Trapped in This World: Culture on the Edge—The Omnibus of Pop Culture Writing by A. J. Payler (writing as Aaron Poehler)
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ABOUT THE BOOK
From the murder of Bobby Fuller to the ascent of Soul Asylum, A. J. Payler covered the most interesting corners of the music world during a time of unprecedented upheaval and change in the music industry. Ferreting out little-exposed corners of pop culture with the tenacity of a devotee, Trapped in This World: Pop Culture on the Edge—The Omnibus of Pop Culture Writing by A. J. Payler (writing as Aaron Poehler) is the most expansive collection available, including pieces that originally appeared in Flipside, Tail Spins, Eye Magazine, Razorcake, BC Magazine and many other publications, including interviews, profiles, and over five hundred music reviews found nowhere else.
Now expanded by over 350 pages—over a hundred thousand words of articles and reviews previously unseen for decades!
Featuring:
Dave Pirner of Soul Asylum
The Strange Case of Bobby Fuller
Back to Monk Time with The Monks
Making Time for the Creation
In the Eyes of St. Nic of Detroit
Behind the Curtain of the Record Industry with Moses Avalon
The Saga of Iggy Pop and the Stooges
Bill Hicks: Preaching Comedy's Dark Side
Del Close and Wasteland—Interview with John Ostrander
"I Want to Last"—Interview with Kevin Shima of Homunculus
Ativin
Jimi Hendrix
Joy Division
Slim Moon (KIll Rock Stars)
Spacemen 3
Les Sexareenos
Electric Frankenstein
My Dad is Dead
Sunset Sessions
Columns for Razorcake
Plus over five hundred reviews, including:
The Leaving Trains
Slingshot Episode
Iggy Pop and the Stooges
Captain Beefheart
David Bowie
The Avengers
Joy Division
The Brian Jonestown Massacre
Swans
Three Mile Pilot
The Black Heart Procession
Spiritualized
The Wedding Present
Can
The Panics
The Walking Ruins
The Cramps
The Dead Kennedys
Richard Buckner
Eddi Reader
The Flaming Lips
Boy Genius
Dinosaur Jr.
The Replacements/Paul Westerberg
Tugboat Annie
Transfer
Melvins
Scrawl
Unwritten Law
Greg Ginn
The Jesus and Mary Chain
Guided by Voices
Four Letter Word
AWOLNATION
Hawkwind
The Church
DJ Spooky That Subliminal Kid
Massive Attack
Manu Chao
Flight of the Conchords
Mojo Nixon
Rocket From the Tombs
Roger Miller
Bob Mould
GIVERS
Ramones
The Residents
Peter Perrett
MC5
Warren Zevon
Faith No More
Pulp
Guns 'N' Roses
...and hundreds more!
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About the Book
From the murder of Bobby Fuller to the ascent of Soul Asylum, Aaron Poehler covered the most interesting corners of the music world during a time of unprecedented upheaval and change in the music industry. Ferreting out little-exposed corners of pop culture with the tenacity of a devotee, Trapped in This World: Pop Culture on the Edge—The Omnibus of Pop Culture Writing by A. J. Payler (writing as Aaron Poehler) is the most expansive collection available, including pieces that originally appeared in Flipside, Tail Spins, Eye Magazine, Razorcake, BC Magazine, and many other publications, including interviews, profiles, and hundreds of music reviews found nowhere else.
Now expanded by over 350 pages—over a hundred thousand words of articles and reviews previously unseen for decades!
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Trapped in This World: Culture on the Edge—The Omnibus of Pop Culture Writing
Trapped in This World: Culture on the Edge
The Omnibus of Pop Culture Writing
by A. J. Payler
(writing as Aaron Poehler)
Author Jet PressCopyright © 2024 by A. J. Payler
All rights reserved. The moral right of the author has been asserted. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without written permission from the author, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.
Cover design: A. J. Payler
Cover image elements: Daniel Schludi, PicsFive
Contents
List of Reviews
Trapped in This World
Dave Pirner of Soul Asylum
The Strange Case of Bobby Fuller
Back to Monk Time
Making Time for The Creation
In The Eyes of St. Nic of Detroit
Behind the Curtain of the Record Industry with Moses Avalon
The Saga of Iggy and The Stooges
Bill Hicks: Preaching Comedy’s Dark Side
Del Close and Wasteland—Interview with John Ostrander
Ativin
I Want to Last
—An Interview with Kevin Shima of Homunculus
The Spacemen 3 Catalog in Review
The Jimi Hendrix Catalog in Review
Joy Division
Columns for Razorcake
Les Sexareenos with Hellbound Hounds and Maggotmouth, Friday November 16, 2001, Pink Cadillac Honolulu, Hawaii
Insider Report: Slim Moon (Kill Rock Stars)
Insider Report: Mr. Jimmi (Ariana Records)
Insider Report: Patrick Arn (Gotham Records)
Sunset Sessions Rock 2011
Reviews
About A. J. Payler
Music by Aaron Poehler
List of Reviews
A3 - Exile On Coldharbour Lane
Adam West - Right On!
A Day For Honey - self-titled
Hasil Adkins - What The Hell Was I Thinking
The Aesthetics - Incunabula
AFI - Shut Your Mouth and Open Your Eyes
Aging Process - For All Those Left Behind
Alison’s Halo - Eyedazzler 1992-1996
All That - The Whop Boom Bam
Alternative TV - Apollo
another sevenfold - self-titled
The Anti-Nowhere League - Scum
Armchair Martian - Hang On, Ted
The Assmen - Enema Nation
Assorted Jelly Beans - What’s Really Going On?!?
Aura Anthropica - American Blindfold
The Autumns - The Angel Pool
The Avengers - Died For Your Sins
Backstreet Law - Hockey Helmet
Bad Brains - Omega Sessions
BadTown Boys - Another Fine Day
Erykah Badu - Live
Bane - Holding This Moment
Bassholes - Blue Roots
Beat Angels - Red Badge of Discourage
Beatnik Termites - Ode To Susie And Joey
/Termite Hop
7-inch
The Beekeepers - Killer Cure
Bell - Viral Love
/Unshockable
The Bells - The Ultimate Seaside Companion
Be/Non - Meet The Person Most Responsible For Your Safety
Bent Leg Fatima - Bent Leg Fatima
Big Drill Car - Small Block EP
The Billy Nayer Show - The American Astronaut
The Birthday Party - Live 1981-82
Barry Black - Tragic Animal Stories
Black Dawn - self-titled demo
The Black Heart Procession - 2
Blindspot - Acceleration Zero
Blink 182 - Enema of the State
Blur - 13
The Body Lovers - Number One Of Three
David Bowie - Heathen
David Bowie - Hours...
Boxcar Satan - Crooked Mile March
Boxer - The Hurt Process
Boy Genius - Last Grand Experiment
The Brian Jonestown Massacre - Braveryrepetitionandnoise
The Brian Jonestown Massacre - Bringing It All Back Home, Again
The Brian Jonestown Massacre - Give It Back!
