The Complete Teachings of Modern Wicca For the Seeker
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The Complete Teachings of Modern Wicca is a large, detailed book with over 300 pages of traditional information of theory and practice. Covering all the important information of being a Wiccan or a Witch in the 21st century. Tamara Von Forslun - The Witch of Oz - is a respected Pagan Elder who has taught Wicca and Traditional Witchcraft for ove
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The Complete Teachings of Modern Wicca For the Seeker - Tamara Von Forslun
The Complete Teachings of Modern Wicca
For the Seeker
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A black text with a star in a circle Description automatically generatedThe Witch of Oz
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Dedicated to my beloved mentors Raymond Buckland, Lady Margaret Delille Quin, David Rivett, Elizabeth Paterson and my mother, Valma Beryl.
A black and white picture of a person Description automatically generatedForeword Who is The Witch of Oz?
Introduction for the True Seeker
Wiccan Points to Remember
My Truth of Being
Wiccan Meditation
Beginning Meditation
Meditational Positions
Creative Visualization
Sensing Group Energy
The Inner Stars or Chakras
The Self-Blessing Ritual
The Elements and The Sacred Elementals
Wicca the Way
Join Wicca and See the World as She Really Is!
The Tenets of Wicca
Words of the Mighty Ones
The Goddess and The Horned God
Understanding the Goddess and God
Celtic Goddess and God
Egyptian Goddess and God
Assyro-Babylonian Goddess and God
Nordic Goddess and God
Greek Goddess and God
Roman Goddess and God
Self Dedication Ritual
The Middle Pillar Ritual
Wicca and the Horned Gods
In Defense of the Horned God
The Natural Magic of Wicca and Witchcraft
Sacred Powers of Wicca and Witchcraft
Magic in Theory and Practice
The Great Divine Feminine
Magic of Color
The Personality of Color
Candle Magic and Color
Color Candle Graph
Candle Magic Hints
Natures Secrets
The 21 Esbats and Sabbats
Australian Nyungar Seasonal Wheel
The Burning Times
The Handfasting
Opening Ceremony
The Cord Binding Ceremony
Death – The Last Rite of Passage Rite of Passage
The Ancient Rite of Restoration
A Witch Says Farewell
The Book of Shadows
Making Your Own Book of Shadows
The Wiccaning
Wiccaning Requirements
The Wiccaning Ceremony
The Wiccan Initiation
Save the Moon from Humans!
Perfect Love and Perfect Trust
The Wiccan Rede
The Magical Tools of a Witch
The Altar
The Thurible
The Magic Cords
The Boline
The Athame
Ceremonial bell
The Cauldron
Four Akashic Flames
The Sacred Altar Pentacle
The Scourge
The Spirit Candle
The Chalice of Water
The Besom
Ceremonial Sword
Regalia
The Ceremonial Drum
The Ceremonial Healing Wand
Royal Scepter
The Magic Circle
Powers of the Witches’ Pyramid
Pyramids of Australia
Lunar Cycles and Their Meanings
Full Moon Ceremony for Solo Witches
Full Moon ceremony for Children
Magic of the Astral Plane
The Priesthood of Wicca
The Requirements
Listening, Learning, Loving and Laughing
Recommended Reading
Raymond Buckland’s Museum of Witchcraft and Magick
Epilogue
A black and white picture of a person in a dress Description automatically generatedAbout the Author
A person holding a cup Description automatically generatedTamara Von Forslun - The Witch of Oz
Tamara Von Forslun, dubbed by Raymond Buckland The Witch of Oz
in the early 80’s, has been involved in the Craft since 1970 and teaching Wicca and Witchcraft for over 50 years, she is considered one of the world’s respected Wiccan and Witch Elders and is the Founder and Creator of Australia’s first legal Neo-Pagan Church The Church of Wicca
(Australia 1989), and was the Arch Priestess of the Aquarian Tabernacle Church in Australia (1991). High Priestess Elder of Tribe of the Crow, Clan of Boskednan; Elder of the Grey Council of Wizards & Sages; Ordained High Priestess of the Fellowship of Isis by Lady Olivia and Lord Lawrence Durdin-Robertson; Alexandrian High Priestess; Oracle/Seer, Author, Lecturer, Teacher, Wiccan Marriage and Funeral Celebrant, she is truly the Mother of Australian Witchcraft.
