Beyond the Mailbox: A Life with Chronic Illness
By Pat Gavula
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Living with a chronic illness is not for the faint of heart. Beyond the Mailbox explores the physical, psychological, spiritual, social, and medical aspects of life with Myalgic Encelphalomyelitis, commonly known as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. The author draws upon her experience and training as a physician assistant and chaplain, and her
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Beyond the Mailbox - Pat Gavula
Beyond the Mailbox
Beyond the Mailbox
A Life with Chronic Illness
Pat Gavula
© 2023 Pat Gavula. All rights reserved.
The author invites your comments at
www.beyondthemailbox.net.
For Pat Soychak who said,
You have to get this information out there
.
Table of Contents
Introduction
A Bit About Me
So, What Is Myalgic Encephalomyelitis?
What’s It Like?
What Is Wellness?
Suffering
Wishing for Death
Struggles and Attitudes
You Just Don’t Get It
Please! No Platitudes!
Now
Final Thoughts
Recommended Reading
Acknowledgements
He had to give up work and embrace the sorry occupation known as taking care of one’s self. At first he was greatly disgusted; it appeared to him that it was not himself in the least that he was taking care of, but an uninteresting and uninterested person with whom he had nothing in common. This person, however, improved on acquaintance, and Ralph grew at least to have a certain grudging tolerance, and even undemonstrative respect, for him. Misfortune makes strange bedfellows, and our young man, feeling that he had something at stake in the matter – it usually seemed to him to be his reputation for common sense – devoted to his unattractive protégé an amount of attention of which note was duly taken, and which had at least the effect of keeping the poor fellow alive.
Henry James The Portrait of a Lady
Too tired for company,
You seek a solitude
You are too tired to fill.
Dag Hammerskjold Markings
Introduction
This is a book about my experience living with Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), commonly known as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS).
The intent of this book is to give hope to my fellow travelers on the ME road, to give travelers on other roads some insight into the ME journey and how they might read the map by which those with ME guide their lives, and to portray the physical, emotional, spiritual, and social struggles of living with chronic illness.
I write from the perspective of someone who has lived the greater part of my adult life with ME to one extent or another. I also write as a former physician assistant. From that perspective I can speak with a modicum of expertise in medical matters and about the medical world. I also write from the other side of the stethoscope in my role as a patient. A Master’s degree in theology and training in spiritual direction help me write from theological and spiritual perspectives.
I hope that all these aspects of myself blend together in this writing and pull together various themes related to living with chronic illness in general and ME in particular.
This is not a medical book nor will it give you the magic you need to return your life to normal should you be living with ME. It is not intended as a substitute for seeking qualified medical consultation for whatever symptoms you may be experiencing. I do hope, however, that it gives you some reason to get up again tomorrow.
This is my story. Yours is different. Honor mine and honor yours.
A Bit About Me
From my perspective there are two kinds of people in the world: those who awaken and say, Good Morning, God!
, and those who awaken and say, Good god. Morning.
I belong to the latter group.
Facing another day is difficult when it is likely to be just like the previous innumerable of days of low energy, poor stamina, and the struggle to accomplish life’s tasks. Can I stand long enough to brush my teeth? Do I even bother flossing today, or only if I sit down to do it?
Day after relentless day of this prompts one to think about the purpose of one’s life. What value is there to a life that is primarily focused on slogging from one task to another with no light at the end of the tunnel? It gives a new twist to the term tunnel vision
.
For those living with a chronic illness the world becomes very small.