Mark Bruback/Whorehouse of Representatives - Burn Down Nike Town split 7-inch
Buckethead - Colma
Richard Buckner - Bloomed
Richard Buckner - Since
Burnt Taters - Vox Box
Buzzcrusher - self-titled 7-inch
Jean Caffeine - Knocked Down 7 Times Got Up 8
John Cale - Eat/Kiss - Music for the Films by Andy Warhol
Callaghan - Paddy Polski 7-inch
Can - Sacrilege
The Candy Snatchers - Human Zoo!
Captain Beefheart and His Magic Band - Safe As Milk/The Mirror Man Sessions
Car Bomb Driver - self-titled 7-inch
Wendy Carlos - Tales Of Heaven and Hell
Cease/Clairmel - split 7-inch
Cellophane - self-titled
Manu Chao - Clandestino
Manu Chao - …Proxima Estacion…Esperanza
Craig Chaquico - Once In A Blue Universe
Chemical People - Arpeggio Motorcade
Chocolate Kiss - set yourself on fire
Chrome Locust - Chrome Locust
The Chubbies - Tres Flores
The Church - After Everything Now This
Ciao Bella - 1
Cloud Eleven - Cloud Eleven
CO2 - 21st Century S.O.S.
Commander Venus - The Uneventful Vacation
Common Rider - Last Wave Rockers
Concrete - Equation of the Blue Horse
The Cowslingers - Americana-A-Go-Go
The Cramps - Big Beat From Badsville
The Cramps - RockinNReelinInAucklandNewZealand, Smell Of Female, A Date With Elvis, Stay Sick!, Look Mom No Head!, Big Beat From Badsville; Dead Kennedys - Plastic Surgery Disasters/In God We Trust Inc., Frankenchrist, Bedtime For Democracy, Give Me Convenience Or Give Me Death, Mutiny On the Bay (Dead Kennedys Live! From the San Francisco Bay Area)
Cranes - EP Collection Volumes 1 and 2
Crazy Mary - Passion Pit
Cub - Mauler! A Collection Of Oddities
The Cure - Festival 2005 DVD
Curlew - Fabulous Drop
Cut - Will You Die 4 Me?
Kamau Daáood - Leimert Park
Daisy Grace - self-titled
dälek - Negro Necro Nekros
Daver - Popart
Dawnbreed - Luxus 7-inch
dayinthelife... - self-titled
The Dayspring Collective - Spark
The Dead Boys - All This and More
Dead End Kids - Something For The Sickness 7-inch
Def Leppard - Songs From The Sparkle Lounge
Delirious? - Mezzamorphis
The Delusions - I Hope It Dies On A Sunny Day
Gitane DeMone - Am I Wrong?
Ani DiFranco - Little Plastic Castle
Dinosaur Jr.- Green Mind/Dinosaur Jr. with the Jesus Lizard and the Ass Ponies May 24 1991 at Bogarts, Cincinnati Ohio
Dirtball - The Well
Dirty Poodle - Dirty Poodle
Discount - Love, Billy
Disgusteens - Nothing Personal
DJ Spooky That Subliminal Kid - Optometry
DJ Spooky That Subliminal Kid - Riddim Warfare
Doctor Explosion - The Subnormal Revolution Of Doctor Explosion
Dr. John - Anutha Zone
Dolph Sweet - Puttin’ The Kids In The Pool
The Dooms U.K. - Art Rock Explosion!
Ducky Boys - Live: From The Banks Of The River Charles
Ed Temple - The Act of Gabriel
El Bad - Trick Or Treat/Hor - A Faster, More Aggressive Hor/Bias - Model Citizen/Screw Radio - Best Of Screw Radio
El Caminos - Reverb Explosion
Electrane - Rock It To The Moon
Electric Summer - Love Me Destroyer
Enclave - Sonatas and Interludes
Error Type: 11 - self-titled
Alejandro Escovedo - More Miles Than Money: Live 1994-96
Fabric - Woolly Mammoth
Face - A Picture of End
Face To Face - Live
Faithless - Sunday 8PM
Faith No More - The Works
The Fantasy Four/Julia Sets - The Bert Dax Cavalcade of Stars Travelling Road Show split EP
Fatso Jetson - Toasted
Mike Felumlee - 64 Hours
Fiji Mariners Featuring Col. Bruce Hampton - Live
Fireball Ministry - Ou est la Rock?
Fireballs of Freedom - The New Professionals
Five By Nine - self-titled 7-inch
The Flaming Lips - Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots
Flight of the Conchords - self-titled
The Flip Squad Allstar DJs - The Flip Squad Allstar DJs
Flu Thirteen - In the Foul Key of V
T-Model Ford - You Better Keep Still
Forest For The Trees - self-titled
Four/The 8 Bucks Experiment - Blood, Sweat and Beers 7-inch
The 440s and the Chickenhawks - Sumthin’ Sleazy
Four Letter Word - A Nasty Piece of Work
Four Letter Word - Zero Visibility (Experiments With Truth)
Foxboro Hot Tubs - Stop Drop and Roll!!!
Josh Freese - The Notorious One Man Orgy
Frigg A-Go-Go - The Penetrating Sounds Of… Frigg A-Go-Go/Frigg-A-Licious!!! 7-inch
F.T. - Here’s Ten Reasons Why
Fuck On The Beach - Power Violence Forever
Bobby Fuller - Shakedown! The Texas Tapes Revisited
The Bobby Fuller Four - Never To Be Forgotten
Fun Lovin’ Criminals - 100% Colombian
Future Bible Heroes - Lonely Days EP
The Geraldine Fibbers – Butch
Ghoti Hook - Songs We Didn’t Write
Gladys - A Small Season
The Glory Stompers - Ninesixnineseven
godheadSilo - Share The Fantasy
Godot - self-titled
The Gods Hate Kansas - Mischief Is Its Own Reward
Gomez - Liquid Skin
Good Clean Fun - Shopping For A Crew
Gravity Wax - self-titled 7-inch
Grinspoon - Guide To Better Living
The Grisly Ghosts of Guy - I Am the Haunted
Groovie Ghoulies - Fun in the Dark
Guided By Voices - Do the Collapse
Guns ‘N Roses - Chinese Democracy
Guttermouth - Gorgeous
Pete Ham - 7 Park Avenue
HammerFall - Glory to the Brave
CD single
Harkonen - Hung To Dry 7-inch
Ben Harper - The Will To Live
Ben Harper and The Innocent Criminals - Burn To Shine
Hawkwind - Atomhenge 76
Hawkwind - Family Tree
Hawkwind - Spacebrock
Hawkwind - Weird Tapes 1: Sonic Assassins, Dave Brock
Hawkwind - Weird Tapes 2: Hawkwind Live/Hawklords Studio
Hawkwind - Weird Tapes 3: Free Festivals
Hawkwind - Weird Tapes 4: Live ‘78
Hawkwind - Weird Tapes 5: Live ‘76 and ‘77
Lili Haydn - Lili
The Heartworms/California Stadium - split 7-inch
Help Wanted - The Return of Monkey Face
Hero Of A Hundred Fights - Hero Of A Hundred Fights
Kristin Hersh - Sky Motel
He Said - Omala/Catch Supposes plus selections from H.A.L.O.-Immanent
Bill Hicks - Sane Man videotape/Austin Public Access videotape/Ninja Bachelor Party videotape
Holdstrong - Pursuit In the Face of Misfortune 7-inch
The Hollowbodies - Viva La Dregs
Honkeyball - Down By Three
Huntingtons - The Good, The Bad and The Ugly
Hypnotic Clambake - Frozen Live
Vol. 1
Ice - Bad Blood
The Iceburn Collective - Power Of The Lion
Iggy and the Stooges - California Bleeding
Iggy and the Stooges - The Iguana Chronicles: Open Up and Bleed, California Bleeding, Rough Power, Kill City, Year of the Iguana, I Got A Right, I’m Sick Of You, Jesus Loves The Stooges
Iggy and the Stooges - Wild Love (The Detroit Rehearsals and More)
James Iha - Let It Come Down
Inch - This Will Fall on Dead Ears
The Insects - Return To the Foreign Legion
Mike Ireland and Holler - Learning How To Live
Iron Maiden - Somewhere Back in Time: The Best of 1980-1989
Jakkpot - Always Bet On Black
Jakkpot - Hit Or Miss
/Stepping (Stone)-(Inside) Out
7-inch
Jargon - self-titled
Jason and the Scorchers - Midnight Roads and Stages Seen
The Jazz June - The Boom, The Motion and The Music
Jenifer Convertible - Wanna Drag?
