It’s tough for us all, and I’ve been really struggling, I’ve realise it’s fear. I’m afraid that in the next 6 months I’ll lose what I’ve worked so hard to build, that I’ll f*ck it up.. I was so close to the Olympics.. I’m not naturally really good at this. I just work really hard for self improvement and become more professional in the process.. but without races I’m gonna really struggleSupport the show