Musings from the Towpath: An Autistic Journey of Spiritual Awakening
By David Allan
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challenges of being on the spectrum
I was struck by lightening in 1968 aged 7 and feel sure that had some impact on my neurology contributing to who I
am
Following my path that attempts to face my issues and looking for ways to return to health through various healing
modalities and spiritual search to discover who I truly am
After a decade of living and working in different communities working and traveling doing a wide range of occupations
including voluntary work and care work amongst many others
My search took me to the Findhorn Community in the Northeast of Scotland after a series of difficult personal events in
my mid 20s that changed my life and began my search
I took up running age 46 then Ultramarathon running as a therapeutic response to my addictions and competed in the
UKs longest Ultramarathons
The journey takes us through my own health challenges exploring ways of healing my deep rooted ancestral
patterns and allowing my creative expression in a wide range of craft and music and physical pursuits like yoga and
Ultra running
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Musings from the Towpath - David Allan
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13681.pngIntroduction
This book can be like a meditation
This is my gift to you
Hello
My name is David Allan
Letter to the wise
I am passionate about health and well being
To get the sticky bits out the way first to create spaciousness
Deep breath
This has been a long time coming
I am not into labels unless helpful for diagnostic purposes which can contribute
towards people getting the help they need
I have a type of Autism or as is more commonly called neurodiversity
I understand there are many of us on the spectrum to varying degrees
I say this not to engender a sympathy response
and truth be told I have struggled many times for many reasons due to the challenges of
being human many of which we share
Somehow I have picked myself up
dusted down and carried on
Again and again and again
On the contrary for me it is a gift
I have a story to tell about many things
One significant event that I am convinced is a major contribution to my neurology
happened when I was 7 years old in 1968
I was caught in a storm running home from school
Lightning hit my school satchel which I was using to cover my head to protect myself
from the rain
I saw a massive flash of light which I felt on my head and the impact of that I can
still feel in my head and body today
Breathe
In a way there is no beginning and no end
I seek only to express my journey so that it may help others
It is difficult for any human to manage in the world
All of us go into someone training
To become someone or somebody
To create a persona
A role or many roles
It is what we do
It is a way of building an identity
So we feel we belong
Everyone does it
We get training in it
We become masters at it
At some point it serves us no longer
Crisis
Usually there is a crisis
The crisis forces a response
The organism responds
The crisis comes in many forms
Illness
Bereavement
An accident
An injury of some kind
Trauma
Abuse
Drug use
Psychosis
Psychedelic use
Near death experience
Existential crisis
I have experienced all of these
That crisis or dark night of the soul is the systems method of bringing our attention to
our mortality creating a reaction
It seems like the system is not coping because of the reaction
Reaction
The reaction is a sign that something needs addressed
Addressing this is the curriculum
The curriculum is life itself
Life offers up opportunities and lessons
Opportunities for healing
Understanding challenges
Challenges that we intuitively avoid
Due to grasping or aversion
As in the Buddhist tradition
The very things we wish to avoid are an opportunity for healing
The third Chinese Patriarch of Zen says in the first few lines
The Great Way is difficult for those who have no preferences
When love and hate are both absent
Everything becomes clear and undisguised
Make the smallest distinction however
And heaven and earth are set infinitely apart
If you wish to see the truth
Then hold no opinions for or against anything
Take a deep breath
My book will be in this format
It may seem strange to others but that is ok
This is how it must be for me
Removing all full stops and commas and quotation marks
allows the reader to place in their mind the mental pause unique to them
Other than being suggested at a given point
My feeling is the full stop or comma or any abbreviation marks may interrupt the flow
I experience this as a mental stutter
It is very subtle maybe too subtle to have been thought of before
I hope this helps some of you
Pause
Much like the pause in music that has a a space between the notes
This space may be different for each of us
Depending on what we hear from the last note or sound or word
And where or when we anticipate the next note or sound to be
These gaps or pauses in music are as important as the notes
This pause or gap is where the creative part of the mind can be found
Simplification of words and sentence structure
Example sentence
If the correct diagnosis of a condition can lead to the patient receiving help then
that’s a good thing
Can become or reduced to
Correct diagnosis can help
18 words 1 comma 1 full stop reduced to 4 words
I find this very helpful
Much more concise
It is also more aesthetically pleasing allowing spaciousness between the lines to
assimilate the information and just relax
Pause and Breathe
Musings
As part of my return to health and after decades of smoking and drug and cannabis use
which was a way of self medicating and managing my mental health issues I decided to
stop the day after I met my girlfriend and now wife Esther
I had been trying for years to stop but there was something about her and the exchange
of energy between us that allowed me to stop
I have had a few wobbles since then but my other practices are a great help should the
day to day stresses of life kick in
I was 42 and my wife was 25 when we met and now we have our beautiful daughter Jessica
We have been together for almost 21 years through thick and thin and we allow each
other to grow individually as well as being on a journey independently and together
I have four beautiful children from previous relationships who are finding their place in
the world and three wonderful grandchildren
Movement is grounding
As part of my return to health I started running
This was just a couple of months before my 46th birthday
I live next to the Forth and Clyde Canal so began to run most days along the canal
towpath
I loved the