The Jennys - Dandelion
Jersey - No Turning Back
The Jesus and Mary Chain - Munki
Jethro Tull - The Very Best Of
JFA - Only Live Once
John Q Public - The Neverending Why
Joy Division - Joy Division (2008 Grant Gee documentary)/The Best of Joy Division (2CD edition)
Joy Division - Unknown Pleasures
Joy Electric - Robot Rock
Jumpin’ Jimes - They Rock! They Roll! They Swing!
June of 44 - Anahata
Tonio K. - Olé
Chris Kelsey Trio - The Ingenious Gentleman of the Lower East Side
Kent - Isola
The Kill Van Kull - Human Bomb
The King - Gravelands
Kissing Judas - Eternity
Kiss The Girl - self-titled
The Knit Seperates - The Memory Relaxer E.P. 7-inch
Knowledge - A Gift Before I Go
KMFDM- (Symbols)/Pig - Wrecked
KMFDM -MDFMK
Krakatoa - Clouds Burned By Sunshine 7-inch
Lenny Kravitz - 5
Ulrich Krieger - Walls of Sound
Krupted Peasant Farmerz - Peasants by Birth, Farmers by Trade, Krupted by the Dollar
Lancaster County Prison - What I Love About America/Live! At The Village Idiot New York City
The Leaving Trains - Favorite Mood Swings (Greatest Hits 1986-1995)
The Leaving Trains- Sleeping Underwater Survivors
The Leaving Trains- Smoke Follows Beauty
Lefty’s Deceiver - 45:00
Libido - It’s Not What You Think!
Libido - Killing Some Dead Time
Lil Ronnie and The Grand Dukes - Too Fast For Conditions
Limp - Fine Girl
Limp - self-titled
Liquid Liquid - self-titled
Little Monstrosity - Indifference
/Whisper
7-inch
Lizard Music - Routine
/Mail Freud
and Sun Unaware
7-inch
Log - Dodge and Burn
Lombego Surfers - self-titled
Long Fin Killie -Amelia
Lord Runningclam - Fun for the Whole Family
Lughead - Hold My Life
John Lydon– Psycho’s Path
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Skynyrd’s First—The Complete Muscle Shoals Album
Steve MacDonald - Ramblin Worker 7-inch
Mad Drama - self-titled
Magic 12 - Magic 12
Magnet - Don’t Be a Penguin
Magnet - Which Way EP
Michelle Malone - Beneath the Devil Moon
Mandingo - Rock Like A Phoenician!
Manic Street Preachers - This Is My Truth Tell Me Yours
Massive Attack - Blue Lines
Massive Attack - Mezzanine
The Mayflies USA - The Pity List
MC5 - Human Being Lawnmower: The Baddest and Maddest of the MC5
Me First and The Gimme Gimmes - Are A Drag
The Melvins - The Bootlicker
The Metalunas - X-Minus-One
Method 51 - self-titled
Metallica - Death Magnetic
Mid Carson July - Ten Years On Autopilot
Midway - Poole Hall Sessions
The Steve Miller Band - King Biscuit Flower Hour Presents The Steve Miller Band
The Milwaukees - Sunset and Sunrise
Mirrors/Electric Eels/Styrenes - Those Were Different Times
The Mist - Gottverlassen
Mr. Pink - Frontierman
Monkey Paw - demo CD
Monks - Five Upstart Americans
Valarie Morris - TransFormations cassette
Mötley Crüe - Saints of Los Angeles
Bob Mould - The Last Dog And Pony Show
The Muffs - Alert Today Alive Tomorrow
Mulberry Lane - Run Your Own Race
Mushroomhead - XX
MxPx - Let It Happen
The Necessary Evils - The Sicko Inside Me
Needle - Counterculture Wholesale
/Work In Progress
7-inch
NegativeHate - Earth Spirit Down
New End Original -Thriller
The New Morty Show - Mortyfied!
New Radicals - Maybe You’ve Been Brainwashed Too
New States - New States
Nine Dollar Melon Baller - Riding The Ephidrine Horse
Nine Inch Nails - The Slip
Nine Lives - Reignition
Nine Pound Hammer - Live At The Vera
Ninety Pound Wuss - Short Hand Operation
9 Volt - self-titled
Ninewood/Rube Waddell - split
The Nitwitz - It Shows In Your Face 7-inch
Mojo Nixon - Gadzooks!!! The Homemade Bootleg
Mojo Nixon and the Toadliquors - Sock Ray Blue!
Nobodys - Generation XXX
NOFX - So Long And Thanks For All The Shoes
No Man - Whamon Express /Roger Miller Presents Xyxyl And A Woman In Half (Soundtrack)/Sproton Layer - 7-inch single
No Redeeming Social Value - THC
North - self-titled 7-inch
Not Breathing - The Starry Wisdom
Nothing Painted Blue - Emotional Discipline
Novocaine NP9 - Frustration No. 10
NRG Ensemble - Bejazzo Gets A Facelift/The Vandermark Five - Target Or Flag
Off By One - self-titled
Orange Goblin - Time Travelling Blues
Orchid/Pig Destroyer - split 7-inch
Beth Orton - Central Reservation
Outrageous Cherry - Out There in the Dark
Overdose - Circle Of Death
Panacea - Twisted Designz
The Panics - 1980-1981: I Wanna Kill My Mom!!!
