bug infested place. At least not this time.

This time I was moving from a drunk man who spent all the foster money on booze, and a woman who tried to earn it back prostituting herself and had managed to get picked up by the police. Still, I could have made it work. After all, I only have one more year of this and then I’ll be eighteen and on my own. I was keeping my head down and minding my own business, but Darla had to go and get herself arrested. When the police ran her address, they found out she was a foster parent. Then they called Rhonda, who, unlike the first caseworker I had, actually cared about what happened to me. She showed up here half an hour ago, handed me a bag, and told me to pack my stuff.

My stuff. That’s a joke. I roll my eyes as I shove the few shirts I own into the bag. As if I have much. I was poor before I got thrown into foster care, but almost everything I owned was left when they plucked me from my parents’ house. The original case worker - Corinna, even her name still makes me shiver - told me to grab my things, but not knowing what she meant or how long I was going to be gone, I grabbed my favorite stuffed animal (I was twelve at the time), a few books, my favorite shirts and my pillow. She was mad as a hornet when she realized I’d barely brought anything with me, but I didn’t have the courage to tell her it was her fault for not being explicit with a twelve-year-old. For someone who worked with kids, she seemed to know little about them.

After that, the only additions to my meager stash of belongings were from the families I lived with. Some were better than others, but suffice it to say I now own exactly six shirts, two pairs of jeans, one pair of shorts and one pair of shoes - no sandals or dress shoes for me. My non-clothing items consist of a grand total of three books - two that I snuck from my last house and one that a previous teacher gave me. She said it was for doing so well and because she could tell I liked the book, but I’m pretty sure it was because I was a foster kid. I could see the pity in her eyes when she handed it to me, right before her eyes shifted to the floor like most people’s do when they find out. I used to get offended by it, but now I realize it’s their way of dealing with the cognitive dissonance. They can’t take me in, so they hope a book or a jacket will make up for it. It doesn’t, but at least it shows they’re trying a little. Sadly, they probably don’t do anything else to help, but that’s the messed up, self-obsessed system we live in. Honestly, I’ll take those people any day over the ones who act like I have cooties and try to pretend I don’t exist. Those are the ones that really cut.

Along with the books, I have the meager school supplies Rhonda managed to score for me before the year started. Frank and Darla couldn’t be bothered to get me supplies. Most days they couldn’t even be bothered to get me food. All of my items don’t even fill a trash bag, but then again, they rarely do.

Sloane, are you ready? We need to go. Rhonda checks her watch. It’s not a fancy watch, no Apple watch or anything techy for Rhonda - probably because she’s afraid some of the kids might steal it, and some of the rougher ones might - but it’s more than I have. I had a watch a few homes ago, nothing expensive or anything, just a discount one a foster parent had picked up for me, but the oldest girl at the home I ended up in decided she needed it more than I did. I fought her for it, and she got a black eye for her trouble, but I ended up having to give her the watch, and I haven’t had one since. Nor do I have a cell phone like most kids nowadays, but I make do. When I get out of high school, I plan to get a job for a few months to afford one.

Yeah, I guess. Where are we going this time? Disneyland? Dollywood? Okay, so I can be a little sarcastic sometimes, especially with Rhonda, but who wouldn’t toss some sarcasm if they were in my situation? I throw the dehumanizing white trash bag over my shoulder as she shoots me a glare and opens the front door.

Good riddance, Frank, the drunk, calls from his favorite recliner. It’s old and faded, much like Frank, and perfectly molded to his overweight frame. I rarely saw him out of the chair, and I often wondered how much time he spent in it before I arrived. He’s wearing his favorite once white tank top, the kind they call wife beaters because of people like Frank, and nursing a warm beer, his favorite beverage of choice. I’m not sure I’ve ever seen him sober now that I think about it.

I’ll miss you too, I mutter, rolling my eyes as we step onto the porch.

Rhonda closes the door behind me. You are too sassy for your own good sometimes, she says as she clomps down the rickety steps. Rhonda always reminds me of comfort food - not fancy but filling. Her noisy footsteps aren’t due to her build or her gait though. It’s the hideous black shoes she’s always wearing. She swears they’re the most comfortable shoes ever, but I can’t see how. They’re ugly as sin and have to weigh twenty pounds. When I get older and can afford to buy my own shoes, I will never purchase clodhoppers. I don’t care how comfortable they are.

I shrug. It’s kept me alive so far. Well, that and knowing how to blend in and when to keep my head down. Staying alive and sane as a foster kid is a balancing act of sugar and spice.

She opens the back door of the car and motions for me to throw my bag in the back before sliding into the driver’s seat. I toss it in, not caring how it lands. Nothing breakable in there anyway.

So, tell me about the new family, I say as I buckle my seatbelt. Do they have a huge family? Is it another drunk man of the house or a handsy one this time?

Rhonda glares at me, but she can’t say much because she knows I’m right. I’ve been in four foster homes since the state took me out of my parents’ home. That’s better than some kids, and none of the moves have been because of my behavior, but all of the previous homes have had one problem or another. This is a new family. They just got approved to foster a few weeks ago, so you’ll be their first permanent child.

Great, I say, sinking down in my seat, a family who doesn’t know what they’re doing. I guess a family like that could be better - at least they might not know how to play the system - but I also feel like they might be woefully unprepared like I was when I got thrown into these unnavigated waters.

They know what they’re doing, Rhonda says, turning on her blinker. They’ve had kids of their own and they’ve had a few short-term stays.

