Primer
By T.C. Boyle
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Smith's poetry explores that inexplicable tension between what we say and how we actually feel, exposing the complications of intimacy and the limitations of language to bridge those distances between friends, family members, and lovers. What we deny, in the end, may be just what we actually survive.
Mortality in Smith's work remains the uncomfortable foundation at the center of our relationship with others, to faith, to art, to love as we grow older, and ultimately, to our own sense of who we are in our bodies in the world.
The struggle of this book, finally, is in naming whether just what we say we want is enough to satisfy our primal needs, or are the choices we make to stay alive the same choices we make to help us, in so many small ways, to die.
T.C. Boyle
T.C. Boyle is an American novelist and short-story writer. Since the mid-1970s, he has published eighteen novels and twelve collections of short stories. He won the PEN/Faulkner Award in 1988 for his third novel, World’s End, and the Prix Médicis étranger (France) in 1995 for The Tortilla Curtain. His novel Drop City was a finalist for the 2003 National Book Award. Most recently, he has been the recipient of the Mark Twain American Voice in Literature Award, the Henry David Thoreau Prize, and the Jonathan Swift Prize for satire. He is a Distinguished Professor of English Emeritus at the University of Southern California and lives in Santa Barbara.
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Primer - T.C. Boyle
Pitt Poetry Series
Ed Ochester, Editor
PRIMER
AARON SMITH
University of Pittsburgh Press
Published by the University of Pittsburgh Press, Pittsburgh, Pa., 15260
Copyright © 2016, Aaron Smith
All rights reserved
Manufactured in the United States of America
Printed on acid-free paper
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
ISBN 13: 978-0-8229-6434-6
ISBN 10: 0-8229-6434-1
Cover art: Elly Smallwood, Untitled – Mike, 2014
Cover design by Melissa Dias-Mandoly
ISBN 13: 978-0-8229-8230-2 (electronic)
for my sister, Belinda, the bravest person I know
and
for Manuel Muñoz, who listens and listens and listens
You can’t walk through
the thinghood empty-handed, shirking the knives
of fact.
—Reginald Shepherd
CONTENTS
Ruined
Still Life with Gun
Notes for a Lecture: Keith Haring
Homosexuality
Ars Poetica
A Letter Regarding Your Recent Artwork
Liquid
Poem for Straight Guys
Like Him
Not All Faggots Bump Themselves off at the End of the Story
Middle School Summer
Blue Exits
Bleached
The Worried Well
College Summer
The Julianne Moore Collection
Jack White Gives Contract Advice to the Poet
Nothing
Takeout
New York Pretending to Be Paris
Born Again
Dirty
Still Life with Train
Boston: Late Summer
Shoot
This Exact Sky
This Unknown Buried in the Known
The River Phoenix Collection
X
When You Told Me Your Father Was Dying
Still Life with Antidepressants
Jennifer Lawrence
Still Life with a Hundred Crucifixions
Homosexuality
Evangelical
Lessons
David Beckham Is People Magazine’s Sexiest Man Alive
Primer for Men
Each Light a Knife
The Bar Closes But You Don’t Want to Go Home
Driving North on Interstate 99 the Poet Considers His Life at Forty
Notes
Acknowledgments
RUINED
1.
I’d never been in a fight, but I knew
I could take him. I punched Kenny Roth
on the playground. My fist smashed the bone
in his nose. A week before he’d stayed at my house,
tried to kiss me, touch my underwear. I wanted more
like he did, but didn’t know what that would mean about me.
He said he was only joking. He said he wouldn’t tell.
Still I slugged him, tried to break his jaw
in front of his girlfriend. It had something to do with sin,
or the honor of men, which usually means it’s about violence.
I liked the way his lip opened under my fist.
I liked what it felt like to be a man.
2.
I know a guy who likes