This Clumsy Living
By Bob Hicok
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Few others in contemporary poetry are so brilliantly able to combine wit and weight, to charge the language so it virtually glows in the dark. Hicoks poems just plain rock. They rock because they are gorgeous. They rock because they are sad and turn on the radio. They dance our clumsy living with our shadows and our isolations to a music that always, always remembers the original delight in which the feel of things, if [we] cherish, helps [us] live / more like a minute than a clock.--Beckian Fritz Goldberg
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This Clumsy Living - Bob Hicok
Twenty-three windows
Twins
She has a dream and she has the same dream.
She says moon and she says moon and both put their she-phones
to their chests.
She says in my dream I slept between your mattress and box spring
and she nods and she hears her nod.
She says I was in the blue dress before you put it on
and after you put it on, like a soft paper flower she says
and she says yes, like a soft paper flower.
She nestles the phone in her crotch and she nestles the phone
in her crotch and the pubic hairs say it was warm in the dream.
She puts her face against the cool window and they play
where’s my face and she guesses against the cool window.
She says I hung up the phone an hour ago and she says
I hung up the phone last year and still we go on talking
she says and she says we go on talking even while I am dead
and even while I am coming back to life.
She is two places at once and she is two places at once
which is four places at once.
She has to go back to sleep now and she has to go back to sleep now.
She says are you asleep now and she says yes and are you asleep now
and she says yes and they go on talking about being asleep now.
She has a dream and she has the same dream and in the dream
she is dreaming what she dreams and she is dreaming what she dreams.
Then it rains.
Absolution
Clean sheets.
Hotels just have them, without your asking.
Usually, as if you were a flower,
you have to put desire into your mouth and your mouth
against the air to get what you want.
You have to talk.
And in talking there’s more noise to shatter you.
More than the squeal of the already-started car
being started, like we can double go.
More than an anchor breaking the sea.
In Chicago, I slipped into a bed above the million lights
showing stars how watched-over they’ve made us feel.
It was cool inside at first like the groove
of a streambed, then warm like cotton candy
at the Miami Zoo.
There was a sense across my skin, reported by the finger
of every hair, that I was starting over
at whatever I’d long ago begun.
I think I slept because there was a field in my room.
I ran down the field and my feet were tricycles.
The field tipped like a teeter-totter and I ran up
into a tree with a hundred arms pointing everywhere
at once.
When I stood naked at the window so Lake Michigan
would trust me, I missed the bed so much
I wrote a note on the hotel pad that I was coming back
soon, called down and a man came and presented the note
to the bed.
During this phase of enlightenment, I put on a white robe
that had glowed in the hermitage of the closet.
It had hollow sleeves to embrace my embrace, pockets
to soften my hands of fists, and a sash to tie me up
in comfort.
Have you ever, pulling back the covers, heard nothing
and for once, believed this elocution?
Then all night, your body whispering
through its turns, sheets listening, listening,
until the forgetting wash, when they confess
to the shrugging water your sins.
Grooming
I shave my hair closer to my thoughts.
There’s a scar on the left side of my head I forget
why I have.
I must have fallen as a kid down the stairs or in a dream
of glass.
It’s whiter than the uncut parts of me,
like I was blood brother
to the snow angels I flapped across the park
to help Sundays fly away.
As if my skin is eating peppermint, my head is tingly
as I walk to the mailbox.
It’s sunny in November, like weather’s part in being sad
is broken.
Stephen’s sent leaves from his backyard in Baltimore
I’ve never met.
They’re green and red and I show the cedar
with lichen what city trees look like.
Sarah is happy about her book
and the two horses on her card are black
and I will carry them secretly in my pocket
for freedom.
The flyer says
Amanda’s twelve and missing and to call
if I’ve seen her and I believe in God for three seconds
in case it helps.
There are all these spots to sit I finally notice
about the world.
People go by in cars either way and don’t see my head
being more naked than it was an hour ago.
I bet myself that the next thing that doesn’t happen
will be a man walking by in chains.
A man walking by in chains asks if this is the way
to the locksmith.
I think so I say
and he strides musically toward a man who is a student
of tumblers.
An ant finds my shoe in its path and adds it
to