So, what’s the catch? She doesn’t say the word, but I can feel it, hovering in the car like an unseen force. Do I have to change schools again?

I know this would be a big deal to most kids, but it really isn’t to me. It’s not like I have friends I’d be leaving. I don’t really do friends. And I certainly don’t need them. Friends want to come to your house, and not only would I not want to bring friends to the places I’ve lived, it’s not generally an option. And once kids find out you’re a foster kid, they’re less likely to want to come over, mainly because they don’t know what to expect. It stings, but I’ve gotten used to it by now. Plus, I don’t have time for relationships. My goal is to study hard, get a scholarship, and do something with my life. I’ve been dealt a pretty crappy hand, but I refuse to let it rule me. So, while I’ve got a pretty good routine at my current school, changing schools wouldn’t be that big of an issue.

She chews on her lip. No, you won’t have to change schools. It’s not a question, but her voice lilts up at the end, and I can tell whatever the issue is, it’s big.

Okay, so what is it? Are they planning to move in a month? Is it a farm where I’m going to have to learn to milk cows? I’m not particularly outdoorsy, but I could think of worse things.

She glances over at me and then turns back to the road. Her hands tighten on the steering wheel. They’re Christian, and part of their conditions are that any kid in their home will go to church with them.

Church? No, thank you. I’d rather milk a cow every day. What? Nuh uh. I shake my head sharply, my nose scrunching up in disgust. Just pull over now and drop me off in the street. I’m not going to church, Rhonda. What’s God ever done for me? I pull on the door handle, but it won’t open while we’re driving. I scowl at the door. Stupid safety features.

There is nowhere else, Sloane. Every other home is either full or…

She doesn’t finish her sentence, but I know what she was going to say. I’ve already been to the other homes, and more importantly, been removed from them.

Besides, church isn’t all that bad. It’s only an hour or two once a week, and maybe you’ll even make some friends.

Doubtful, I say, wishing I had a hat I could pull low over my eyes. I keep my hair long so I can use it to hide my face, but it’s not perfect, unfortunately. I’d rather have no one see me at all.

Well, you’ll have to give it a shot, Rhonda says as she pulls into the driveway of a blue and white two-story home. An American flag waves proudly from the porch, the grass is short and manicured, and the flower bed appears well taken care of. It’s actually a nice-looking house - one of the nicer ones I’ve been at, at least from the outside - but I’ll never say that out loud.

They better not be like the Brady Bunch, I mumble under my breath as I open the car door and grab my bag from the back. Rhonda appears at my side and leads the way to the front door. She rings the bell, and I drop my gaze to my worn-out sneakers. I hate meeting new families for the first time. I hate the way I look. I hate how worn my clothes are, and I hate that they generally open with fake smiles for the social workers before reality sets in.

The door opens, and I can’t help but glance up at the sound of the warm voice. Hello, you must be Sloane. I’m Linda Chase.

Linda makes me think of sugar. Her hair is mostly dark and cut short, but strands of gray are clearly winning some battles. The lines on her face appear etched where she smiles, but she doesn’t look that old. Late forties or early fifties maybe, and her eyes are kind.

Her clothes, however, leave a lot to be desired, and that’s saying a lot coming from a girl who has nothing. Her shirt is a flowery blouse monstrosity and her pants are a pale blue color of some fabric that is clearly not denim. It matches, but it turns my stomach like spinning toys on playgrounds do.

Rhonda nudges me. Say hello, Sloane.

Why? I doubt I’ll be here long enough for it to matter. That’s actually not true, and I’m not sure why my sarcasm is coming out now. Usually, I save it until I get to know the family better.

Oh, I think you’ll be here longer than you think. Linda tosses a conspiratorial wink at me like we’re two buddies sharing a secret or something. Come on in and I’ll show you your room.

I look up at Rhonda with one final desperate pleading look, but she shakes her head and motions for me to follow Linda. With a sigh, I step into the house. The scent of freshly baked cookies wafts through the air and my stomach rumbles as I realize I haven’t eaten all day.

Someone sounds hungry, Linda says with a wide smile. We were just about to have dinner, and I have cookies for dessert, so how about we get you set up and then get you fed?

I shrug nonchalantly, but the rumbling of my stomach calls me out for the liar I am. The sparkle in Linda’s eyes tells me she has me, at least for now. She leads the way upstairs and Rhonda falls into place beside me as I follow. Though she always checks out the houses before she places me, she still accompanies me to the room the families set up for me as well. It’s probably her job, but I like to think it’s her way of trying to look out for me as much as possible. Rhonda’s the closest thing I’ve had to a mother in years.

This was my oldest daughter’s room, Linda says, opening the door, She went through a bit of a goth stage, but she’s been out of the house for ten years now, so you’re welcome to redecorate it.

Though I try to play it cool, my eyes widen when I step into the room. I don’t often get my own room at foster homes, and when I do, they’re about the size of a closet and not a walk-in closet, one of those single door, only-holds-about-twenty-hangers-well, monstrosities. This room is bigger than any I’ve had before. The bed is probably a full if not a queen, and it’s on an actual frame unlike the last bed which consisted of a mattress on the floor. It’s not even a cheap simple frame.

Reviews for Chemistry 101

[Pat F. Carpenter · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

This is an interesting look at the trials of being a foster teenager & a teen whose father is quite selfish. There is bullying & making fun of the foster girl. It is a good story with life lessons. Certainly, parents should talk with their teens after they have read the book. The ending doesn't totally wrap up an issue & I believe there will be several more books in this series. I received an ARC from the author. This is my voluntary review.