Married Jay’s secret life involves hardcore BDSM and rape fantasies with some aspects of race play and he sometimes feels really bad about what he’s into.  What exactly does he feel bad about, the cheating or the sexual acts themselves? When did he first get into BDSM and rape fantasies and how does he live it all out now? Is he a dom or a sub and where does he meet the people he “plays” with? Tune on for all the details plus hear all about the secret, worldwide BDSM club he’s a member of and what goes down at their parties, the time he got caught by the cops when he was in the middle of consensually “raping” a guy’s wife, his interracial relationship with his wife and why he can’t live out his fantasies with her, how and why he feels so horrible after some of the stuff that he does, the shit that went down when he was younger with with his babysitter and his alcoholic aunt and a whole lot more.