Park - Scene 14
The Pastels - Up For A Bit With The Pastels
People Can’t Drive #5 (zine)
Pep Squad - Yreka Bakery
Peter Perrett in the One - Woke Up Sticky (album and single)
Peter Perrett - Live with the One
Brendan Perry - Eye Of The Hunter
Pfilbryte - Imperfection
Jackson Phibes - Old Devil Moon 7-inch
Phylr - Contra La Puerta
Pinetop Seven - No Breath In The Bellows EP
Pinhead Circus - Detailed Instructions For the Self-Involved
Plastic Cheeses - Lactose Intolerance
Plastiscene - Seeing Stars
Poem Rocket - Infinite Retry on Parallel Time-out
Johnny Polanco y Su Conjunto Amistad - L.A. Amistad
Poolside - Indyglow
Poopshovel – Outta My Hair
/Dragon Attack
7-inch
Iggy Pop - Avenue B
Iggy Pop - Beat Em Up
The Pork Guys - self-titled 7-inch
Pressure - Hardcore Roots
The Proletariat - Voodoo Economics and Other American Tragedies
Chuck Prophet - Brother Aldo
Public Enemy - There’s A Poison Goin’ On
Pulp - ‘It’/Masters Of The Universe/’Freaks’ reissues
Purplefly - Moonbow
Quasi - R&B Transmogrification
Queens of the Stone Age - self-titled
Question Mark and the Mysterians - More Action
Radio Hour 491 - World’s Worst Antenna
Joey Ramone - Don’t Worry About Me
Ramones - We’re Outta Here
Dave Ray - Snake Eyes
RC5 - In the Bottle 7-inch
Eddi Reader - Angels and Electricity
Eddi Reader - Candyfloss And Medicine
The Readymen - Factory 7-inch
Regicide Bureau - The Loosestrife Solo cassette
The Reluctant Toby - The Ultimate Hobby
R.E.M. - Accelerate
Rent Boys - Long Time
The Replacements - All For Nothing/Nothing For All
The Residents - Our Tired, Our Poor, Our Huddled Masses
The Revelers - Day In, Day Out
Rialto - Rialto
Ribbon Fix - Some Saturday This Has Been
Ringo and His New All-Starr Band - self-titled
Riverboat Gamblers - self-titled
Riverdales - Storm the Streets
Riverfenix – self-titled
Roadsaw - Nationwide
The Rock*A*Teens - Golden Time
Rocket From The Tombs - The Day The Earth Met the Rocket From the Tombs
Rod/Don’t Call Me Brian - split 7-inch
Paul Rodgers – Now
Rodriguez - Swing Like A Metronome
Rx Bandits - Halfway Between Here and There
The Roswells - self-titled 7-inch
Rush - Snakes and Arrows Live
Satan’s Camaro - self-titled
Scorn - Whine
Scott Russo’s Jizz #4 (comic book)
Scrawl - Nature Film
Scritti Politti - Anomie and Bonhomie
Sea Monkeys - Wide Awake! With Sea Monkeys 7-inch
Second Coming - self-titled
The Sentinals - Sunset Beach: The Best Of The Sentinals
7 Goats - The Best Of Jackie Gleason
7 Seconds - Good To Go
764-Hero - Get Here and Stay
Sex Pistols - Raw
Shaft - El Grüpo de Röck
Duncan Sheik - Humming
Shuggie - Shuggie
Shyster - February
Sidekick Kato - i think im in love
Silkenseed - Hurry Home
The Silos - Heater
Sister 7 - This The Trip
Slak - Another Disaster 7-inch
Sleepers - The Less An Object
Slick Shoes - Burn Out
Slingshot Episode - Dead Air To Deaf Ear 7-inch
Slingshot Episode - Fault Lines Sleep For Now
Sloppy Seconds/the Vindictives - Why Don’t Lesbians Love Me
/Pervert At Large
split 7-inch
Slow Roosevelt - Throwawayyourstereo
Smack - On You
The Smashing Pumpkins - Adore
The Smizokes - The Smizokes
Smoking Popes - Before I’m Gone
/Pasted
7-inch
The Smooths - No Brakes
Snack Crapple Pox - Jimbo EP
Snowpony - The Slow-Motion World of Snowpony
Soil - Throttle Junkies
Solar Coaster - Zero Sum
/Karmageddon
7-inch
Songs For Emma - 11.12.98
Sonic Youth - A Thousand Leaves
South – self-titled
The Space Cowboys - Rock ‘N’ Roll Injection!
Ronnie Spector - She Talks to Rainbows EP
Alexander Skip
Spence – Oar
Spiritualized - Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating in Space/The Verve - Urban Hymns
Spiritualized - Songs in A&E
Spite - Bastard Complex
Spleen - Little Scratches
Squidboy - Iliteratti
Starflyer 59 - The Fashion Focus
Staring Back - The Mean Streets of Goleta EP
Stereohools - Back From Japan
The Stone Coyotes - Born To Howl
Stone Gods - Burn the Witch EP
Stranded - Longwaydown
Striking Irwin - The Twelve Step Program 7-inch
Studbull’s Disco Biscuit - Hairy Potato
Styrenes - We Care, So You Don’t Have To
Subincision - self-titled
Suckdog - Onward Suckdog Soldiers
Nikki Sudden - The Last Bandit
Suncatcher - The Girl That God Forgot
Supporting Actress - Playing The Part
Swans - Soundtracks For the Blind/Children of God/World of Skin
Sweet Diesel - Wrongville
Talas - If We Only Knew Then What We Know Now...
Deniz Tek - Equinox
Terminus City/Bloody Sods – split
Test Dept. - Tactics For Evolution
Television Personalities - They Could Have Been Bigger Than The Beatles
Texas - The Hush
Thee Impossibles - Who Invited These Guys Anyway?
ThirdFall/Subb - Two Ban’ an’ a split
Three Mile Pilot - Another Desert Another Sea
Three Mile Pilot - Songs From An Old Town We Once Knew
Throwaway Generation/The Zillionaires - split 7-inch
The Thumbs - Sweet Merciful Crap! It’s... 7-inch
tiltWheel - Battle Hymns for the Recluse Youth
Toenut - Two In The Piñata
The Ton Ups - Tune Down
Toothpick Elbow – self-titled
transister - self-titled
Transport League - Superevil
The Abby Travis Foundation - self-titled
Tree - Our Day Will Come
Treiops Treyfid - Reach The Explosion!
