Finding Herself

By Candice Christian

After coming to grips with her repressed sexuality and purging her soul of all her demons, Alysse takes a much-needed vacation after completing grad school. A few weeks in sunny Florida. While lounging by the pool she meets eighteen-year-old Lucinda. Despite their age difference, the two girls hit it off instantly.

The girls’ friendship quickly develops into something intimate. The two share their secrets and Alysse learns that Lucinda is struggling with the same issues she had when she was eighteen. Using all she had learned from her mentor; Alysse guides the young girl through her doubts and hangups and emerges a woman who knows her mind.

Lucinda’s discovery of what was missing in her life, allowed her to see there was a big world out there and hanging around with Alysse would never allow her to grow and she tells Alysse she is leaving. Despondent at the loss of Lucinda, Alysse is hurt and feels her confidence is deteriorating, not sure what to do next. But a knock at her door brings a surprise visitor and opens the book to a new chapter in her life.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Tenth Muse
• Release date: May 2, 2024
• ISBN: 9798224607259

Candice Christian

Candice was born in Paris KY on 9 January 1988. Her parents, George Bertrand Christian, an attorney who once aspired to be an actor, and Frances Hollowell insisted that Candice and her sister Simone, be sent to a Catholic school. Candice was deeply religious as a child, at one point thought of becoming a nun.

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Finding Herself

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'Author's note: All characters depicted in this work of fiction are 18 years of age or older.

Table of Contents

Acknowledgments

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

About Candice Christian

Other books by Candice Christian

Connect with Candice Christian

Acknowledgment

Eidra Park

Chapter One

My name is Alysse. (Pronounced: ah-leese) At the time this story begins I had just turned twenty-five and I was a lesbian. I stood 5'7" tall, 135lbs, brown hair with hazel-greenish eyes. I am not overweight, but I’ll never be mistaken for a runway model either. My breasts, 34B, have a little sag to them and my ass is a little spongy, but overall, I do like my body.

When I graduated from high school at eighteen I insisted my parents let me go to an all-women’s university. They worried that now that I was a woman I wouldn’t be socializing enough with the opposite sex. I told them that I was concentrating on my studies. There would be plenty of time for that later. Maybe.

It was at university I lost my virginity pledging a sorority. For our initiation we were asked to perform oral sex on each other and then slowly push a cucumber into each other’s vagina’s to see how far it would go. I also learned how to eat pussy way back then.

University was a wonderful experience. The entire campus life provided me with an unlimited source of girlfriends and lesbian affairs, my view of the world changed in university. The first year I spent on campus and there was constant 'exploring' of each other in the girl's dorm. But that was it... just exploration. I never could get close to anyone or find a bed partner. By the end of the first year, I had given up hope and lost my self-confidence.

Girls at university had all kinds of sexual toys and no inhibitions. I've had all sorts of pleasurable things put into me in every imaginable position. My roommate's girlfriend often fucked her to screams with a strap-on dildo and loved it when I watched.

When my roommate was gone, she gave me some up my ass after I tongued her first. It seemed that most girls on campus were into lesbian sex. I could get some in the library stacks whenever I went.

I fondled breasts and pussies and shared kisses in dorm hallways. At eighteen I loved to make out in the movies. In a half-empty theater, I'd have my girl remove her panties and put her legs up on the chair in front. I'd