Lady Tamara has been lucky financially to have travelled the world many times in search for more knowledge and to share her journey with like-minded sisters and brothers from an Aussie point of view, with a line through Boskednan going back over 200 hundred years. She is now accepted and respected as one of the world’s authorities and teachers of Traditional Witchcraft and Modern Wicca, Magic, she is an International Author and Lecturer, Teacher, Naturopath & Herbalist, Traditional Witchcraft Ritualist; Oracle High Priestess; Wiccan Marriage and Funeral Celebrant. Lady Tamara was also accepted by her brother and friend Oberon Zell as Elder of the Grey Council of Wizards & Sages (2019).
The Clan of Boskednan and Tamara Von Forslun are still working effortlessly to bring the Old Religion into the 21st century, especially assisted by her Elders and students of over 30 years Tarquin Crow, and now a High Priest with modern views to an Old Path, who allows the Seekers to find us, and grow with us through our many achievements, adventures, sanctuaries, and Church Mission, in both the US and Australia. Lady Tamara still teaches zoom classes to Seekers from all over the world, these classes are done annually with over 50 lessons held from October through to the following September. So, if interested check out her websites or connect via Facebook. She has accomplished many firsts n Australia, and it looks likes she is not slowing down. Her next journey and adventure is a world Walkabout Tour in 2024 promoting the Clan of Boskednan, meeting with many Seekers, and promoting her many books and classes. She also offers professional counselling as a Psychic and Tarot Reader for many who have been her clients for over 50 years.
Lady Tamara due to being not so disciplined in meditation sought out a Buddhist retreat and started learning meditation at a deeper level by a Buddhist monk named Saddhatessa. It was through Saddhatessa that Tamara met His holiness the Dalai Lama, whom she worked with for over eleven years, and they became acquaintances and kept in touch where Lady Tamara and her personal Coven worked to assist with his visits in Western Australia in the financial and security departments as Tamara also owned a Security Company Full Moon Security
. The Dalai Lama befriended Tamara by gifting to her his meditation beads and nicknamed her The Vicar of Wicca
.
Lady Tamara through her myriad travels worldwide has learnt from the likes of Lady Margaret, her adopted and spiritual grandmother of the Tribe of the Crow, Coven of Boskednan; David the 5th a traditional Witch; Lady Elizabeth a Traditional Bush Witch; Rhiannon Ryall of West Country Witchcraft; Simon Goodman, and Lady Michelin as an Alexandrian Witch; Pete Pathfinder a Gardnerian Witch and Founder of the ATC; His Holiness the Dalai Lama; Jubabe a Shaman from Ayacucho, South America, and most importantly her mother Valma who was a Love Goddess and loved everyone and everything. Lady Tamara thanks all of these teachers and mentors, especially her latest teachers such as her last High Priest Lord Asherah, and Lord Tarquin, who are both true devout Priests of the Goddess. Lady Tamara also wishes to thank Pachamama, the Earth Mother for all her lessons that were heard and unheard.
A person sitting on a chair holding a broom Description automatically generatedA leaf with a pentagram and a pentagram Description automatically generatedA black and white picture of a person in a dress Description automatically generatedWicca Introduction for The True Seeker
Since the beginning of time, man has always been in awe of the Universe and everything that it offers. Our ancient ancestors never had names for their differing belief systems, they just existed in harmony with nature, ultimately being called Pagans (the ways of the land). In so many differing lands and countries they all held the same similar beliefs that were taught to them by their Mothers and Fathers and passed down by word of mouth to their children’s, children’s, children. But in truth it was the first Mother and Father that taught man the mysteries of Magic. Man learnt all their lessons by watching and listening to Nature, who was our greatest teacher. She still is our greatest classroom, but students are fewer these days, and do not listen in the stillness, preferring the solitary, we need to listen to the words that travel on the winds of time.