Trik Turner - self-titled
Tristeza - Foreshadow
b/w Smoke Through Glass
7-inch
The Derek Trucks Band - self-titled
TSOL - Disappear
Tugboat Annie - Separation Songs EP
Turning Of The Gears - Sensory Obliteration EP
25 Suaves - self-titled
Twisted Nixon - In Punk We Trust
The Twits - The Twits
UB40 - Guns In the Ghetto
UB40 - Labour Of Love III
Unabomers - Stand For Something Fall For Nothing 7-inch
Undercover S.K.A. - The Things Men Do
Underdog - The Vanishing Point
The Uniform - Black And Vain
The Users - Friendly
Ritchie Valens - Come On, Let’s Go! (box set)
Varnaline - Dance Like We Used To
/Sneer Society
7-inch
Verbena - Into the Pink
‘Voodoo Glow Skulls’ and Hickey - Me And My Homies
/Food Stamps And Drink Tickets
7-inch
Tom Waits - Mule Variations/Paul Westerberg - Suicaine Gratifaction
The Waking Eyes - Combing The Clouds
The Waking Hours - The Waking Hours
The Walking Ruins - Fall Of The House Of Ruin
Walk On Water - Solvent Based Melodies
John Washburn - Stumbling Still Warm
Webster - Static
/Sitzkrieg
7-inch
The Wedding Present - Singles 1995-97
The Wedding Present - El Rey
Weed Inc. - Trampled, Beaten and Obeyed
The Wellwater Conspiracy - Declaration Of Conformity
Paul Westerberg - 49:00
Weston/Doc Hopper - The Stepchildren Of Rock
What Goes On #4 (magazine)
Barry White - Boss Soul: The Genius of Barry White
The Wicked Farleys - Ken Theory 7-inch
Robert Williams - Date With The Devil’s Daughter
Jen Wood - Getting Past The Static
Wound - Out 4 Blood
Kari Wuhrer - Shiny
Bill Wyman and The Rhythm Kings - Struttin’ Our Stuff
Xevious (arcade videogame)
Your Adversary - self-titled 7-inch
Frank Zappa - Cucamonga
Warren Zevon - My Ride’s Here
various artists - Around The World in 60 Minutes Volumes 2, 3 , and 4
various artists - Bay Area Ska
various artists - Beer City Underground Invasion Vol. 1
various artists - The Center Of The Universe
various artists - Concrete and Cornfields: A Collection of Central Illinois Musik!!
various artists - Delphonic Sounds Today!
various artists - Denver Vs. Phoenix
various artists - Drinking From Puddles: A Radio History
various artists - Fuzzy Bunny cassette
various artists - Grita! Check Eet Out
various artists - Guillotined At The Hangar: Shielded By Death Vol. 2
various artists - Happy Christmas—A BEC Holiday Collection
various artists - It’s On Fire – The Velvel/Fire Records Compilation
various artists - Live At WREK—WREK 91.1 FM
various artists - Los Punkeros: Raza Punk Y Hardcore
various artists - Lucky #13 Sampler
various artists - Noise Reduction II
various artists - No More Heroes, A Tribute To The Stranglers
various artists - Object Lessons: Songs About Products
various artists - Oldies But Goodies!
various artists - Possible - Sonics Everywhere
various artists - Punkin’
various artists - Short Music For Short People
various artists - Skaliente
various artists - Sounds From The Electronic Lounge
various artists - Surf Monsters
various artists - Taking A Chance On Chances
various artists - United Kingdom of Punk
various artists - Unsealed: A Tribute to the Go-Go’s
Trapped in This World
Introduction by A. J. Payler
This new, wildly expanded omnibus collecting my nonfiction writing originated humbly, with my desire to update and unify the design of my books—updating the front and back matter, tweaking cover elements, and reformatting all paperbacks to the more economical 5-inch by 8-inch dimensions—a common technique in publishing to help refresh inventory titles, which is why you see classic books with twenty or more different covers over the years.
Looking at my back catalog, I realized that I’d long felt that Encore, the previous collection covering my music journalistic pursuits, had always sat apart from the rest of my catalog. Fenced off by a different pseudonym and categorization—not even listed in the ‘Also by this author’ sections of my fiction, or on my website!—I think it’s likely my treatment of the material may have reflected my subconscious (or, hell, conscious) desire to close the door on that period of my life for good. As a result, anyone reading my novels and short stories was probably not even aware of my pop culture writing, and vice versa.
Clearly a situation in need of correction, thought I. It was time to bring this orphaned material back into the fold, as it were. And if I was going to update the book anyway, maybe I should take the time to dig through my archive of tearsheets, magazines, photocopies and Word files to see if I might possibly unearth a few pieces to bolster this new edition. Perhaps I’d missed a few music reviews from obscure small-press publications, say, or a profile of some long-forgotten local Midwestern musician.
Well.
In the end, I found I’d managed to assemble over a hundred thousand words of long-unseen articles, interviews, columns, and reviews—and not castoffs and outtakes, either. Complete profiles of legendary bands like Iggy and the Stooges and Joy Division; interviews with close associates of counterculture heroes Bill Hicks and Del Close; exchanges with renegade music producer Moses Avalon, and record reviews—oh boy, did I find record reviews; dozens upon dozens of them, all of which somehow went overlooked during assembly of the previous (now obviously woefully inadequate) volume.
In the end all told, the total word count went from a still-healthy just under 118,000 words to a mammoth 225,000 words—tipping the scales at over 750 pages in paperback! And moreover, I realized, this wasn’t even the same book. Not with the expanded scope of the additional articles, and the unseen material freshly culled from my journals on top of the mountain of newly added reviews.
So: now we have Trapped in This World: Culture on the Edge—The Omnibus of Pop Culture Writing by A. J. Payler (writing as Aaron Poehler). A lengthy title perhaps, but one descriptive of its contents, more than doubling the length of Encore. And while I will confess to some lingering embarrassment at having missed so much out of the prior book (more evidence of my likely then-reluctance to re-embrace this material fully—and, I suspect, of the less-developed state of both optical character recognition scanning and speech-to-text software, as my wrists are already aching at the mere notion of having to have manually typed in those added hundred thousand words-plus), I am pleased to be able to correct its flaws and omissions, both creating a much fuller and more satisfying picture of a period in my writing and a time in my life, altogether representing a fleeting moment in our shared culture that feels further distant every day.
I started writing music journalism as a teenager, compelled by an all-consuming passion for music, a head full of words gleaned from a bookworm’s childhood, and the bullheaded adolescent conviction that Everyone Else Was Getting It Wrong. At the time, few people used the Internet, the computer’s role in publishing was as an advanced layout facilitator for print publication, music was primarily sold on compact discs and cassettes, and it always cost money unless you physically went into a record store (of which every town had several), put it in your pocket, and walked out. There was no way to hear anything that wasn’t played on the radio or MTV, neither of which was particularly adventurous in their programming, and being stuck in the middle of Indiana didn’t allow me many opportunities to hear anything that wasn’t classic rock or country.
But I could write. And record companies would send you music for free, if you reviewed and published regularly—even if it wasn’t a big, nationally-distributed publication. So it seemed a pretty direct proposition: the more I wrote, the more music I would get.
