Crystal
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In a highly original poetic act of reclamation, it plunders the drug itself and makes of it an overarching conceit to articulate the devastating impact of living with a loved one who is utterly changed. Deeply felt, tirelessly inventive, this collection gives voice to addiction’s explosive effect within a family. At the same time it speaks universally and with urgency of the power of poetry to take one through the darkest of times.
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Crystal - Ellen Cranitch
Bonnard I
Four canvases of drowning green, grass so deep,
so apple-filled, it overwhelms,
lead me to that strange image I must own:
the limpid figure in the oval water,
her blurred, elusive features and those planes of light.
She slips between the histories, intangible.
Her names as fitful as a flare-lit river,
her life, the transience, distilled, he sought.
He has trapped her in amber; he has forever
fixed her flux. She is all iridescence.
Her body, weightless, passive, floats in time.
The slim hands drift: but, still, her grip is strong.
She is the blue of evening and the lemon of mimosa.
She is the lilac echo of a yellow song.
Bonnard II
What is that face that plays upon the water?
Whose lambent body swam before his sight?
Is she unchanged now that his art distorts her,
the sapphire figure etched in lines of light?
Ever unstill, she challenges the frame.
Voiceless; she has no mouth to speak her name.
Bonnard III
I pull in at the Musée d’Orsay on a vélib ten minutes before closing, my future and my past unspooling around me, blown through by every breeze that crosses Paris.
Suddenly the note about Bonnard’s lover, Renée; she committed suicide weeks after he married Marthe. Now, I cannot choose but see her in every liquid picture, so much dissolution. Her life in every exhibition text; there is a trajectory of increasing abstraction in his paintings. It is a terrible feeling, to be becoming less distinct.
There used to be a boundary between myself and the world. Now, the leaf-shape is a blizzard. Now, when I seek out the horizon, it’s no longer there. Has it moved to the inside of my mind?
C10H15N
Name: Crystal methamphetamine.
Appearance: clear crystal chunks, shiny blue-white rocks, slightly transparent crystals.
Some slang names: ice, crank, meth, Tina, T, jib, shards, gak, speed, crystal.
Routes of administration: oral, intravenous, intramuscular, subcutaneous, vapour inhalation, rectal, insufflation.
Symptoms of addiction:
loss of appetite, weight loss, dilated pupils,
staying up for days even weeks at a time,
borrowing money often, selling possessions,
stealing, sweating, not caring about personal appearance,
elevated body temperature, increased heart rate,
increased blood pressure, insomnia, hypersomnia.
angry outbursts, hostility, aggression,
controlling others,
belittling and criticising others,
intense paranoia, psychotic behavior, intense irritability,
mood swings, hallucinations, homicidal thoughts,
may think about hurting others,
violent behaviour,
secretive behaviour, lying.
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Addicts…lie to their loved ones to keep them around, to the world to avoid stigmatisation, and to themselves to preserve their drug