Man has stopped listening to Nature and thus stopped believing in Magic, that is why Magic does not exist for so many people. Man looks at things differently these days, we see things with the eyes of pain, and uncertainty, of doubt and confusion, and of disbelief instead of just being in touch with Nature and listening to Her story. Yes, She (Nature) has a story, Herstory not history. Maybe the greatest story that has ever been told! The names have changed but the essence will always remain the same.
There has always been Witchcraft in the world, but today in the 21st Century it has changed about 80%. Let me explain my remarks throughout my books. We need to awaken our inner self and realign with our planet and each other and listen to what Nature is trying to tell us before it is too late.
Witchcraft has been in every land that had an Earth based belief system; Africa with its ancient dark mysteries, their Shaman was called a Sangoma (a healer). Egypt had a more celestial Witchcraft taught by the Priests and Priestesses, especially those of Isis and the Priests of Tehuti Thoth of Khnum. The same with Rome, Greece, Babylon, Assyria, and India. Great Britain had the Samethoi, the original Witches; Tibet, China, Native American Indians, the Indigenous Australian Aboriginal, Mesopotamia, Scandinavia, The Netherlands, Incans, Aztecs; all had their Shamans or Shamanka, and many hundreds of more cultures with their own Magic and knowledge of this Earth and the Universe both within and without were Witches.
To believe in, and to know REAL Magic, we must firstly believe in ourselves, and know how to be at One with all things. In doing this we must bring all things into balance, before we can create a balanced world outside of ourselves, we must know and create a complete balance within. This is the Principal of Equilibrium and total Harmony. Written on the Emerald tablets by Hermes Trismegistos (the Greek name for him) but more correctly known as The High Priest Thoth
or Tehuti
, where he wrote and said, As Above, so Below, as Within so Without
, we cannot remove ourselves from the truth but embrace and awaken it within us the very microcosm of the macrocosmic Universe, even if it does not agree with us.
Life is a great classroom, but we have forgotten how to see and really look, listen and hear, sense and openly feel. I am hoping that my books, where I have over 50 years of learning, training and teaching thousands of Seekers, will open your eyes, ears and soul to the truth of the Universe so you can learn and know just a small fragment of what real Witchcraft is truly about. It does not matter about your religious background, what matters is that you come into Wicca with an open mind and a non-judgmental attitude. Acceptance and tolerance is the key to truly being a Witch. We have to remember the winner has always written history, and we know who won, although it was through lies, misogyny, fear, and ignorance. We do not proselytize and try not to tell you what to do or think or feel, or what to believe, for the Goddess reveals herself to us in many ways. I am only here to help you find a better understanding of the big Pagan picture. What I share with you, are my thoughts and feelings, which are shared by the majority of likeminded knowledgeable Witches in the world, especially true dedicated Witches.
I am the Founder and Creator of the Church of Wicca, which was Australia’s first legal Neo-Pagan Church, it took me many years to eventually have it legalized federally in 1989. It was the only officially accepted Wiccan or Pagan Church with registered Ministers of Religion, and legal Wiccan Marriage Celebrants and Chaplains. I was the Arch Priestess, but I stepped down and handed over the reins of the Church to our then new High Priestess, Lady Amaris, whom I had great faith in. I stepped down because it was time for new blood and new ways at looking at things, for the modern audience. I believe that Lady Amaris had that insight to take The Church of Wicca to the next level.
The Magic that I hope to show you is Self-Love, and a deep connection to the Goddess and those around you. Ours is a spiritual training that trains and educates the mind, body and spirit of the Seeker, and that is who you are at this time, Seekers. It is a training that needs self-truth, self-respect and self-discipline in many areas of your life, not just your Magical. It is therefore essential that in order to develop to the full your abilities and powers, when eventually you will work within the Magic Circle, you commence in the study and training known as the Outer Court. Most Covens around the world have Outer Courts, these are pre-training for the Seeker who is commencing on their journey of Witchcraft or Wicca.
