You feel different because you are different.  It's hard for you to do the things that other people do, the routines that other people have, because you're not other people.  You're not a people. So stop trying to be a people. Stop trying to fit in. Stop trying to keep up. You live this Christhood, and you be your own, you be His own,  and you'll lift everyone with you.  You'll bring everyone with you, but you're not focusing on them-- that's just the side effect.  You just chant and mind your business.  You feel love where you see yourself,  where you see others,  and you mind your business. You see your business, and you feel Love,  that's how you mind your business.  And the right actions happen, but really nothing is happening. And as long as you remember nothing is happening,  even while you are in action,  you won.  I Love You I Am You nik  To claim your free gift, leave a review on Apple Podcasts, screenshot it and send it to me at nikki@curlynikki.com!  Join us on Patreon to support the show, and tune into and participate in live video Q&As with me!  Support the show "Stop identifying with the world created by your mind, and a new world will open up for you."- Amma There's not a day that goes by that I don't say, "end game, cancel game, exit game"" -@farmerbill88 via IG "That Gurmukh unto whom the Lord becomes merciful, chants the Lord's Name, and wins the game of life." -Guru Ram Das Ji Herb Fitch, The Infinite Way Book Study on Kindle -- "You can't be a Republican and a Democrat at the same time. You can't be man and woman at the same time. You cannot be here and there at the same time. Because Christ is your Reality every moment spent in another identity is a life in unreality. Every moment not in Christ, not as The Conscious Christ realized is a moment that has no real exist-ence. And if there happens to be fifty years of such moments then it is fifty years of unreal existence. Again, where do you go to live in your Christhood? You don't. You shed the belief that you are something else. You start with you. You cannot behold Christ in anyone until you have started with you. You have Infinity to give and if you are withholding that Infinity from your experience, you cannot find it even for yourself. Now, if we were to make a full-time commitment to our own Christhood, it would run something like this: Your telephone rings, and you say, Hello this is Will or this is Frank, or this is Dorothy, and then the other person identifies himself and you have a little conversation. Now, at that moment you have been caught unprepared, and you have not witnessed The Christ of the one on the other side of the phone. They have caught you unprepared and they have caught you in a human consciousness. You are not living in Reality at that moment. Whatever you say to the one on the other side of that line, whatever they say to you, is valueless in the true creation. It is something that will pass, it is not Christ centered. And so one of the major lessons and the most difficult to learn is to be alert to Christ. So that, you are always in the Consciousness that where you are the Light of Christ Is, and that is all that is there. And further, that the Light of Christ is everywhere, Now. So that the first phone that rings in your house, when you pick up that phone to respond you must consciously know The Christ is always here and The Christ is all that is there. When you are willing to make this preparation, this alertness, then you are beginning your full-time commitment to Christ and you are really taking the Two Commandments seriously. You will find that the moment someone on the other end of the line says something you don't like, if you are in this conscious awareness, that only the Light of Christ can be present, something in you will recognize the Life on the other side of that line and literally give Life to that individual. You only give what is there. And then your full-time commitment in Christ as the recognition of The Christ