First I self-published, pouring my efforts into a series of free zines with names like WHAT!? Magazine and Daisy Glaze Nation that I’d mail off to other zine-makers and deposit in various stores with tolerant management. A then-close friend of mine worked in a newspaper office with access to desktop publishing capabilities well beyond those of the home computers of the time, so we were able to make a product professional enough for me to send off as samples. (A few of those pieces appear here for the first time since their original print publication, freshly salvaged from the few surviving smudgy newsprint copies.)
Over time I built my fledgling writing career up to the point where I was able to successfully place pieces in a few of the hundreds of print music and pop culture magazines then being published. Nothing as large as Rolling Stone or Spin, but I wrote for many well-respected publications ranging in scope from local Bloomington, Indiana weeklies (BC, Out ‘N About) to gritty underground punk zines (Flipside, Tail Spins, Razorcake) to glossy, nationally-distributed arts publications (EYE Magazine).
I enjoyed the writing then, and I definitely enjoyed getting free music sent to me. Every week—every day—would bring me stacks of free CDs, and even if most were forgettable at best there were always a few gems if you were willing to put in the work to find them. I first heard many of my favorite artists this way, including several whose work still demands my attention decades later even if the vast majority have long since packed it in.
The castoff discs got stacked in a pile, then hauled off to be marched around the circuit of record stores where they would be exchanged for whatever few dollars (rarely) or other discs (far more often) they would give me in trade, helping bolster my slim bottom line. Besides my creative efforts, I was laboring variously in audiovisual production, press clipping agencies, even working in pizza and fast-food restaurants, basically doing whatever I could to stay afloat. But I was also playing and recording my own music regularly and writing about music almost constantly, indulging my musical passions as close to twenty-four hours a day as I could manage—living the dream of the nineties,
as Portlandia would later put it.
As a writer, I liked getting free passes to concerts and getting to meet and talk to musicians both famous and obscure: Lemmy from Motörhead, David Thomas from Pere Ubu, Dave Pirner from Soul Asylum, all five members of the Monks, the guys from Ativin. I could chat with one of my former classmates who happened to be in a local band, write it up and get paid for it! Even the experience of calling legendary guitarist John Fahey’s flophouse hotel, repeatedly trying to get him on the phone for a promised interview, always to be told by the frustrated front desk operator that he was once again unable to come to the phone (i.e., passed out), but sure, it was possible maybe he’d be able tomorrow. It was something outside the ordinary—and to me, there was nothing more ordinary than merely enduring life in the middle of Midwestern Indiana, so anything that broke the staggering monotony of everyday existence as well as allowed me to keep indulging my musicmusicmusic-fixation was welcome.
However, while the work was fun, it was still work. And even when times were good, the music-centered life never paid enough that I was able to make my sole living from it: limited in networking possibilities and publishing opportunities in Indiana but stuck there due to my unwavering commitment to a personal relationship without a future, the writing would likely have been on the wall even if the publishing industry hadn’t been heading for a collapse of unprecedented proportions, primarily due to its collective utter failure to anticipate, prepare for, or adapt to the massive changes the rise of the internet would wreak on society over the course of the 1990s.
As the decade began winding to a close paid publishing opportunities began vanishing, and new ones didn’t pop up to replace them. I was briefly involved with a few different nascent electronic publishing ventures, including one created by the then-famous creator of Hotmail (the once-ubiquitous email platform purchased by Microsoft) but all too quickly it became obvious that none of those ambitious ventures would ever amount to anything of any substance.
Gradually, as my personal life collapsed in upon itself so too did my inclination to continue beating my head against the wall. At that point, I had to face the fact: all three tentpoles of what I then thought of as my life—my relationship, my band, and my writing—had eroded so badly that I was forced to admit what I was doing was unsustainable. The allure of free stuff had long since worn off, what money there was had dried up, the CDs themselves weren’t worth anything now that anyone could download whatever music they wanted online, and I certainly wasn’t going to martyr myself in service of promoting other people’s creative output without some recompense.
The relationship wasn’t working, not anymore. And as far as the band went, at that point I was writing all the music and recording most of it myself anyway, to what seemed steadily diminishing returns. It was already effectively a solo project, and had been for a long time.
So, it was time to stop.
I broke up the relationship and dissolved the band. For a very brief time—days, not even a week—I planned to remain in Bloomington, maybe take classes at IU while I continued writing about the local scene, trying to bring prominence to the bright spots I saw—like the tremendously exciting new band Slingshot Episode, whose records I wrote up, or Ativin, whose interview here gives an indication of the direction I hoped to follow, or Unwound, who I saw play an amazing basement show there just off campus. And the whole band thing was getting old, sure, but that wouldn’t stop me from going out solo with my acoustic guitar to hit the local open mic nights and such. I already had the songs, after all, a couple dozen of them at least that I’d written over time. Maybe I’d even find new musical partners gradually, rebuild some new version of a new band over time? I’d lived in Bloomington then for over seven years straight, of course—longer than anywhere in my life, then—and built up what I thought were some sort of roots, anyway. So I was in no rush to leave, not initially.
Swiftly, however, a series of events made clear that regardless of my intentions, hopes, or ambitions, I was in fact in a this-town-ain’t-big-enough-for-the-both-of-us
type of situation, one in which it was exceedingly apparent that my former partner was not going to move, and probably never would. (Even removed from any of the other personal specifics of the situation, seven years of roots versus nearly thirty—well, it’s simply not an argument worth having.)
So, I removed myself from the situation. I packed up, got the hell out of Indiana, moved thousands of miles away and started over. I stopped playing music, went back to school, and began slowly rebuilding my life. And over time I found that, for the most part, that new life didn’t have room for this kind of writing, not anymore.
Oh, I’d try to start it up again, make it a regular practice and part of my life the way it had been before the turn of the millennium. I’d start a blog for awhile, or submit pieces to a local publication, or even get passes to a multiple-day music festival and write up all the acts I heard. But the vast majority of the writing here originates from that period between 1995 and 2000, correlating neatly with the latter half of the nineties—the darker half, as many have previously pointed out. Yes, a few pieces from the 2001 to 2011 timeframe are here to represent my occasional fleeting relapses into putting my opinions into print, including material from an online blog I maintained for a while. But my heart was never in it the way it had been earlier—when it not only felt worthwhile, it felt necessary.
I still write, of course—fiction, overwhelmingly, having published five novels to date including Bank Error in Your Favor and The Killing Song along with dozens of short stories in a range of genres such as Sometimes, People Just Have Things They Have to Do
and Spoilers on Page Thirteen
for publications like SUSPECT and Twenty-Two Twenty-Eight.
But I don’t write stuff like this anymore. Now, for the most part my thoughts on music are confined to my head and my occasional comment those around me. I don’t write about it, I don’t feel the pressing need to analyze and verbalize what I enjoy or don’t. I don’t even post on social media about it.
I got back to making music regularly after graduating from school and moving to California. I do a lot more of it now that I’m no longer writing about it, and I wonder if the analytical, critical front-brain mindset necessary to be a good music journalist might be antithetical to the subconscious-driven creative state.
