Me, Not Being Me
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A young women's journey through life, pretending to be something that she's not. Along the way there will be love, loss, discovery and many tears. Suffering through life while trying to love and be loved.
Nicholas James Zornow
Nicholas James Zornow is an author of many stories and books. He lives in upstate New York.
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Me, Not Being Me - Nicholas James Zornow
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A headboard knocking against the wall with the vigorous rocking of the queen-sized bed in this one-bedroom apartment. A couple having sex rather than making love, because one of the partners was not representing who she was.
The close up of a young Puerto Rican girl, with beautiful, luscious, frizzy hair that just barely covered the left side of her face was pure beauty. And as her partner was swaying about, sloppily, she did not know if he even knew what he was doing.
They have been together for about a year and a half, but this sloppy, overweight male did not open his eyes while rocking the bed. Loud grunts, but that was all.
The other half of the beautiful twenty-three-year old’s face was exposed as she was looking far across the room at a picture of her family, completely uninvested in the sensual act that was anything but. The look on her face in the family picture purely showed that she was the black sheep in the family of four. You could tell just by the frozen, captured image of her awkward, fake smiled face.
Her eye makeup, particularly her eye liner was dripping down the exposed side of her face as her tears rolled on down. She was doing the opposite of making love. Not having hate in her heart, but rather knowing she was meant for something different, for somebody different.
This girl, Joanna, was different than anybody she knew. She was gay and hiding it. Oh god how she wished she hadn’t had to hide her true emotions. Even Carol, who was her older sister, and her rock did not know. Even hugging Joanna tightly in the picture, she did not know.
Then, Joanna’s boyfriend had finished. He then went to the bathroom to dispose of the used condom. Joanna sniffled and wiped her eyes as she felt shame and pain. Joanna’s boyfriend, Rick, left the bathroom and he saw the emotional stress poured over Joanna’s face. It was quite intense, and he addressed the situation, even though he normally did not.
Babe? You Good?
Rick asked but didn’t actually care. He was the type of man that was burly and quite ignorant, thinking he was in a vibrant