This Seekers training includes much of the Secret Lore of Witchcraft. And I believe as I have for the past 50 years that the time is now to open the coffers and share our sacred knowledge and to help others in finding their own truth and destiny to whichever path this journey takes them. And hopefully at the end of this book will make you one of the Sacred Children of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine!
What follows is a related form of theory and practice which conditions and trains the mind of the body and opens up the Inner Spiritual Being so as to understand not only yourself but understand all this beautiful world around us, that we as humans take for granted, and that we should respect and call Mother! We used to be called the Hidden Children of the Goddess, because of the period known as the Burning Times, but no more! For now, we can stand tall without fear of persecution from the ignorance of mankind and be proud of our heritage and share our truth openly with love in our hearts to all those who seek to know the Magic of the Witch within. There will always be ignorance and persecution, but we must rise above this uneducated and ignorance that is destroying our freedom of Truth.
Think inwardly, Wicca is a community of love and generosity, it is a philosophy and a religion of Nature, and it is a way of life. I believe that life IS indestructible energy, perpetually cast in a container, a body be it that of man or animal. Wicca is inward communication, reincarnation and Deity as a balance of masculine and feminine, with the feminine being the principal aspect of our faith. We follow the laws of the land, we tolerate the establishment, we don’t break any rules, and we don’t necessarily live by them. I believe in freedom of individual’s rights, and everything is acceptable as long as it does not hurt nor hinder anybody, neither anything nor create hang-ups.
I claim to use my knowledge of the Ancient Arts of Witchcraft and Wicca for personal benefit not for personal gain. I help rather than exploit, as it is often the want of the practitioners of Black Magic, which has always been confused with Witchcraft. They are not the same and NEVER CAN BE. Satanism and Black Magic are a cocoon a dimensional shelter for introverts, and are greedy and shallow, and very much anti-Christian. It is a creation of Christianity, whereas Witchcraft is not anti-anything, except maybe anti-anti. It is open and honest. Black Magic and Christianity both thrive on Mystery and Ritual, and in both sex has played a big role at many times in history. Christianity is open prudery; this is why Satanism always tries to be exactly the opposite and leans towards sexual excess. Both Christianity and Satanism have sexual hang-ups, but Witchcraft treats sex as a normal, natural and a pleasurable experience. Sex and all religions, in hundreds of different cults and beliefs, they vary but are what we always question. Birth and Death are the two main reasons, which have always intrigued man, and in his search for the answers he has embraced sex with religion. Whereby man assists God in the Creation of Life. We don’t exactly know how the essence or spark of life is created, but we do know that a man and a woman are drawn together in a moment of ecstasy, and thus a new life is created. During the moment of orgasm, the two lovers are elevated briefly from the Mundane Plane to the Fool Stool of the Gods.
Witchcraft is a fertility religion, and this does not mean that we have sexual orgies to better our sexual pleasures. Quite the opposite, sexuality is very private, and I believe that it should be kept very private and personal between the two consenting adult lovers, but at home and away from the Circles of Wicca (which has since been public since the early 1950’s) and has always been a fertility religion, when man first realised the Power of Creation through the sex act. Where he can actually associate himself with God as in the Creation of Life. This is why in most Eastern countries, the men have harems or many wives, especially if he is king or someone of great importance, (or someone who thinks he is important) and it shows his masculine power.
Our system hopefully can help you in:
1. Providing a true background of the Wiccan system of belief.
2. Relate a person’s spirituality to the big picture.
3. Encourage you to look into areas that are off limits to lay people in mainstream religions.
4. Provide you with Elemental Tools in Self-exploration.
5. Set the record straight with regard to humanity’s treatment of Witches.
6. To help in grounding you and making you aware of your own truth.
7. Prepare you for a Path of which you might at the end of this book take fully and eventually be Initiated into Witchcraft or Wicca and become a Witch, it may help you to search and find a Traditional and genuine working coven.