Like anyone else, I occasionally succumb to the temptation to wonder what my life might be like if things had gone differently. But in objective reality, I can see no potential change of path I might have taken that might have led me to a lifelong career as a rock scribe, whether I’d stayed in Bloomington or not. Essentially, as the millennium ended and the twenty-first century really got underway the entire alternative culture
publishing sphere within which I was operating collapsed in upon itself, with only Razorcake and The Big Takeover still remaining as I write this in 2024.
Would I still have lost heart if that hadn’t happened? I think so. Even then, an examination of my published correspondence with Todd from Flipside/later of Razorcake finds me inquiring after whether they’d ever done serialized fiction in Flipside’s pages, showing me yearning to get away from the music review grind and into something—well, probably more like what I’m doing now, and what I’ve been doing in my fiction for the past decade-and-a-half or so.
In retrospect, even had it been an option to continue with music journalism, I frankly doubt it would have made me happy to have ended up as one of those whose work I admired, whether Richard Meltzer, Lester Bangs, or David Fricke—one of those talking heads that shows up in music documentaries, I guess, in this case any that might be made about ‘90s Indiana bands (none spring to mind, but I’m sure there are a few by now). But ultimately, I found pop culture writing—writing about other people’s creations—far less satisfying than creating my own work, whether musical or fictional. And conversely, though I stayed away from making music as well as writing about it for some time while I focused on other things, when I did eventually come back to music it was with a vengeance, going on to release albums such as That Says It All, Dietrich and You Had Leave Your Mark that far outstripped my nineties output; I continue to enjoy writing, playing, and recording new music to this day.
I still love music, and I still love making music, both solo and with others. But the notion of writing about music—or comics, or movies, or even reviewing other people’s writing—nothing about that interests me at all anymore.
Whatever function music and pop culture writing serves today, it’s vastly different from that with which I grew up. And in a world where any vague interest in any band’s music can be instantly sated by pulling one’s phone from one’s pocket and opening YouTube, Bandcamp, or whatever the hosting service of the moment happens to be, I don’t see the point of spending hours crystallizing my thoughts regarding music or culture anymore.
I served my time; the evidence of that is in your hands, between these covers. And now that time rightfully belongs to others.
So it goes. Sometimes in life you have to leave things behind in order to move forward. This is some of what I left behind.
-A. J. Payler, 2024
Dave Pirner of Soul Asylum
An extensive interview with Dave Pirner, leader of Soul Asylum, vintage 1991, originally self-published in the inaugural issue of WHAT!? Magazine. I was still living at home trying anything I could think of to break into music writing, and I was just shocked I was even able to get a real
musician on the phone—in retrospect, the fact that I did probably had more to do with Soul Asylum being in between contracts than anything else.
In 2024, Pirner still tours and records under the Soul Asylum name, though the lineup doesn’t include any other members from the original lineup of the group; bassist Karl Mueller died in 2005.
This interview was conducted circa 1991, long before Soul Asylum hit the big time; in fact, they didn’t even have a record contract, having just left A&M Records, and were in severe debt. I spoke with singer/songwriter/guitarist Dave Pirner at that time about where the band was and where it was going—neither of us with any idea that within a couple of years Soul Asylum would be very nearly a household word.
Aaron: Well, the first thing I wanted to ask you about is why you’re no longer on A&M Records.
Dave: Well, basically we kind of got tired of dealing with the label. The main reason is that the people who signed us to A&M and the majority of the people we had been working with at the label had left. So we were just like What are we doing here? We don’t even know anyone at this label anymore.
The people who thought they could work with the band in the first place are no longer there, so that was a little annoying.
Aaron: It didn’t really seem like A&M knew how to handle Soul Asylum.
Dave: No, they didn’t have a clue. We tried it for two records, and they wanted us to do a third one, which was kind of... y’know, at least they didn’t dump us, but we had to get out of there and try something else, or we’d feel like we had somebody besides ourselves to blame for totally fucking everything up.
Aaron: Did you have to break your contract to quit the label?
Dave: Yeah, we had to buy our way out of our own contract.
Aaron: Did that cost you quite a bit?
Dave: Heh-heh-heh, well, let’s just put it this way: we’re hoping that we’re going to able to find a label that’s willing to pay that debt off for us. So they’ll get the extra bonus of having to pay A&M a bunch of money to get the band, which does not make us look so great, but we had to get out of there. We were ready to do it at any cost, because we just needed something new.
Aaron: That obviously says something about how important maintaining the integrity of the band is to you.
Dave: Well, yeah, it’s not exactly the most secure thing in the world to do. For me, it took a big vote of confidence from the band, because I wouldn’t have done it personally, but the rest of the guys were just like We’re out of here, Dave
, and we think that the new stuff is good enough that we won’t have any problem finding a new place to put it. I probably wouldn’t have had the guts to do it, but it was sort of a band decision, and we were definitely feeling like there might be something better.
Aaron: So you have material all written for a new album?
Dave: Yeah, we’ve got about seventeen songs. We’ve been playing quite a few of them on the road, which might turn into a problem, because there are plenty of people that tape our shows, and when we play a new song people are singing the words to the song, and I’m going, wait a minute, what’s happening here?
The record’s probably going to be out before we even get a label. We recorded demos for these seventeen new songs, and we pretty much learned them as we recorded them. There’s something really great about the way that they came out, because for the first time we did it all live and we did it with a lot of acoustic guitars and whatnot. I just hope we don’t beat the shit into the ground before we record the album. Everyone was pretty surprised by the demos, because they’re really spontaneous-sounding.
Aaron: Have you thought about producing the record yourselves, rather than bringing in an outside producer?
Dave: Well, we sort of did that on our demo tapes, and I think we set a pretty high standard for the potential of the material.
Aaron: I mention it because Hang Time and And the Horse They Rode In On sound very different from each other.
Dave: To me that’s what makes the whole process exciting, and that’s why we work with a different engineer and a different producer every time. I think producers are generally overpaid and underworked, but you can learn so much. I have the rest of my life to produce my own records, and if I can get some record label to pay someone like Steve Jordan or Lenny Kaye a bunch of money to work with us and hang out and have fun making a record, then we can draw from their experience. Steve Jordan’s been in the studio with everyone. He’s been in there with every producer and every artist, and he knows how everyone else works, so he’s got a lot to offer as far as experience goes. That’s what it comes down to in the studio, you just have to try everything, and he can help make that process more efficient with a little bit more experience. Every time I go into the studio I have a completely different attitude, and that’s because of everything I’ve tried in the past. If it’s not experimental, and it’s not spontaneous, and I’m not working with someone new, and I’m not learning anything, then it lacks a really important element. There’s got to be some sort of a wack creative process going on that combines a lot of strange chemistry. It’s got to be fun, and you can’t be thinking that you know everything when you go in the studio because you just don’t. You walk in there with your own ears, and you’re listening to everything that you’ve heard before. You’ve got to keep some sort of excitement going on, and some sort of assurance that you’re not flaking out and being so self-indulgent that you lose track of what you’re doing. There’s no right or wrong way to record in the studio, I just think that the more you can experiment and the more fun you can have, the more that’s going to come out on the record. Sometimes I don’t even really expect people to notice what’s special about any certain aspect of the record. This last record we made is all played live, and it’s just the band and it all sounds pretty loose to me, and it all sounds like we were having a good time when we recorded it, and we were, and I can hear that. It’s significant, it’s a lot different than the previous record, which was a lot more articulate and went through a more perfectionist process. The next one will be something completely different.
