I Thought I'd Be Over This By Now
By shayne
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I Thought I'd Be Over This By Now is the debut full-length poetry collection by shayne, whose work comes together to "disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed" (Cesar A. Cruz), and never presumes to land on the oft-fabled 'right answer.'
As she agonizes over inherited (and infuriating) mental illness, breakups of
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I Thought I'd Be Over This By Now - shayne
Still Good
Give the bottle a whiff before you take a sip.
You’ll know if it’s gone bad, so if you have to ask,
it’s probably safe to drink. You can use it up to a week
after its expiration date.
How long will I be good after mine?
Fortified in a factory for the benefit of the public, pasteurized and sanitized, skimmed from the top with skin all smooth and white,
have I nourished any bones?
Did I help any children grow?
To the men who will find me intolerable and drink from me anyway;
Who will taste me, fall ill, and set me back on the shelf when I express my oldest self —
Revenge for forcibly extracting me from fertility’s breast —
If I was difficult to digest before the date imprinted on my face,
who can tell me whether I’m still good?
Horizontal
up
move
I feel my larynx
as I say my own name
bounces
vertically
a couple
of times
and I find it ironic because
up
is the opposite of how I ever am
and I never bounce
unless I am making a poem
unintentionally.
Bored on a Road Trip
Hello.
I write for attention.
Which is funny because I barely get any.
And also I hate everyone
Looking at me.
Etymon
Shayne
like Shane
or Sean
or John
from the Hebrew meaning
God is Gracious.
Gracious
from the Latin gratia
meaning Esteem
or Favor
Esteem
from the Latin æstimare meaning
to Estimate, as in Worth.
Evidently
God’s appraisal of me
is high
or at least that’s what my mother hoped
when she named me after
her friend’s babysitter’s kid.
She tells me she picked it when she was twelve.
Shayne
like Shayna
or Yaffa
or Jamila
or Shaina
of Yiddish origin meaning
Beautiful
or Lovely.
Evidently
I am
aesthetically
pleasing to
the eye
or at least that’s what my mother hoped
when she fed me a scolding after
purging her own figs and leaves.
I’ve been ashamed ever since.
All I want to be
is poetry.
I want people to look at me
and be utterly neutralized.
I want my partials to ring out
as fractals of my being,
every watcher seeing that part of me
which speaks to the whole in their mind
and mine.
You want to touch this art,
and as you reach out toward my frame,
aware of your peripherals
for watchers of your own,
you press my cool glass against your nerves
to find I am a page.
I smell, as pages do,
of dead wood alive and new.
Breathe in easy
and faintly sweet.
I long to be this for you.
Inertia
I don’t pretend to know what’s out there,
but I’m afraid that it is nothing.
The gravity