So let us together go on a journey that will hopefully educate you and take you on a Path to self-discovery, and the discovery of true and real Magic, which is called Witchcraft and Wicca. Like anything in life, you only get out of your study exactly what you put into it. I have known many that claim to have studied and learnt much, but when it comes down to the basic essence of what the Craft is all about, many do not know nor understanding the many varied details and what it takes to be a good Wiccan. If you wish to go further in the endeavors and one day become a Witch, then your studies are quite immense, and your commitment to all the areas are the intrinsic value of what being a Witch is all about, you must study not only the physical training of being a Witch, but the mental aptitude, the psychic training and skills, and also be in true oneness with your Higher Self and become the Spiritual person you know you need to be.
Just because one is interested in Wicca does not mean they need to dedicate their life or commit to the path of the Wicca or the Witch, it is all up to one’s own choices and that deep inner connectedness that one seeks with the Goddess and God. Because the deeper you invest in your Spiritual Being the closer you will not only come to know your true self, but the nearer you become with all of Nature, and thus be at One with The Goddess and God.
A leaf with a pentagram and a pentagram Description automatically generatedA black and white picture of a person holding a sign Description automatically generatedA drawing of a column Description automatically generatedA drawing of a pillar Description automatically generatedA drawing of a column Description automatically generatedA drawing of a column with text Description automatically generatedA drawing of a pillar Description automatically generatedA drawing of a pillar with text Description automatically generatedA black and white picture of a person Description automatically generated"In the beginning; the God/dess, and within the infinite stillness of the Unformed and Unmanifest, a note was sounded. The tone issued forth an endless vibration besetting countless other tunes in support of the mind of the Goddess, and through Love the Image was given Life. And the Spirit of the Goddess was given dominion as the Creative Principle of all that is and was to come for all eternity. Creation continued, and this Omnipresent image of the Goddess, the Mother/Father of Creation began to contemplate itself as Individual Being, and sparks of Celestial Fire were thrown throughout the boundless Universe, forming centers of Light, of Spirit Consciousness. I was one of those Firelights, point of Individual Awareness in my Omnipresence. I knew myself to be the Goddess. I knew myself to be me!
Creation continued, and I sought to express the fullness of my Being… Conceived in Love the precious idea of my Self in expression comes forth into Manifestation as a living soul… I am… I am… I am… In time, a part of my Self-expression descends into the dense lower world for the experience of it… I let myself play with Creations and I identify with them… I am descending, deeper and deeper into materiality… Mother, help me! My consciousness of you is fading… Father the Light is gone… There is darkness… Where am I? Who am I? What is the purpose of my life? I am a far country… I have spent all in search of meaning and I am in want… I have come under the bondage of others and I feel the swine in the fields… And the Angel of the presence says, You are so much more than you think you are… stand up and seek the Mothers Kingdom… much more than you think you are… stand up and seek the Mothers Kingdom… your true estate… begin the journey home now!
I turn within and seek myself… through the tunnel of mind I travel moving across the emotional sea of my subjective world… Be still! I speak… let the troubled waters be as glass… reflecting only the memories of gladness, ecstasy, jubilation and joy… Let all others be dissolved… and my fading nature responds and joins me on the journey to the Light… There is a door before me… and I sense with mind and heart that it is the way to the Chamber of Truth… Slowly I reach out and open the door, and suddenly I am engulfed in a blazing golden Light… Above me, below me, behind me, beside me, through me is the Light of Spirit… Oh beautiful me, abundant me, the harmonious me, the glass me, the forgiving me, the creative me, the whole me, the perfect me… Slowly this Higher Self fills my consciousness with itself and my awareness of two separate entities is fading away… Now there is only the single I, and from the I a voice speaks:
"I am