Aaron: What about Clam Dip and Other Delights?
Dave: That was kind of a hodgepodge of events.
Aaron: Is there some kind of a story behind it? Because from my perspective, I saw the video from the EP first...
Dave: The black and white thing?
Aaron: Yeah, the P-9
video.
Dave: You should see the other video from that record. It’s for Artificial Heart
, it looks like a hacker movie. It’s like a war film. I made it with a couple of friends of mine.
Aaron: Anyway, I saw the video and then I had a really hard time finding the EP.
Dave: Yeah, that’s the miracle of Twin/Tone Records, heh-heh-heh. What happened with this record was...if I can remember, and I’m not sure I can...it was stuff that was demos for Hang Time. We had a bunch of extra songs that we weren’t putting on the record, and we tried to record a few covers, which is something that is always interesting to try but is never quite as gratifying. It’s kind of not worth trying to ruin somebody else’s song, somebody else has already spent a lot of money trying to record it. We wanted to go into the studio and make our own record just for the fun of it, and we had the whole concept of the record cover and everything, and we were just sort of poking fun at the major label. We released it in Europe before Hang Time came out, and it had two different songs on it: a Janis Joplin song and a Foreigner song, if you can believe that. Then Hang Time came out, and we then took Clam Dip back into the studio and remixed it and remixed it, and put two new songs on it. I’d been working on this thing, Artificial Heart
, which was probably one of the most gratifying studio experiences I’ve ever had. It’s sort of my monster, my Frankenstein song. I was kind of hell-bent on executing this song, I was sort of obsessed with it. I felt really good about being able to go into the studio and execute that sort of a thing and have it work. And that was it for Clam Dip. The rest of it’s kind of funny and kind of not, I don’t know what that record is exactly, I don’t know how people perceive that record.
Aaron: So what record labels are you talking with now?
Dave: Any old label. We’re pretty much just throwing demos around and seeing what comes back. We seem to be getting a pretty good response, and we’re sort of trying to incite some competitive interests, but I don’t know if that’s going to work or not.
Aaron: You mean like a Soul Asylum bidding war?
Dave: Well, more or less. I hate to say that, it sounds really sleazy or something. It’s kind of interesting. For me, everything that happens outside of the music is kind of, uh...
Aaron: Incidental?
Dave: Yeah, I guess that’s the word I was looking for, something like that. I don’t really care about it, but I sorta get a kick out of it, and it sort of amuses me.
Aaron: So you don’t take the business end of things very seriously?
Dave: Well, no. I don’t take it seriously because then I’d just get too wrapped up in it, and I just don’t have that sort of a brain. I don’t think that way. I get a kick out of it when I see these people trying to get all fuckin’ serious about a song. If it’s yourself that’s the subject of these bizarre exploitation tactics or whatever it is, you can’t help but learn a lot about it. And if you can’t laugh at it, you’re fucked. I think if you don’t have a sense of humor about all that stuff and how completely irrelevant it is to the music you’re making, you’re really going to get mixed up. You’re going to get your business mixed up with your pleasure, and you’re going to be in bad shape. I take it all with a grain of salt. My biggest problem right now is that I want to get a record out as soon as possible, and that is going to be a problem because we’re trying to make smart decisions and we’re not really smart business-wise, I don’t think. So you end up having to trust somebody else, which is always the wrong thing to do in the music business—which is too bad, because you would think that people would have their hearts in it a little bit more, to the point where they were really looking out for the band, but it just doesn’t work that way. People are always looking out for themselves, and they’re more worried about how it’s going to make them look rather than how it’s going to reflect on the band’s ability to function as a musical entity.
Aaron: Well, you know that Bob Mould’s just quit Virgin Records, and he says what fucked up his relationship with the label was his manager lying to both sides, both Bob and the label people, about what the other side said and wanted.
Dave: Yeah, she traded away some part of his publishing or some shit like that. It’s really a bad scene, y’know, you’re fucked. You’re damned if you do, you’re damned if you don’t. Now he’s going to try to manage himself, and that’s a job that Bob can do, and that’s not a job I can do, because Bob has a business mind, and Bob can be on top of it. He ran Hüsker Dü for years, but I don’t want to think about that shit all the time, because it bores me to death, and it distracts me. I want to think about music, and I want to be a musician, and play. But, I think Bob can do it, and I think it’ll probably be better for him.
Aaron: Did the people at A&M ever try to fuck around with your music at all?
Dave: No, they didn’t. That’s one thing that I can’t hold against them. I can say that they had a lot of respect for us in terms of a hands-off sort of policy. I think they signed us because they thought that we knew something that they didn’t, and that’s true to the point where they still don’t know anything, but they were really good about working with whoever we chose as our producer, and they were good about giving us more money to do something if we felt that we needed it. There’s a point where you want your record label to be involved with the band, enough so they feel like they’re involved and they’re going to feel like they have something to push for, to fight for, because they had something to do with it. And that didn’t really even happen, we didn’t even have anyone that felt like they had…I don’t know, I think, much to their credit, they were very good about not trying to make us do anything we didn’t want to do.
Aaron: The publicity they put out for you was kind of strange...
Dave: Well, publicity is a whole other bag of bullshit.
Aaron: Well, it was strange in that the publicity for Hang Time was like some Soul Asylum was some neo-metal band, and for And the Horse They Rode In On it was like Hey! It’s those wacky guys, Soul Asylum!
Dave: Yeah, there’s probably a name for that. It’s probably something really crass that you’d never want to hear said about yourself, like product continuity
or something. But, y’know, I’m kind of irritated when people try to describe the band in a way that is silly, but I can’t describe it. If we were projecting a really strong image that the record label could pick up on and run with, and we had a master plan, an ulterior motive, and a look, and, y’know, outfits or whatever, we’d be giving them something to work with. I think what you see there is the fact that we don’t have that sort of thing, and I think that’s probably as much the band’s responsibility as it is the record label’s. That’s why you have bands like Jane’s Addiction and the Black Crowes doing so well, because they’ve got that all worked out. They’ve got their image, and they’ve got their look, and they’ve got their credo, or they’ve got their whatever the hell they have. I’m not going to fucking develop an image just so I can sell records, but it’s hard to get down on the record label for doing what they do. They could be a little more creative, I’m sure. Maybe they could turn that into something, because I always thought it was kind of righteous to not be trying to push some sort of an image on people. I’d rather put the way it sounds in front of the way it looks. It’s tough for record-label geeks to deal with something that’s not spelled out