I Must Belong Somewhere: Poetry and Prose
By Dawn Lanuza
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TRIGGER WARNING:
This book contains discussions on death, suicide ideation, violence, bullying, injury, self-harm, body image, sexism, and mental health. If you feel triggered in between these pages, feel free to give yourself the space and time to breathe.
Take care of yourself.
1
She didn’t know where she was from.
On the first day of school, freshman year, people tried to know each other by asking three things: name, major, hometown.
She knew the answers to the first two questions, but she’d always answered the last one with a question mark. It wasn’t that she lied; it was true. She had lived in that place longer than any place she’d been in, and yet she refused to call it home. She still thought of it as temporary, and she’d struggled to understand why, but then
she remembered.
She once slept in another city
and woke up in this town.
She’d never seen so much land
and trees and rocks and colorful flowers
bunched up in little bouquets of
yellow and pink, yellow and pink.
She was happy for a minute.
She thought she’d stumbled upon
a place where fairies could exist.
The fireflies haloed the top of her head,
crowned her their princess,
and granted her a wish.
She was who they’d been waiting for,
and if she opened her hands,
a glow would reveal her power:
a light, blinding and searing.
That summer, she played to her heart’s content. She ran around the railways and let the dust kiss her feet as she danced and twirled around it. She picked fruits from her uncle’s backyard and ate them until her chin was sticky from the nectar that dripped from her mouth. She convinced herself that she lived in a storybook because, for the first time, she was allowed to dip into a pool of water so cold her insides shivered. She loved her freedom, and she cruised the rivers looking for snails and toads, dared to visit the places where they said mythical creatures roamed.
And yet.
She knew that summer was ending. She started noticing notebooks piling up for school. The spiral spring had been taken off its sides, and the elders spun colorful yarns around to keep the leaves bound together. They started to bring up June, and it sounded like a threat, another separation from a world she just met.
But the day came when she had to leave. They had her bags packed and everything. They never said she was going home; she would just have to go. And because she was young and braver then, she asked the question no one had been asking.
She asked, When are we going home?
And she knew, the moment those words left her mouth, that she wasn’t.
She’s been leaving and arriving at places with a cautious heart since then. She’s aware that living in places is temporary,